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TOMarrivedathomeinadrearymood,andthefirstthinghisauntsaidtohimshowedhimthathehadbroughthissorrowstoanunpromisingmarket:
"Tom,I'veanotiontoskinyoualive!"
"Auntie,whathaveIdone?"
"Well,you'vedoneenough.HereIgoovertoSerenyHarper,likeanoldsofty,expectingI'mgoingtomakeherbelieveallthatrubbageaboutthatdream,whenloandbeholdyoushe'dfoundoutfromJoethatyouwasoverhereandheardallthetalkwehadthatnight.
Tom,Idon'tknowwhatistobecomeofaboythatwillactlikethat.
ItmakesmefeelsobadtothinkyoucouldletmegotoSerenyHarperandmakesuchafoolofmyselfandneversayaword."
Thiswasanewaspectofthething.HissmartnessofthemorninghadseemedtoTomagoodjokebefore,andveryingenious.Itmerelylookedmeanandshabbynow.
Hehunghisheadandcouldnotthinkofanythingtosayforamoment.Thenhesaid:
"Auntie,IwishIhadn'tdoneitbutIdidn'tthink."
"Oh,child,youneverthink.Youneverthinkofanythingbutyourownselfishness.
YoucouldthinktocomeallthewayoverherefromJackson'sIslandinthenighttolaughatourtroubles,andyoucouldthinktofoolmewithalieaboutadream;butyoucouldn'teverthinktopityusandsaveusfromsorrow."
"Auntie,Iknownowitwasmean,butIdidn'tmeantobemean.Ididn't,honest.Andbesides,Ididn'tcomeoverheretolaughatyouthatnight."
"Whatdidyoucomefor,then?"
"Itwastotellyounottobeuneasyaboutus,becausewehadn'tgotdrownded."
"Tom,Tom,IwouldbethethankfullestsoulinthisworldifIcouldbelieveyoueverhadasgoodathoughtasthat,butyouknowyouneverdidandIknowit,Tom."
"Indeedand'deedIdid,auntieIwishImayneverstirifIdidn't."
"Oh,Tom,don'tliedon'tdoit.Itonlymakesthingsahundredtimesworse."
"Itain'talie,auntie;it'sthetruth.Iwantedtokeepyoufromgrievingthatwasallthatmademecome."
"I'dgivethewholeworldtobelievethatitwouldcoverupapowerofsins,Tom.I'd'mostbegladyou'drunoffandactedsobad.Butitain'treasonable;because,whydidn'tyoutellme,child?"
"Why,yousee,whenyougottotalkingaboutthefuneral,Ijustgotallfulloftheideaofourcomingandhidinginthechurch,andIcouldn'tsomehowbeartospoilit.
SoIjustputthebarkbackinmypocketandkeptmum."
"Whatbark?"
"ThebarkIhadwroteontotellyouwe'dgonepirating.Iwish,now,you'dwakedupwhenIkissedyouIdo,honest."
Thehardlinesinhisaunt'sfacerelaxedandasuddentendernessdawnedinhereyes.
"DIDyoukissme,Tom?"
"Why,yes,Idid."
"Areyousureyoudid,Tom?"
"Why,yes,Idid,auntiecertainsure."
"Whatdidyoukissmefor,Tom?"
"BecauseIlovedyouso,andyoulaidtheremoaningandIwassosorry."
Thewordssoundedliketruth.Theoldladycouldnothideatremorinhervoicewhenshesaid:
"Kissmeagain,Tom!andbeoffwithyoutoschool,now,anddon'tbothermeanymore."
Themomenthewasgone,sherantoaclosetandgotouttheruinofajacketwhichTomhadgonepiratingin.Thenshestopped,withitinherhand,andsaidtoherself:
"No,Idon'tdare.Poorboy,Ireckonhe'sliedaboutitbutit'sablessed,blessedlie,there'ssuchacomfortcomefromit.
IhopetheLordIKNOWtheLordwillforgivehim,becauseitwassuchgoodheartednessinhimtotellit.
ButIdon'twanttofindoutit'salie.Iwon'tlook."
Sheputthejacketaway,andstoodbymusingaminute.
Twicesheputoutherhandtotakethegarmentagain,andtwicesherefrained.
Oncemoresheventured,andthistimeshefortifiedherselfwiththethought:"It'sagoodlieit'sagoodlieIwon'tletitgrieveme."Soshesoughtthejacketpocket.
AmomentlatershewasreadingTom'spieceofbarkthroughflowingtearsandsaying:"Icouldforgivetheboy,now,ifhe'dcommittedamillionsins!"
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