Ofcourse,thefirstthingthatIwantedtodowhenIgotbacktoAmericawasfindJenny.SoIphonedMosesinBoston. ‘TheBrokenEggsgrouphasbrokenup,’hetoldme.‘Idon’tknowwhathappenedtoJenny.IheardthatshewenttoChicago,butthatwasfiveyearsago.’ ‘Doyouhaveatelephonenumber,oranything?’Iasked. ‘It’sanoldnumber,’hesaid,‘butperhapsshe’sstillthere.’ Iphonedthenumber,andshewasn’t. ‘JennyCurran?’aman’svoicesaid.‘ShewenttoIndianapolis.GotajobattheTempererfactory.’ SoIwenttoIndianapolisonthebus. TheTempererfactorywasoutsidethetown.IaskedaboutJennyattheoffice,andthewomansaid,‘Yes,sheworksinhere.Whydon’tyouwaitatthesideofthefactory?It’salmostlunch-time,andshe’llprobablycomeout.’SoIdid. Alotofpeoplecameoutatlunch-time.ThenJennycameout.Shewentandsatunderatreeonthegrass,andbeganeatinganapple.Iwentupbehindherandsaid,‘Thatlookslikeaniceapple.’Shedidn’tlookup.Shejustsaid,‘Forrest,ithastobeyou.’ Aminutelater,Ihadmyarmsroundherandwewerebothcrying.Peoplewerewatchinguswithstrangelooksontheirfaces,butitdidn’tmatter.Jennyandmeweretogetheragain. ‘Ifinishworkinthreehours,Forrest,’Jennysaid.‘Whydon’tyouwaitformeinthatbaracrossthestreet?ThenI’lltakeyoutomyplace.’ AndIgotintothewrestlingbusiness.How?I’lltellyou. ItstartedwhenIarm-wrestledamaninthebar,andwonsomemoneyonabet.Thatgavemeanidea.ButatfirstIdidn’tsayanythingtoJenny. Shecameacrosstothebarafterwork,andwehadadrinkandtalked. ‘IsawyouonTVwhenyouwentupintospace,Forrest,’shesaid. AndItoldherallaboutthat,andaboutSue,theape. ‘Whathappenedtohim?’sheasked. ‘Idon’tknow,’Isaid.‘Buthewasagoodfriend.’ Later,wewentbacktoJenny’sflat,andshesaid,‘Youcanstayhere.’ Nextday,whenJennywenttowork,Iwentbacktothebar.Severalpeoplewantedtotryarm-wrestlingwithmeagain,andIsaidOK.NoneofthemwonbecauseIwastoostrong,butplentyofpeoplewantedtotrytheirluck. Afteraboutamonth,Iwaswinningnearlytwohundreddollarsaweek,arm-wrestling.ThenonedayamancalledMikecameintothebar. ‘Youcanmakealotmoremoney,’hetoldme. ‘Wrestling.Realwrestling,’hesaid.‘Icanteachyou.’ Tomakealongstoryshort–hedid. Jennywasn’thappyaboutthewrestlingbutIwonalotofmoney–sometimesbywinningfights,sometimesbylosingthembecauseMiketoldmetolosethem.Yes,thathappens,too.ButthenIdidsomethingstupidagain.Ibetonmyselfwinningafight,afterMiketoldmetoloseit. Jennygotreallyangry.‘Itisn’thonest,’shesaid. Ididn’tlisten.Ibetallmymoneyonmyselftowin–andthenIlostthefight. Buttherewasworsetocome.WhenIgotbacktotheflat,Jennywasgone,andtherewasaletterwaitingforme.Itsaid: You’redoingsomethingbadtonight.Itisn’thonest,andIcannotgoonwithyoulikethis.Ithinkabouthavingahouseandafamilyandthingslikethatnow.Iwatchedyougrowupbigandstrongandgood.Andthen,inBoston,IrealizedthatIlovedyou,andIwasthehappiestgirlintheworld.ButthentherewasthatgirloutsidetheHodaddyClub.ThenyouwentupintospaceandIlostyouforfouryears,andIthinkyouchanged.AndIthinkperhapsIchanged,too.Ijustwanttoliveinanordinarywaynow.So,Imustgoandfindit. IamcryingwhileIwritethis,butpleasedon’ttrytofindme. Goodbye,mydear.love,Jenny Andforthefirsttimeever,IknewthatIwasarealidiot.