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Itwasnotachild’sroom,butagrown-upperson’sroom,withgloomyoldpicturesonthewallsandheavyoldoakchairs.
Atableinthecenterwassetwithagoodsubstantialbreakfast.
Butshehadalwayshadaverysmallappetite,andshelookedwithsomethingmorethanindifferenceatthefirstplateMarthasetbeforeher.
Idon’twantit,shesaid.
Tha’doesn’twantthyporridge!Marthaexclaimedincredulously.
No.
Tha’doesn’tknowhowgooditis.Putabito’treacleonitorabito’sugar.
Idon’twantit,repeatedMary.
Eh!saidMartha.Ican’tabidetoseegoodvictualsgotowaste.Ifourchildrenwasatthistablethey’dcleanitbareinfiveminutes.
Why?saidMarycoldly.
Why!echoedMartha.Becausetheyscarceeverhadtheirstomachsfullintheirlives.They’reashungryasyounghawksan’foxes.
Idon’tknowwhatitistobehungry,saidMary,withtheindifferenceofignorance.
Marthalookedindignant.
Well,itwoulddotheegoodtotryit.Icanseethatplainenough,shesaidoutspokenly.
I’venopatiencewithfolkassitsan’juststaresatgoodbreadan’meat.Myword!
don’tIwishDickonandPhilan’Janean’th’restofemhadwhat’shereundertheirpinafores.
Whydon’tyoutakeittothem?suggestedMary.
It’snotmine,answeredMarthastoutly.An’thisisn’tmydayout.Igetmydayoutonceamonthsameasth’rest.ThenIgohomean’cleanupformotheran’giveheraday’srest.
Marydranksometeaandatealittletoastandsomemarmalade.
Youwrapupwarman’runoutan’playyou,saidMartha.It’lldoyougoodandgiveyousomestomachforyourmeat.
Marywenttothewindow.Thereweregardensandpathsandbigtrees,buteverythinglookeddullandwintry.
Out?WhyshouldIgooutonadaylikethis?
Well,iftha’doesn’tgoouttha’lthavetostayin,an’whathastha’gottodo?
Maryglancedabouther.Therewasnothingtodo.WhenMrs.Medlockhadpreparedthenurseryshehadnotthoughtofamusement.Perhapsitwouldbebettertogoandseewhatthegardenswerelike.
Whowillgowithme?sheinquired.
Marthastared.
You’llgobyyourself,sheanswered.You’llhavetolearntoplaylikeotherchildrendoeswhentheyhaven’tgotsistersandbrothers.
OurDickongoesoffonth’moorbyhimselfan’playsforhours.
That’showhemadefriendswithth’pony.
He’sgotsheeponth’moorthatknowshim,an’birdsascomesan’eatsoutofhishand.
Howeverlittlethereistoeat,healwayssavesabito’hisbreadtocoaxhispets.
ItwasreallythismentionofDickonwhichmadeMarydecidetogoout,thoughshewasnotawareofit.
Therewouldbebirdsoutsidethoughtherewouldnotbeponiesorsheep.
TheywouldbedifferentfromthebirdsinIndiaanditmightamusehertolookatthem.
Marthafoundhercoatandhatforherandapairofstoutlittlebootsandsheshowedherherwaydownstairs.
Iftha’goesroundthatwaytha’llcometoth’gardens,shesaid,pointingtoagateinawallofshrubbery.
There’slotso’flowersinsummer-time,butthere’snothin’bloomin’now.
Sheseemedtohesitateasecondbeforesheadded,Oneofth’gardensislockedup.Noonehasbeeninitfortenyears.
Why?askedMaryinspiteofherself.Herewasanotherlockeddooraddedtothehundredinthestrangehouse.
Mr.Cravenhaditshutwhenhiswifediedsosudden.Hewon’tletnoonegoinside.Itwashergarden.
Helockedth’dooran’dugaholeandburiedth’key.
There’sMrs.Medlock’sbellringingImustrun.
AftershewasgoneMaryturneddownthewalkwhichledtothedoorintheshrubbery.
Shecouldnothelpthinkingaboutthegardenwhichnoonehadbeenintofortenyears.
Shewonderedwhatitwouldlooklikeandwhethertherewereanyflowersstillaliveinit.
Whenshehadpassedthroughtheshrubberygateshefoundherselfingreatgardens,withwidelawnsandwindingwalkswithclippedborders.
Thereweretrees,andflower-beds,andevergreensclippedintostrangeshapes,andalargepoolwithanoldgrayfountaininitsmidst.
Buttheflower-bedswerebareandwintryandthefountainwasnotplaying.
Thiswasnotthegardenwhichwasshutup.Howcouldagardenbeshutup?Youcouldalwayswalkintoagarden.
Shewasjustthinkingthiswhenshesawthat,attheendofthepathshewasfollowing,thereseemedtobealongwall,withivygrowingoverit.
ShewasnotfamiliarenoughwithEnglandtoknowthatshewascominguponthekitchen-gardenswherethevegetablesandfruitweregrowing.
Shewenttowardthewallandfoundthattherewasagreendoorintheivy,andthatitstoodopen.
Thiswasnottheclosedgarden,evidently,andshecouldgointoit.
Shewentthroughthedoorandfoundthatitwasagardenwithwallsallrounditandthatitwasonlyoneofseveralwalledgardenswhichseemedtoopenintooneanother.
Shesawanotheropengreendoor,revealingbushesandpathwaysbetweenbedscontainingwintervegetables.
Fruit-treesweretrainedflatagainstthewall,andoversomeofthebedstherewereglassframes.
Theplacewasbareanduglyenough,Marythought,asshestoodandstaredabouther.
Itmightbenicerinsummerwhenthingsweregreen,buttherewasnothingprettyaboutitnow.
Presentlyanoldmanwithaspadeoverhisshoulderwalkedthroughthedoorleadingfromthesecondgarden.
HelookedstartledwhenhesawMary,andthentouchedhiscap.
Hehadasurlyoldface,anddidnotseematallpleasedtoseeherbutthenshewasdispleasedwithhisgardenandworeherquitecontraryexpression,andcertainlydidnotseematallpleasedtoseehim.
Whatisthisplace?sheasked.
Oneo’th’kitchen-gardens,heanswered.
Whatisthat?saidMary,pointingthroughtheothergreendoor.
Anotherofem,shortly.There’sanotheront’othersideo’th’wallan’there’sth’orchardt’othersideo’that.
CanIgointhem?askedMary.
Iftha’likes.Butthere’snowttosee.
Marymadenoresponse.Shewentdownthepathandthroughthesecondgreendoor.
There,shefoundmorewallsandwintervegetablesandglassframes,butinthesecondwalltherewasanothergreendooranditwasnotopen.
Perhapsitledintothegardenwhichnoonehadseenfortenyears.
Asshewasnotatallatimidchildandalwaysdidwhatshewantedtodo,Marywenttothegreendoorandturnedthehandle.
Shehopedthedoorwouldnotopenbecauseshewantedtobesureshehadfoundthemysteriousgardenbutitdidopenquiteeasilyandshewalkedthroughitandfoundherselfinanorchard.
Therewerewallsallrounditalsoandtreestrainedagainstthem,andtherewerebarefruit-treesgrowinginthewinter-brownedgrassbuttherewasnogreendoortobeseenanywhere.
Marylookedforit,andyetwhenshehadenteredtheupperendofthegardenshehadnoticedthatthewalldidnotseemtoendwiththeorchardbuttoextendbeyonditasifitenclosedaplaceattheotherside.
Shecouldseethetopsoftreesabovethewall,andwhenshestoodstillshesawabirdwithabrightredbreastsittingonthetopmostbranchofoneofthem,andsuddenlyheburstintohiswintersongalmostasifhehadcaughtsightofherandwascallingtoher.
Shestoppedandlistenedtohimandsomehowhischeerful,friendlylittlewhistlegaveherapleasedfeelingevenadisagreeablelittlegirlmaybelonely,andthebigclosedhouseandbigbaremoorandbigbaregardenshadmadethisonefeelasiftherewasnooneleftintheworldbutherself.
Ifshehadbeenanaffectionatechild,whohadbeenusedtobeingloved,shewouldhavebrokenherheart,buteventhoughshewasMistressMaryQuiteContraryshewasdesolate,andthebright-breastedlittlebirdbroughtalookintohersourlittlefacewhichwasalmostasmile.Shelistenedtohimuntilheflewaway.
HewasnotlikeanIndianbirdandshelikedhimandwonderedifsheshouldeverseehimagain.
Perhapshelivedinthemysteriousgardenandknewallaboutit.
Perhapsitwasbecauseshehadnothingwhatevertodothatshethoughtsomuchofthedesertedgarden.
Shewascuriousaboutitandwantedtoseewhatitwaslike.
WhyhadMr.ArchibaldCravenburiedthekey?
Ifhehadlikedhiswifesomuchwhydidhehatehergarden?
Shewonderedifsheshouldeverseehim,butsheknewthatifshedidsheshouldnotlikehim,andhewouldnotlikeher,andthatsheshouldonlystandandstareathimandsaynothing,thoughsheshouldbewantingdreadfullytoaskhimwhyhehaddonesuchaqueerthing.
PeopleneverlikemeandIneverlikepeople,shethought.AndInevercantalkastheCrawfordchildrencould.Theywerealwaystalkingandlaughingandmakingnoises.
Shethoughtoftherobinandofthewayheseemedtosinghissongather,andassherememberedthetree-topheperchedonshestoppedrathersuddenlyonthepath.
IbelievethattreewasinthesecretgardenIfeelsureitwas,shesaid.Therewasawallroundtheplaceandtherewasnodoor.
Shewalkedbackintothefirstkitchen-gardenshehadenteredandfoundtheoldmandiggingthere.
Shewentandstoodbesidehimandwatchedhimafewmomentsinhercoldlittleway.
Hetooknonoticeofherandsoatlastshespoketohim.
Ihavebeenintotheothergardens,shesaid.
Therewasnothin’topreventthee,heansweredcrustily.
Iwentintotheorchard.
Therewasnodogatth’doortobitethee,heanswered.
Therewasnodoorthereintotheothergarden,saidMary.
Whatgarden?hesaidinaroughvoice,stoppinghisdiggingforamoment.
Theoneontheothersideofthewall,answeredMistressMary.TherearetreesthereIsawthetopsofthem.Abirdwitharedbreastwassittingononeofthemandhesang.
Tohersurprisethesurlyoldweather-beatenfaceactuallychangeditsexpression.
Aslowsmilespreadoveritandthegardenerlookedquitedifferent.
Itmadeherthinkthatitwascurioushowmuchnicerapersonlookedwhenhesmiled.Shehadnotthoughtofitbefore.
Heturnedabouttotheorchardsideofhisgardenandbegantowhistlealowsoftwhistle.
Shecouldnotunderstandhowsuchasurlymancouldmakesuchacoaxingsound.
Almostthenextmomentawonderfulthinghappened.
Sheheardasoftlittlerushingflightthroughtheairanditwasthebirdwiththeredbreastflyingtothem,andheactuallyalightedonthebigclodofearthquiteneartothegardener’sfoot.
Hereheis,chuckledtheoldman,andthenhespoketothebirdasifhewerespeakingtoachild.
Wherehastha’been,tha’cheekylittlebeggar?hesaid.I’venotseentheebeforetoday.Hastha,beguntha’courtin’thisearlyinth’season?Tha’rttooforrad.
Thebirdputhistinyheadononesideandlookedupathimwithhissoftbrighteyewhichwaslikeablackdewdrop.
Heseemedquitefamiliarandnottheleastafraid.
Hehoppedaboutandpeckedtheearthbriskly,lookingforseedsandinsects.
ItactuallygaveMaryaqueerfeelinginherheart,becausehewassoprettyandcheerfulandseemedsolikeaperson.
Hehadatinyplumpbodyandadelicatebeak,andslenderdelicatelegs.
Willhealwayscomewhenyoucallhim?sheaskedalmostinawhisper.
Aye,thathewill.I’veknowedhimeversincehewasafledgling.
Hecomeoutofth’nestinth’othergardenan’whenfirstheflewoverth’wallhewastooweaktoflybackforafewdaysan’wegotfriendly.
Whenhewentoverth’wallagainth’restofth’broodwasgonean’hewaslonelyan’hecomebacktome.
Whatkindofabirdishe?Maryasked.
Doesn’ttha’know?He’sarobinredbreastan’they’reth’friendliest,curiousestbirdsalive.
They’realmostasfriendlyasdogsifyouknowhowtogetonwithem.
Watchhimpeckin’abouttherean’lookin’roundatusnowan’again.Heknowswe’retalkin’abouthim.
Itwasthequeerestthingintheworldtoseetheoldfellow.Helookedattheplumplittlescarlet-waistcoatedbirdasifhewerebothproudandfondofhim.
He’saconceitedone,hechuckled.Helikestohearfolktalkabouthim.
An’curiousblessme,thereneverwashislikeforcuriosityan’meddlin’.
He’salwayscomin’toseewhatI’mplantin’.
Heknowsallth’thingsMesterCravennevertroubleshissel’tofindout.He’sth’headgardener,heis.
Therobinhoppedaboutbusilypeckingthesoilandnowandthenstoppedandlookedatthemalittle.
Marythoughthisblackdewdropeyesgazedatherwithgreatcuriosity.
Itreallyseemedasifhewerefindingoutallabouther.
Thequeerfeelinginherheartincreased.
Wheredidtherestofthebroodflyto?sheasked.
There’snoknowin’.Theoldonesturnemouto’theirnestan’makeemflyan’they’rescatteredbeforeyouknowit.Thisonewasaknowin’onean,heknewhewaslonely.
MistressMarywentastepnearertotherobinandlookedathimveryhard.
I’mlonely,shesaid.
Shehadnotknownbeforethatthiswasoneofthethingswhichmadeherfeelsourandcross.Sheseemedtofinditoutwhentherobinlookedatherandshelookedattherobin.
Theoldgardenerpushedhiscapbackonhisbaldheadandstaredatheraminute.
Arttha’th’littlewenchfromIndia?heasked.
Marynodded.
Thennowondertha’rtlonely.Tha’ltbelonlierbeforetha’sdone,hesaid.
Hebegantodigagain,drivinghisspadedeepintotherichblackgardensoilwhiletherobinhoppedaboutverybusilyemployed.
Whatisyourname?Maryinquired.
Hestooduptoanswerher.
BenWeatherstaff,heanswered,andthenheaddedwithasurlychuckle,I’mlonelymysel’exceptwhenhe’swithme,andhejerkedhisthumbtowardtherobin.He’sth’onlyfriendI’vegot.
Ihavenofriendsatall,saidMary.Ineverhad.MyAyahdidn’tlikemeandIneverplayedwithanyone.
ItisaYorkshirehabittosaywhatyouthinkwithbluntfrankness,andoldBenWeatherstaffwasaYorkshiremoorman.
Tha’an’meareagoodbitalike,hesaid.Wewaswoveoutofth’samecloth.
We’reneitherofusgoodlookin’an’we’rebothofusassouraswelook.
We’vegotthesamenastytempers,bothofus,I’llwarrant.
Thiswasplainspeaking,andMaryLennoxhadneverheardthetruthaboutherselfinherlife.
Nativeservantsalwayssalaamedandsubmittedtoyou,whateveryoudid.
Shehadneverthoughtmuchaboutherlooks,butshewonderedifshewasasunattractiveasBenWeatherstaffandshealsowonderedifshelookedassourashehadlookedbeforetherobincame.
Sheactuallybegantowonderalsoifshewasnastytempered.Shefeltuncomfortable.
Suddenlyaclearripplinglittlesoundbrokeoutnearherandsheturnedround.
Shewasstandingafewfeetfromayoungapple-treeandtherobinhadflownontooneofitsbranchesandhadburstoutintoascrapofasong.BenWeatherstafflaughedoutright.
Whatdidhedothatfor?askedMary.
He’smadeuphismindtomakefriendswiththee,repliedBen.Dangmeifhehasn’ttookafancytothee.
Tome?saidMary,andshemovedtowardthelittletreesoftlyandlookedup.
Wouldyoumakefriendswithme?shesaidtotherobinjustasifshewasspeakingtoaperson.Wouldyou?
AndshedidnotsayiteitherinherhardlittlevoiceorinherimperiousIndianvoice,butinatonesosoftandeagerandcoaxingthatBenWeatherstaffwasassurprisedasshehadbeenwhensheheardhimwhistle.
Why,hecriedout,tha’saidthatasnicean’humanasiftha’wasarealchildinsteadofasharpoldwoman.Tha’saiditalmostlikeDickontalkstohiswildthingsonth’moor.
DoyouknowDickon?Maryasked,turningroundratherinahurry.
Everybodyknowshim.Dickon’swanderin’abouteverywhere.
Th’veryblackberriesan’heather-bellsknowshim.
Iwarrantth’foxesshowshimwheretheircubsliesan’th’skylarksdoesn’thidetheirnestsfromhim.
Marywouldhavelikedtoasksomemorequestions.
ShewasalmostascuriousaboutDickonasshewasaboutthedesertedgarden.
Butjustthatmomenttherobin,whohadendedhissong,gavealittleshakeofhiswings,spreadthemandflewaway.
Hehadmadehisvisitandhadotherthingstodo.
Hehasflownoverthewall!Marycriedout,watchinghim.Hehasflownintotheorchardhehasflownacrosstheotherwallintothegardenwherethereisnodoor!
Helivesthere,saidoldBen.Hecameouto’th’eggthere.Ifhe’scourtin’,he’smakin’uptosomeyoungmadamofarobinthatlivesamongth’oldrose-treesthere.
Rose-trees,saidMary.Arethererose-trees?
BenWeatherstafftookuphisspadeagainandbegantodig.
Therewastenyear’ago,hemumbled.
Ishouldliketoseethem,saidMary.Whereisthegreendoor?Theremustbeadoorsomewhere.
Bendrovehisspadedeepandlookedasuncompanionableashehadlookedwhenshefirstsawhim.
Therewastenyear’ago,butthereisn’tnow,hesaid.
Nodoor!criedMary.Theremustbe.
Noneasanyonecanfind,an’noneasisanyone’sbusiness.
Don’tyoubeameddlesomewenchan’pokeyournosewhereit’snocausetogo.Here,Imustgoonwithmywork.Getyougonean’playyou.I’venomoretime.
Andheactuallystoppeddigging,threwhisspadeoverhisshoulderandwalkedoff,withoutevenglancingatherorsayinggood-by.
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