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NowonderwecalleditEndeavourIsland.
Fortwoweekswetoiledatbuildingahut.
Maudinsistedonhelping,andIcouldhaveweptoverherbruisedandbleedinghands.
Andstill,Iwasproudofherbecauseofit.
Therewassomethingheroicaboutthisgently-bredwomanenduringourterriblehardshipandwithherpittanceofstrengthbendingtothetasksofapeasantwoman.
ShegatheredmanyofthestoneswhichIbuiltintothewallsofthehut;also,sheturnedadeafeartomyentreatieswhenIbeggedhertodesist.
Shecompromised,however,bytakinguponherselfthelighterlaboursofcookingandgatheringdriftwoodandmossforourwinter’ssupply.
Thehut’swallsrosewithoutdifficulty,andeverythingwentsmoothlyuntiltheproblemoftheroofconfrontedme.
Ofwhatusethefourwallswithoutaroof?Andofwhatcouldaroofbemade?Therewerethespareoars,verytrue.
Theywouldserveasroof-beams;butwithwhatwasItocoverthem?Mosswouldneverdo.Tundragrasswasimpracticable.
Weneededthesailfortheboat,andthetarpaulinhadbeguntoleak.
Wintersusedwalrusskinsonhishut,Isaid.
Therearetheseals,shesuggested.
Sonextdaythehuntingbegan.Ididnotknowhowtoshoot,butIproceededtolearn.
AndwhenIhadexpendedsomethirtyshellsforthreeseals,IdecidedthattheammunitionwouldbeexhaustedbeforeIacquiredthenecessaryknowledge.
IhadusedeightshellsforlightingfiresbeforeIhituponthedeviceofbankingtheemberswithwetmoss,andthereremainednotoverahundredshellsinthebox.
Wemustclubtheseals,Iannounced,whenconvincedofmypoormarksmanship.Ihaveheardthesealerstalkaboutclubbingthem.
Theyaresopretty,sheobjected.Icannotbeartothinkofitbeingdone.Itissodirectlybrutal,youknow;sodifferentfromshootingthem.
Thatroofmustgoon,Iansweredgrimly.Winterisalmosthere.Itisourlivesagainsttheirs.
Itisunfortunatewehaven’tplentyofammunition,butIthink,anyway,thattheysufferlessfrombeingclubbedthanfrombeingallshotup.Besides,Ishalldotheclubbing.
That’sjustit,shebeganeagerly,andbrokeoffinsuddenconfusion.
Ofcourse,Ibegan,ifyouprefer
ButwhatshallIbedoing?sheinterrupted,withthatsoftnessIknewfullwelltobeinsistence.
Gatheringfirewoodandcookingdinner,Iansweredlightly.
Sheshookherhead.Itistoodangerousforyoutoattemptalone.
Iknow,Iknow,shewaivedmyprotest.Iamonlyaweakwoman,butjustmysmallassistancemayenableyoutoescapedisaster.
Buttheclubbing?Isuggested.
Ofcourse,youwilldothat.Ishallprobablyscream.I’lllookawaywhen
Thedangerismostserious,Ilaughed.
Ishallusemyjudgmentwhentolookandwhennottolook,sherepliedwithagrandair.
Theupshotoftheaffairwasthatsheaccompaniedmenextmorning.
Irowedintotheadjoiningcoveanduptotheedgeofthebeach.
Thereweresealsallaboutusinthewater,andthebellowingthousandsonthebeachcompelledustoshoutateachothertomakeourselvesheard.
Iknowmenclubthem,Isaid,tryingtoreassuremyself,andgazingdoubtfullyatalargebull,notthirtyfeetaway,uprearedonhisfore-flippersandregardingmeintently.
Butthequestionis,Howdotheyclubthem?
Letusgathertundragrassandthatchtheroof,Maudsaid.
ShewasasfrightenedasIattheprospect,andwehadreasontobegazingatcloserangeatthegleamingteethanddog-likemouths.
Ialwaysthoughttheywereafraidofmen,Isaid.
HowdoIknowtheyarenotafraid?Iqueriedamomentlater,afterhavingrowedafewmorestrokesalongthebeach.
Perhaps,ifIweretostepboldlyashore,theywouldcutforit,andIcouldnotcatchupwithone.AndstillIhesitated.
Iheardofaman,once,whoinvadedthenestinggroundsofwildgeese,Maudsaid.Theykilledhim.
Thegeese?
Yes,thegeese.MybrothertoldmeaboutitwhenIwasalittlegirl.
ButIknowmenclubthem,Ipersisted.
Ithinkthetundragrasswillmakejustasgoodaroof,shesaid.
Farfromherintention,herwordsweremaddeningme,drivingmeon.Icouldnotplaythecowardbeforehereyes.Heregoes,Isaid,backingwaterwithoneoarandrunningthebowashore.
Isteppedoutandadvancedvaliantlyuponalong-manedbullinthemidstofhiswives.
Iwasarmedwiththeregularclubwithwhichtheboat-pullerskilledthewoundedsealsgaffedaboardbythehunters.
Itwasonlyafootandahalflong,andinmysuperbignoranceIneverdreamedthattheclubusedashorewhenraidingtherookeriesmeasuredfourtofivefeet.
Thecowslumberedoutofmyway,andthedistancebetweenmeandthebulldecreased.
Heraisedhimselfonhisflipperswithanangrymovement.Wewereadozenfeetapart.
StillIadvancedsteadily,lookingforhimtoturntailatanymomentandrun.
Atsixfeetthepanickythoughtrushedintomymind,Whatifhewillnotrun?
Why,thenIshallclubhim,cametheanswer.
InmyfearIhadforgottenthatIwastheretogetthebullinsteadoftomakehimrun.
Andjustthenhegaveasnortandasnarlandrushedatme.
Hiseyeswereblazing,hismouthwaswideopen;theteethgleamedcruellywhite.
Withoutshame,IconfessthatitwasIwhoturnedandfootedit.Heranawkwardly,butheranwell.
HewasbuttwopacesbehindwhenItumbledintotheboat,andasIshovedoffwithanoarhisteethcruncheddownupontheblade.
Thestoutwoodwascrushedlikeanegg-shell.MaudandIwereastounded.
Amomentlaterhehaddivedundertheboat,seizedthekeelinhismouth,andwasshakingtheboatviolently.
My!saidMaud.Let’sgoback.
Ishookmyhead.Icandowhatothermenhavedone,andIknowthatothermenhaveclubbedseals.ButIthinkI’llleavethebullsalonenexttime.
Iwishyouwouldn’t,shesaid.
Nowdon’tsay,Please,please,’Icried,halfangrily,Idobelieve.
Shemadenoreply,andIknewmytonemusthavehurther.
Ibegyourpardon,Isaid,orshouted,rather,inordertomakemyselfheardabovetheroaroftherookery.Ifyousayso,I’llturnandgoback;buthonestly,I’dratherstay.
Nowdon’tsaythatthisiswhatyougetforbringingawomanalong,shesaid.Shesmiledatmewhimsically,gloriously,andIknewtherewasnoneedforforgiveness.
Irowedacoupleofhundredfeetalongthebeachsoastorecovermynerves,andthensteppedashoreagain.
Dobecautious,shecalledafterme.
Inoddedmyheadandproceededtomakeaflankattackonthenearestharem.
AllwentwelluntilIaimedablowatanoutlyingcowlsheadandfellshort.Shesnortedandtriedtoscrambleaway.
Iranincloseandstruckanotherblow,hittingtheshoulderinsteadofthehead.
Watchout!IheardMaudscream.
InmyexcitementIhadnotbeentakingnoticeofotherthings,andIlookeduptoseethelordoftheharemchargingdownuponme.
AgainIfledtotheboat,hotlypursued;butthistimeMaudmadenosuggestionofturningback.
Itwouldbebetter,Iimagine,ifyouletharemsaloneanddevotedyourattentiontolonelyandinoffensive-lookingseals,waswhatshesaid.
IthinkIhavereadsomethingaboutthem.Dr.Jordan’sbook,Ibelieve.
Theyaretheyoungbulls,notoldenoughtohaveharemsoftheirown.
Hecalledthemtheholluschickie,orsomethinglikethat.
Itseemstomeifwefindwheretheyhaulout
Itseemstomethatyourfightinginstinctisaroused,Ilaughed.
Sheflushedquicklyandprettily.I’lladmitIdon’tlikedefeatanymorethanyoudo,oranymorethanIliketheideaofkillingsuchpretty,inoffensivecreatures.
Pretty!Isniffed.Ifailedtomarkanythingpre-eminentlyprettyaboutthosefoamy-mouthedbeaststhatracedme.
Yourpointofview,shelaughed.Youlackedperspective.Nowifyoudidnothavetogetsoclosetothesubject
Theverything!Icried.WhatIneedisalongerclub.Andthere’sthatbrokenoarreadytohand.
Itjustcomestome,shesaid,thatCaptainLarsenwastellingmehowthemenraidedtherookeries.Theydrivetheseals,insmallherds,ashortdistanceinlandbeforetheykillthem.
Idon’tcaretoundertaketheherdingofoneofthoseharems,Iobjected.
Buttherearetheholluschickie,shesaid.
Theholluschickiehauloutbythemselves,andDr.Jordansaysthatpathsareleftbetweentheharems,andthataslongastheholluschickiekeepstrictlytothepaththeyareunmolestedbythemastersoftheharem.
There’sonenow,Isaid,pointingtoayoungbullinthewater.Let’swatchhim,andfollowhimifhehaulsout.
Heswamdirectlytothebeachandclamberedoutintoasmallopeningbetweentwoharems,themastersofwhichmadewarningnoisesbutdidnotattackhim.
Wewatchedhimtravelslowlyinward,threadingaboutamongtheharemsalongwhatmusthavebeenthepath.
Heregoes,Isaid,steppingout;butIconfessmyheartwasinmymouthasIthoughtofgoingthroughtheheartofthatmonstrousherd.
Itwouldbewisetomaketheboatfast,Maudsaid.
Shehadsteppedoutbesideme,andIregardedherwithwonderment.
Shenoddedherheaddeterminedly.Yes,I’mgoingwithyou,soyoumayaswellsecuretheboatandarmmewithaclub.
Let’sgoback,Isaiddejectedly.Ithinktundragrass,willdo,afterall.
Youknowitwon’t,washerreply.ShallIlead?
Withashrugoftheshoulders,butwiththewarmestadmirationandprideatheartforthiswoman,Iequippedherwiththebrokenoarandtookanotherformyself.
Itwaswithnervoustrepidationthatwemadethefirstfewrodsofthejourney.
OnceMaudscreamedinterrorasacowthrustaninquisitivenosetowardherfoot,andseveraltimesIquickenedmypaceforthesamereason.
But,beyondwarningcoughsfromeitherside,therewerenosignsofhostility.
Itwasarookerywhichhadneverbeenraidedbythehunters,andinconsequencethesealsweremild-temperedandatthesametimeunafraid.
Intheveryheartoftheherdthedinwasterrific.Itwasalmostdizzyinginitseffect.
IpausedandsmiledreassuringlyatMaud,forIhadrecoveredmyequanimitysoonerthanshe.
Icouldseethatshewasstillbadlyfrightened.Shecameclosetomeandshouted:
I’mdreadfullyafraid!
AndIwasnot.Thoughthenoveltyhadnotyetwornoff,thepeacefulcomportmentofthesealshadquietedmyalarm.Maudwastrembling.
I’mafraid,andI’mnotafraid,shechatteredwithshakingjaws.It’smymiserablebody,notI.
It’sallright,it’sallright,Ireassuredher,myarmpassinginstinctivelyandprotectinglyaroundher.
Ishallneverforget,inthatmoment,howinstantlyconsciousIbecameofmymanhood.
Theprimitivedeepsofmynaturestirred.
Ifeltmyselfmasculine,theprotectoroftheweak,thefightingmale.
And,bestofall,Ifeltmyselftheprotectorofmylovedone.
Sheleanedagainstme,solightandlily-frail,andashertremblingeasedawayitseemedasthoughIbecameawareofprodigiousstrength.
Ifeltmyselfamatchforthemostferociousbullintheherd,andIknow,hadsuchabullchargeduponme,thatIshouldhavemetitunflinchinglyandquitecoolly,andIknowthatIshouldhavekilledit.
Iamallrightnow,shesaid,lookingupatmegratefully.Letusgoon.
Andthatthestrengthinmehadquietedherandgivenherconfidence,filledmewithanexultantjoy.
Theyouthoftheraceseemedburgeoninginme,over-civilizedmanthatIwas,andIlivedformyselftheoldhuntingdaysandforestnightsofmyremoteandforgottenancestry.
IhadmuchforwhichtothankWolfLarsen,wasmythoughtaswewentalongthepathbetweenthejostlingharems.
Aquarterofamileinlandwecameupontheholluschickiesleekyoungbulls,livingoutthelonelinessoftheirbachelorhoodandgatheringstrengthagainstthedaywhentheywouldfighttheirwayintotheranksoftheBenedicts.
Everythingnowwentsmoothly.Iseemedtoknowjustwhattodoandhowtodoit.
Shouting,makingthreateninggestureswithmyclub,andevenproddingthelazyones,Iquicklycutoutascoreoftheyoungbachelorsfromtheircompanions.
Wheneveronemadeanattempttobreakbacktowardthewater,Iheadeditoff.
Maudtookanactivepartinthedrive,andwithhercriesandflourishingsofthebrokenoarwasofconsiderableassistance.
Inoticed,though,thatwheneveronelookedtiredandlagged,sheletitslippast.
ButInoticed,also,wheneverone,withashowoffight,triedtobreakpast,thathereyesglintedandshowedbright,andsherappeditsmartlywithherclub.
My,it’sexciting!shecried,pausingfromsheerweakness.IthinkI’llsitdown.
Idrovethelittleherd(adozenstrong,now,whatoftheescapesshehadpermitted)ahundredyardsfartheron;andbythetimeshejoinedmeIhadfinishedtheslaughterandwasbeginningtoskin.
Anhourlaterwewentproudlybackalongthepathbetweentheharems.
Andtwiceagainwecamedownthepathburdenedwithskins,tillIthoughtwehadenoughtoroofthehut.
Isetthesail,laidonetackoutofthecove,andontheothertackmadeourownlittleinnercove.
It’sjustlikehome-coming,Maudsaid,asIrantheboatashore.
Iheardherwordswitharesponsivethrill,itwasallsodearlyintimateandnatural,andIsaid:
ItseemsasthoughIhavelivedthislifealways.
Theworldofbooksandbookishfolkisveryvague,morelikeadreammemorythananactuality.
Isurelyhavehuntedandforayedandfoughtallthedaysofmylife.Andyou,too,seemapartofit.
YouareIwasonthevergeofsaying,mywoman,mymate,butgliblychangedittostandingthehardshipwell.
Butherearhadcaughttheflaw.Sherecognizedaflightthatmidmostbroke.Shegavemeaquicklook.
Notthat.Youweresaying?
ThattheAmericanMrs.Meynellwaslivingthelifeofasavageandlivingitquitesuccessfully,Isaideasily.
Oh,wasallshereplied;butIcouldhavesworntherewasanoteofdisappointmentinhervoice.
Butmywoman,mymatekeptringinginmyheadfortherestofthedayandformanydays.
Yetneverdiditringmoreloudlythanthatnight,asIwatchedherdrawbacktheblanketofmossfromthecoals,blowupthefire,andcooktheeveningmeal.
Itmusthavebeenlatentsavagerystirringinme,fortheoldwords,soboundupwiththerootsoftherace,togripmeandthrillme.
Andgripandthrilltheydid,tillIfellasleep,murmuringthemtomyselfoverandoveragain.
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