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Thecabin;bythesternwindows;Ahabsittingalone,andgazingout.
Ileaveawhiteandturbidwake;palewaters,palercheeks,where’erIsail.Theenviousbillowssidelongswelltowhelmmytrack;letthem;butfirstIpass.
Yonder,byever-brimminggoblet’srim,thewarmwavesblushlikewine.Thegoldbrowplumbstheblue.
Thediversun-slowdivedfromnoon-goesdown;mysoulmountsup!shewearieswithherendlesshill.
Is,then,thecrowntooheavythatIwear?thisIronCrownofLombardy.
Yetisitbrightwithmanyagem;Ithewearer,seenotitsfarflashings;butdarklyfeelthatIwearthat,thatdazzlinglyconfounds.Tisiron-thatIknow-notgold.
Tissplit,too-thatIfeel;thejaggededgegallsmeso,mybrainseemstobeatagainstthesolidmetal;aye,steelskull,mine;thesortthatneedsnohelmetinthemostbrain-batteringfight!
Dryheatuponmybrow?Oh!
timewas,whenasthesunrisenoblyspurredme,sothesunsetsoothed.Nomore.
Thislovelylight,itlightsnotme;alllovelinessisanguishtome,sinceIcanne’erenjoy.
Giftedwiththehighperception,Ilackthelow,enjoyingpower;damned,mostsubtlyandmostmalignantly!damnedinthemidstofParadise!Goodnight-goodnight!
(wavinghishand,hemovesfromthewindow.)
Twasnotsohardatask.Ithoughttofindonestubborn,attheleast;butmyonecoggedcirclefitsintoalltheirvariouswheels,andtheyrevolve.
Or,ifyouwill,likesomanyant-hillsofpowder,theyallstandbeforeme;andItheirmatch.Oh,hard!
thattofireothers,thematchitselfmustneedsbewasting!
WhatI’vedared,I’vewilled;andwhatI’vewilled,I’lldo!
Theythinkmemad-Starbuckdoes;butI’mdemoniac,Iammadnessmaddened!
Thatwildmadnessthat’sonlycalmtocomprehenditself!
TheprophecywasthatIshouldbedismembered;and-Aye!Ilostthisleg.
InowprophesythatIwilldismembermydismemberer.
Now,then,betheprophetandthefulfillerone.
That’smorethanye,yegreatgods,everwere.
Ilaughandhootatye,yecricket-players,yepugilists,yedeafBurkesandblindedBendigoes!
Iwillnotsayasschoolboysdotobullies-Takesomeoneofyourownsize;don’tpommelme!
No,ye’veknockedmedown,andIamupagain;butyehaverunandhidden.
Comeforthfrombehindyourcottonbags!Ihavenolongguntoreachye.
Come,Ahab’scomplimentstoye;comeandseeifyecanswerveme.Swerveme?
yecannotswerveme,elseyeswerveyourselves!manhasyethere.Swerveme?
Thepathtomyfixedpurposeislaidwithironrails,whereonmysoulisgroovedtorun.
Overunsoundedgorges,throughtherifledheartsofmountains,undertorrents’beds,unerringlyIrush!
Naught’sanobstacle,naught’sanangletotheironway!
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