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AfterMercedeshadleftMonteCristo,hefellintoprofoundgloom.
Aroundhimandwithinhimtheflightofthoughtseemedtohavestopped;hisenergeticmindslumbered,asthebodydoesafterextremefatigue.What?
saidhetohimself,whilethelampandthewaxlightswerenearlyburntout,andtheservantswerewaitingimpatientlyintheanteroom;what?
thisedificewhichIhavebeensolongpreparing,whichIhaverearedwithsomuchcareandtoil,istobecrushedbyasingletouch,aword,abreath!
Yes,thisself,ofwhomIthoughtsomuch,ofwhomIwassoproud,whohadappearedsoworthlessinthedungeonsoftheChateaud’If,andwhomIhadsucceededinmakingsogreat,willbebutalumpofclaytomorrow.
Alas,itisnotthedeathofthebodyIregret;forisnotthedestructionofthevitalprinciple,thereposetowhicheverythingistending,towhicheveryunhappybeingaspires,isnotthisthereposeofmatterafterwhichIsolongsighed,andwhichIwasseekingtoattainbythepainfulprocessofstarvationwhenFariaappearedinmydungeon?Whatisdeathforme?
Onestepfartherintorest,two,perhaps,intosilence.
No,itisnotexistence,then,thatIregret,buttheruinofprojectssoslowlycarriedout,solaboriouslyframed.
Providenceisnowopposedtothem,whenImostthoughtitwouldbepropitious.
ItisnotGod’swillthattheyshouldbeaccomplished.
Thisburden,almostasheavyasaworld,whichIhadraised,andIhadthoughttobeartotheend,wastoogreatformystrength,andIwascompelledtolayitdowninthemiddleofmycareer.
Oh,shallIthen,againbecomeafatalist,whomfourteenyearsofdespairandtenofhopehadrenderedabelieverinprovidence?
Andallthisallthis,becausemyheart,whichIthoughtdead,wasonlysleeping;becauseithasawakenedandhasbeguntobeatagain,becauseIhaveyieldedtothepainoftheemotionexcitedinmybreastbyawoman’svoice.
Yet,continuedthecount,becomingeachmomentmoreabsorbedintheanticipationofthedreadfulsacrificeforthemorrow,whichMercedeshadaccepted,yet,itisimpossiblethatsonoblemindedawomanshouldthusthroughselfishnessconsenttomydeathwhenIamintheprimeoflifeandstrength;itisimpossiblethatshecancarrytosuchapointmaternallove,orratherdelirium.
Therearevirtueswhichbecomecrimesbyexaggeration.
No,shemusthaveconceivedsomepatheticscene;shewillcomeandthrowherselfbetweenus;andwhatwouldbesublimeherewillthereappearridiculous.
Theblushofpridemountedtothecount’sforeheadasthisthoughtpassedthroughhismind.Ridiculous?
repeatedhe;andtheridiculewillfallonme.Iridiculous?No,Iwouldratherdie.
Bythusexaggeratingtohisownmindtheanticipatedillfortuneofthenextday,towhichhehadcondemnedhimselfbypromisingMercedestospareherson,thecountatlastexclaimed,Folly,folly,folly!
tocarrygenerositysofarastoputmyselfupasamarkforthatyoungmantoaimat.
Hewillneverbelievethatmydeathwassuicide;andyetitisimportantforthehonorofmymemory,andthissurelyisnotvanity,butajustifiablepride,itisimportanttheworldshouldknowthatIhaveconsented,bymyfreewill,tostopmyarm,alreadyraisedtostrike,andthatwiththearmwhichhasbeensopowerfulagainstothersIhavestruckmyself.Itmustbe;itshallbe.
Seizingapen,hedrewapaperfromasecretdrawerinhisdesk,andwroteatthebottomofthedocument(whichwasnootherthanhiswill,madesincehisarrivalinParis)asortofcodicil,clearlyexplainingthenatureofhisdeath.
Idothis,OmyGod,saidhe,withhiseyesraisedtoheaven,asmuchforthyhonorasformine.
Ihaveduringtenyearsconsideredmyselftheagentofthyvengeance,andotherwretches,likeMorcerf,Danglars,Villefort,evenMorcerfhimself,mustnotimaginethatchancehasfreedthemfromtheirenemy.
Letthemknow,onthecontrary,thattheirpunishment,whichhadbeendecreedbyprovidence,isonlydelayedbymypresentdetermination,andalthoughtheyescapeitinthisworld,itawaitstheminanother,andthattheyareonlyexchangingtimeforeternity.
Whilehewasthusagitatedbygloomyuncertainties,wretchedwakingdreamsofgrief,thefirstraysofmorningpiercedhiswindows,andshoneuponthepalebluepaperonwhichhehadjustinscribedhisjustificationofprovidence.
Itwasjustfiveo’clockinthemorningwhenaslightnoiselikeastifledsighreachedhisear.
Heturnedhishead,lookedaroundhim,andsawnoone;butthesoundwasrepeateddistinctlyenoughtoconvincehimofitsreality.
Hearose,andquietlyopeningthedoorofthedrawingroom,sawHaidee,whohadfallenonachair,withherarmshangingdownandherbeautifulheadthrownback.
Shehadbeenstandingatthedoor,topreventhisgoingoutwithoutseeingher,untilsleep,whichtheyoungcannotresist,hadoverpoweredherframe,weariedasshewaswithwatching.
Thenoiseofthedoordidnotawakenher,andMonteCristogazedatherwithaffectionateregret.
Sherememberedthatshehadason,saidhe;andIforgotIhadadaughter.
Then,shakinghisheadsorrowfully,PoorHaidee,saidhe;shewishedtoseeme,tospeaktome;shehasfearedorguessedsomething.
Oh,Icannotgowithouttakingleaveofher;Icannotdiewithoutconfidinghertosomeone.
Hequietlyregainedhisseat,andwroteundertheotherlines:
IbequeathtoMaximilianMorrel,captainofSpahis,andsonofmyformerpatron,PierreMorrel,shipowneratMarseilles,thesumoftwentymillions,apartofwhichmaybeofferedtohissisterJuliaandbrotherinlawEmmanuel,ifhedoesnotfearthisincreaseoffortunemaymartheirhappiness.
ThesetwentymillionsareconcealedinmygrottoatMonteCristo,ofwhichBertuccioknowsthesecret.
Ifhisheartisfree,andhewillmarryHaidee,thedaughterofAliPashaofYanina,whomIhavebroughtupwiththeloveofafather,andwhohasshowntheloveandtendernessofadaughterforme,hewillthusaccomplishmylastwish.
ThiswillhasalreadyconstitutedHaideeheiressoftherestofmyfortune,consistingoflands,fundsinEngland,Austria,andHolland,furnitureinmydifferentpalacesandhouses,andwhichwithoutthetwentymillionsandthelegaciestomyservants,maystillamounttosixtymillions.
Hewasfinishingthelastlinewhenacrybehindhimmadehimstart,andthepenfellfromhishand.Haidee,saidhe,didyoureadit?
Oh,mylord,saidshe,whyareyouwritingthusatsuchanhour?Whyareyoubequeathingallyourfortunetome?Areyougoingtoleaveme?
Iamgoingonajourney,dearchild,saidMonteCristo,withanexpressionofinfinitetendernessandmelancholy;andifanymisfortuneshouldhappentome.
Thecountstopped.Well?
askedtheyounggirl,withanauthoritativetonethecounthadneverobservedbefore,andwhichstartledhim.
Well,ifanymisfortunehappentome,repliedMonteCristo,Iwishmydaughtertobehappy.
Haideesmiledsorrowfully,andshookherhead.Doyouthinkofdying,mylord?saidshe.
Thewiseman,mychild,hassaid,Itisgoodtothinkofdeath.’
Well,ifyoudie,saidshe,bequeathyourfortunetoothers,forifyoudieIshallrequirenothing;and,takingthepaper,shetoreitinfourpieces,andthrewitintothemiddleoftheroom.
Then,theefforthavingexhaustedherstrength,shefellnotasleepthistime,butfaintingonthefloor.
Thecountleanedoverherandraisedherinhisarms;andseeingthatsweetpaleface,thoselovelyeyesclosed,thatbeautifulformmotionlessandtoallappearancelifeless,theideaoccurredtohimforthefirsttime,thatperhapsshelovedhimotherwisethanasadaughterlovesafather.
Alas,murmuredhe,withintensesuffering,Imight,then,havebeenhappyyet.
ThenhecarriedHaideetoherroom,resignedhertothecareofherattendants,andreturningtohisstudy,whichheshutquicklythistime,heagaincopiedthedestroyedwill.
Ashewasfinishing,thesoundofacabrioletenteringtheyardwasheard.
MonteCristoapproachedthewindow,andsawMaximilianandEmmanuelalight.
Good,saidhe;itwastime,andhesealedhiswillwiththreeseals.
Amomentafterwardsheheardanoiseinthedrawingroom,andwenttoopenthedoorhimself.
Morrelwasthere;hehadcometwentyminutesbeforethetimeappointed.
Iamperhapscometoosoon,count,saidhe,butIfranklyacknowledgethatIhavenotclosedmyeyesallnight,norhasanyoneinmyhouse.
Ineedtoseeyoustronginyourcourageousassurance,torecovermyself.
MonteCristocouldnotresistthisproofofaffection;henotonlyextendedhishandtotheyoungman,butflewtohimwithopenarms.
Morrel,saidhe,itisahappydayforme,tofeelthatIambelovedbysuchamanasyou.
Goodmorning,Emmanuel;youwillcomewithmethen,Maximilian?
Didyoudoubtit?saidtheyoungcaptain.
ButifIwerewrong
Iwatchedyouduringthewholesceneofthatchallengeyesterday;Ihavebeenthinkingofyourfirmnessallnight,andIsaidtomyselfthatjusticemustbeonyourside,orman’scountenanceisnolongertobereliedon.
But,Morrel,Albertisyourfriend?
Simplyanacquaintance,sir.
Youmetonthesamedayyoufirstsawme?
Yes,thatistrue;butIshouldnothaverecollecteditifyouhadnotremindedme.
Thankyou,Morrel.Thenringingthebellonce,Look.saidhetoAli,whocameimmediately,takethattomysolicitor.Itismywill,Morrel.WhenIamdead,youwillgoandexamineit.
What?saidMorrel,youdead?
Yes;mustInotbepreparedforeverything,dearfriend?Butwhatdidyoudoyesterdayafteryouleftme?
IwenttoTortoni’s,where,asIexpected,IfoundBeauchampandChateauRenaud.IownIwasseekingthem.
Why,whenallwasarranged?
Listen,count;theaffairisseriousandunavoidable.
Didyoudoubtit!
No;theoffencewaspublic,andeveryoneisalreadytalkingofit.
Well?
Well,Ihopedtogetanexchangeofarms,tosubstitutetheswordforthepistol;thepistolisblind.
Haveyousucceeded?askedMonteCristoquickly,withanimperceptiblegleamofhope.
No;foryourskillwiththeswordissowellknown.
Ah?whohasbetrayedme?
Theskilfulswordsmanwhomyouhaveconquered.
Andyoufailed?
Theypositivelyrefused.
Morrel,saidthecount,haveyoueverseenmefireapistol?
Never.
Well,wehavetime;look.MonteCristotookthepistolsheheldinhishandwhenMercedesentered,andfixinganaceofclubsagainsttheironplate,withfourshotshesuccessivelyshotoffthefoursidesoftheclub.AteachshotMorrelturnedpale.
HeexaminedthebulletswithwhichMonteCristoperformedthisdexterousfeat,andsawthattheywerenolargerthanbuckshot.Itisastonishing,saidhe.Look,Emmanuel.
ThenturningtowardsMonteCristo,Count,saidhe,inthenameofallthatisdeartoyou,IentreatyounottokillAlbert!theunhappyyouthhasamother.
Youareright,saidMonteCristo;andIhavenone.ThesewordswereutteredinatonewhichmadeMorrelshudder.Youaretheoffendedparty,count.
Doubtless;whatdoesthatimply?
Thatyouwillfirefirst.
Ifirefirst?
Oh,Iobtained,orratherclaimedthat;wehadconcededenoughforthemtoyieldusthat.
Andatwhatdistance?
Twentypaces.Asmileofterribleimportpassedoverthecount’slips.Morrel,saidhe,donotforgetwhatyouhavejustseen.
TheonlychanceforAlbert’ssafety,then,willarisefromyouremotion.
Isufferfromemotion?saidMonteCristo.
Orfromyourgenerosity,myfriend;tosogoodamarksmanasyouare,Imaysaywhatwouldappearabsurdtoanother.
Whatisthat?
Breakhisarmwoundhimbutdonotkillhim.
Iwilltellyou,Morrel,saidthecount,thatIdonotneedentreatingtosparethelifeofM.deMorcerf;heshallbesowellspared,thathewillreturnquietlywithhistwofriends,whileI
Andyou?
Thatwillbeanotherthing;Ishallbebroughthome.
No,no,criedMaximilian,quiteunabletorestrainhisfeelings.
AsItoldyou,mydearMorrel,M.deMorcerfwillkillme.Morrellookedathiminutteramazement.Butwhathashappened,then,sincelastevening,count?
ThesamethingthathappenedtoBrutusthenightbeforethebattleofPhilippi;Ihaveseenaghost.
Andthatghost
Toldme,Morrel,thatIhadlivedlongenough.
MaximilianandEmmanuellookedateachother.MonteCristodrewouthiswatch.
Letusgo,saidhe;itisfiveminutespastseven,andtheappointmentwasforeighto’clock.
Acarriagewasinreadinessatthedoor.
MonteCristosteppedintoitwithhistwofriends.
Hehadstoppedamomentinthepassagetolistenatadoor,andMaximilianandEmmanuel,whohadconsideratelypassedforwardafewsteps,thoughttheyheardhimanswerbyasightoasobfromwithin.
Astheclockstruckeighttheydroveuptotheplaceofmeeting.
Wearefirst,saidMorrel,lookingoutofthewindow.
Excuseme,sir,saidBaptistin,whohadfollowedhismasterwithindescribableterror,butIthinkIseeacarriagedownthereunderthetrees.
MonteCristospranglightlyfromthecarriage,andofferedhishandtoassistEmmanuelandMaximilian.
Thelatterretainedthecount’shandbetweenhis.
Ilike,saidhe,tofeelahandlikethis,whenitsownerreliesonthegoodnessofhiscause.
Itseemstome,saidEmmanuel,thatIseetwoyoungmendownthere,whoareevidently,waiting.
MonteCristodrewMorrelasteportwobehindhisbrotherinlaw.
Maximilian,saidhe,areyouraffectionsdisengaged?
MorrellookedatMonteCristowithastonishment.
Idonotseekyourconfidence,mydearfriend.
Ionlyaskyouasimplequestion;answerit;thatisallIrequire.
Iloveayounggirl,count.
Doyoulovehermuch?
Morethanmylife.
Anotherhopedefeated!saidthecount.Then,withasigh,PoorHaidee!murmuredhe.
Totellthetruth,count,ifIknewlessofyou,Ishouldthinkthatyouwerelessbravethanyouare.
BecauseIsighwhenthinkingofsomeoneIamleaving?
Come,Morrel,itisnotlikeasoldiertobesobadajudgeofcourage.DoIregretlife?
Whatisittome,whohavepassedtwentyyearsbetweenlifeanddeath?
Moreover,donotalarmyourself,Morrel;thisweakness,ifitissuch,isbetrayedtoyoualone.
Iknowtheworldisadrawingroom,fromwhichwemustretirepolitelyandhonestly;thatis,withabow,andourdebtsofhonorpaid.
Thatistothepurpose.Haveyoubroughtyourarms?
I?whatfor?Ihopethesegentlemenhavetheirs.
Iwillinquire,saidMorrel.
Do;butmakenotreatyyouunderstandme?
Youneednotfear.MorreladvancedtowardsBeauchampandChateauRenaud,who,seeinghisintention,cametomeethim.Thethreeyoungmenbowedtoeachothercourteously,ifnotaffably.
Excuseme,gentlemen,saidMorrel,butIdonotseeM.deMorcerf.
Hesentuswordthismorning,repliedChateauRenaud,thathewouldmeetusontheground.
Ah,saidMorrel.Beauchamppulledouthiswatch.Itisonlyfiveminutespasteight,saidhetoMorrel;thereisnotmuchtimelostyet.
Oh,Imadenoallusionofthatkind,repliedMorrel.
Thereisacarriagecoming,saidChateauRenaud.
Itadvancedrapidlyalongoneoftheavenuesleadingtowardstheopenspacewheretheywereassembled.
Youaredoubtlessprovidedwithpistols,gentlemen?
M.deMonteCristoyieldshisrightofusinghis.
Wehadanticipatedthiskindnessonthepartofthecount,saidBeauchamp,andIhavebroughtsomeweaponswhichIboughteightortendayssince,thinkingtowantthemonasimilaroccasion.
Theyarequitenew,andhavenotyetbeenused.Willyouexaminethem.
Oh,M.Beauchamp,ifyouassuremethatM.deMorcerfdoesnotknowthesepistols,youmayreadilybelievethatyourwordwillbequitesufficient.
Gentlemen,saidChateauRenaud,itisnotMorcerfcominginthatcarriage;faith,itisFranzandDebray!
Thetwoyoungmenheannouncedwereindeedapproaching.
Whatchancebringsyouhere,gentlemen?
saidChateauRenaud,shakinghandswitheachofthem.
Because,saidDebray,Albertsentthismorningtorequestustocome.
BeauchampandChateauRenaudexchangedlooksofastonishment.
IthinkIunderstandhisreason,saidMorrel.
Whatisit?
YesterdayafternoonIreceivedaletterfromM.deMorcerf,beggingmetoattendtheopera.
AndI,saidDebray.
AndIalso,saidFranz.
Andwe,too,addedBeauchampandChateauRenaud.
Havingwishedyoualltowitnessthechallenge,henowwishesyoutobepresentatthecombat.
Exactlyso,saidtheyoungmen;youhaveprobablyguessedright.
But,afterallthesearrangements,hedoesnotcomehimself,saidChateauRenaud.Albertistenminutesaftertime.
Therehecomes,saidBeauchamp,onhorseback,atfullgallop,followedbyaservant.
Howimprudent,saidChateauRenaud,tocomeonhorsebacktofightaduelwithpistols,afteralltheinstructionsIhadgivenhim.
Andbesides,saidBeauchamp,withacollarabovehiscravat,anopencoatandwhitewaistcoat!
Whyhashenotpaintedaspotuponhisheart?itwouldhavebeenmoresimple.
MeanwhileAlberthadarrivedwithintenpacesofthegroupformedbythefiveyoungmen.
Hejumpedfromhishorse,threwthebridleonhisservant’sarms,andjoinedthem.
Hewaspale,andhiseyeswereredandswollen;itwasevidentthathehadnotslept.
Ashadeofmelancholygravityoverspreadhiscountenance,whichwasnotnaturaltohim.
Ithankyou,gentlemen,saidhe,forhavingcompliedwithmyrequest;Ifeelextremelygratefulforthismarkoffriendship.
MorrelhadsteppedbackasMorcerfapproached,andremainedatashortdistance.
Andtoyoualso,M.Morrel,mythanksaredue.Come,therecannotbetoomany.
Sir,saidMaximilian,youarenotperhapsawarethatIamM.deMonteCristo’sfriend?
Iwasnotsure,butIthoughtitmightbeso.Somuchthebetter;themorehonorablementhereareherethebetterIshallbesatisfied.
M.Morrel,saidChateauRenaud,willyouapprisetheCountofMonteCristothatM.deMorcerfisarrived,andweareathisdisposal?
Morrelwaspreparingtofulfilhiscommission.
Beauchamphadmeanwhiledrawntheboxofpistolsfromthecarriage.
Stop,gentlemen,saidAlbert;IhavetwowordstosaytotheCountofMonteCristo.
Inprivate?askedMorrel.
No,sir;beforeallwhoarehere.
Albert’switnesseslookedateachother.
FranzandDebrayexchangedsomewordsinawhisper,andMorrel,rejoicedatthisunexpectedincident,wenttofetchthecount,whowaswalkinginaretiredpathwithEmmanuel.Whatdoeshewantwithme?saidMonteCristo.
Idonotknow,buthewishestospeaktoyou.
Ah?saidMonteCristo,Itrustheisnotgoingtotemptmebysomefreshinsult!
Idonotthinkthatsuchishisintention,saidMorrel.
Thecountadvanced,accompaniedbyMaximilianandEmmanuel.
HiscalmandserenelookformedasingularcontrasttoAlbert’sgriefstrickenface,whoapproachedalso,followedbytheotherfouryoungmen.
Whenatthreepacesdistantfromeachother,Albertandthecountstopped.
Approach,gentlemen,saidAlbert;IwishyounottoloseonewordofwhatIamabouttohavethehonorofsayingtotheCountofMonteCristo,foritmustberepeatedbyyoutoallwhowilllistentoit,strangeasitmayappeartoyou.
Proceed,sir,saidthecount.
Sir,saidAlbert,atfirstwithatremulousvoice,butwhichgraduallybecamefirmer,IreproachedyouwithexposingtheconductofM.deMorcerfinEpirus,forguiltyasIknewhewas,Ithoughtyouhadnorighttopunishhim;butIhavesincelearnedthatyouhadthatright.
ItisnotFernandMondego’streacherytowardsAliPashawhichinducesmesoreadilytoexcuseyou,butthetreacheryofthefishermanFernandtowardsyou,andthealmostunheardofmiserieswhichwereitsconsequences;andIsay,andproclaimitpublicly,thatyouwerejustifiedinrevengingyourselfonmyfather,andI,hisson,thankyoufornotusinggreaterseverity.
Hadathunderboltfalleninthemidstofthespectatorsofthisunexpectedscene,itwouldnothavesurprisedthemmorethandidAlbert’sdeclaration.
AsforMonteCristo,hiseyesslowlyrosetowardsheavenwithanexpressionofinfinitegratitude.
HecouldnotunderstandhowAlbert’sfierynature,ofwhichhehadseensomuchamongtheRomanbandits,hadsuddenlystoopedtothishumiliation.
HerecognizedtheinfluenceofMercedes,andsawwhyhernoblehearthadnotopposedthesacrificesheknewbeforehandwouldbeuseless.
Now,sir,saidAlbert,ifyouthinkmyapologysufficient,praygivemeyourhand.
Nexttothemeritofinfallibilitywhichyouappeartopossess,Irankthatofcandidlyacknowledgingafault.Butthisconfessionconcernsmeonly.
Iactedwellasaman,butyouhaveactedbetterthanman.
Anangelalonecouldhavesavedoneofusfromdeaththatangelcamefromheaven,ifnottomakeusfriends(which,alas,fatalityrendersimpossible),atleasttomakeusesteemeachother.
MonteCristo,withmoistenedeye,heavingbreast,andlipshalfopen,extendedtoAlbertahandwhichthelatterpressedwithasentimentresemblingrespectfulfear.
Gentlemen,saidhe,M.deMonteCristoreceivesmyapology.Ihadactedhastilytowardshim.Hastyactionsaregenerallybadones.Nowmyfaultisrepaired.
Ihopetheworldwillnotcallmecowardlyforactingasmyconsciencedictated.
Butifanyoneshouldentertainafalseopinionofme,addedhe,drawinghimselfupasifhewouldchallengebothfriendsandenemies,Ishallendeavortocorrecthismistake.
Whathappenedduringthenight?askedBeauchampofChateauRenaud;weappeartomakeaverysorryfigurehere.
Intruth,whatAlberthasjustdoneiseitherverydespicableorverynoble,repliedthebaron.
Whatcanitmean?saidDebraytoFranz.
TheCountofMonteCristoactsdishonorablytoM.deMorcerf,andisjustifiedbyhisson!
HadItenYaninasinmyfamily,Ishouldonlyconsidermyselfthemoreboundtofighttentimes.
AsforMonteCristo,hisheadwasbentdown,hisarmswerepowerless.
Bowingundertheweightoftwentyfouryears’reminiscences,hethoughtnotofAlbert,ofBeauchamp,ofChateauRenaud,orofanyofthatgroup;buthethoughtofthatcourageouswomanwhohadcometopleadforherson’slife,towhomhehadofferedhis,andwhohadnowsaveditbytherevelationofadreadfulfamilysecret,capableofdestroyingforeverinthatyoungman’shearteveryfeelingoffilialpiety.
Providencestill,murmuredhe;nowonlyamIfullyconvincedofbeingtheemissaryofGod!
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