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"OfcoursewemustdinewithMrs.Carfry,dearest,"Archersaid;andhiswifelookedathimwithananxiousfrownacrossthemonumentalBritanniawareoftheirlodginghousebreakfasttable.
InalltherainydesertofautumnalLondontherewereonlytwopeoplewhomtheNewlandArchersknew;andthesetwotheyhadsedulouslyavoided,inconformitywiththeoldNewYorktraditionthatitwasnot"dignified"toforceone'sselfonthenoticeofone'sacquaintancesinforeigncountries.
Mrs.ArcherandJaney,inthecourseoftheirvisitstoEurope,hadsounflinchinglyliveduptothisprinciple,andmetthefriendlyadvancesoftheirfellowtravellerswithanairofsuchimpenetrablereserve,thattheyhadalmostachievedtherecordofneverhavingexchangedawordwitha"foreigner"otherthanthoseemployedinhotelsandrailwaystations.
Theirowncompatriotssavethosepreviouslyknownorproperlyaccreditedtheytreatedwithanevenmorepronounceddisdain;sothat,unlesstheyranacrossaChivers,aDagonetoraMingott,theirmonthsabroadwerespentinanunbrokenteteatete.
Buttheutmostprecautionsaresometimesunavailing;andonenightatBotzenoneofthetwoEnglishladiesintheroomacrossthepassage(whosenames,dressandsocialsituationwerealreadyintimatelyknowntoJaney)hadknockedonthedoorandaskedifMrs.Archerhadabottleofliniment.
Theotherladytheintruder'ssister,Mrs.Carfryhadbeenseizedwithasuddenattackofbronchitis;andMrs.Archer,whonevertravelledwithoutacompletefamilypharmacy,wasfortunatelyabletoproducetherequiredremedy.
Mrs.Carfrywasveryill,andassheandhersisterMissHarleweretravellingalonetheywereprofoundlygratefultotheArcherladies,whosuppliedthemwithingeniouscomfortsandwhoseefficientmaidhelpedtonursetheinvalidbacktohealth.
WhentheArchersleftBotzentheyhadnoideaofeverseeingMrs.CarfryandMissHarleagain.
Nothing,toMrs.Archer'smind,wouldhavebeenmore"undignified"thantoforceone'sselfonthenoticeofa"foreigner"towhomonehadhappenedtorenderanaccidentalservice.
ButMrs.Carfryandhersister,towhomthispointofviewwasunknown,andwhowouldhavefounditutterlyincomprehensible,feltthemselveslinkedbyaneternalgratitudetothe"delightfulAmericans"whohadbeensokindatBotzen.
WithtouchingfidelitytheyseizedeverychanceofmeetingMrs.ArcherandJaneyinthecourseoftheircontinentaltravels,anddisplayedasupernaturalacutenessinfindingoutwhentheyweretopassthroughLondonontheirwaytoorfromtheStates.
Theintimacybecameindissoluble,andMrs.ArcherandJaney,whenevertheyalightedatBrown'sHotel,foundthemselvesawaitedbytwoaffectionatefriendswho,likethemselves,cultivatedfernsinWardiancases,mademacramelace,readthememoirsoftheBaronessBunsenandhadviewsabouttheoccupantsoftheleadingLondonpulpits.
AsMrs.Archersaid,itmade"anotherthingofLondon"toknowMrs.CarfryandMissHarle;andbythetimethatNewlandbecameengagedthetiebetweenthefamilieswassofirmlyestablishedthatitwasthought"onlyright"tosendaweddinginvitationtothetwoEnglishladies,whosent,inreturn,aprettybouquetofpressedAlpineflowersunderglass.
Andonthedock,whenNewlandandhiswifesailedforEngland,Mrs.Archer'slastwordhadbeen:"YoumusttakeMaytoseeMrs.Carfry."
Newlandandhiswifehadhadnoideaofobeyingthisinjunction;butMrs.Carfry,withherusualacuteness,hadrunthemdownandsentthemaninvitationtodine;anditwasoverthisinvitationthatMayArcherwaswrinklingherbrowsacrosstheteaandmuffins.
"It'sallverywellforyou,Newland;youKNOWthem.ButIshallfeelsoshyamongalotofpeopleI'venevermet.AndwhatshallIwear?"
Newlandleanedbackinhischairandsmiledather.
ShelookedhandsomerandmoreDianalikethanever.
ThemoistEnglishairseemedtohavedeepenedthebloomofhercheeksandsoftenedtheslighthardnessofhervirginalfeatures;orelseitwassimplytheinnerglowofhappiness,shiningthroughlikealightunderice.
"Wear,dearest?IthoughtatrunkfulofthingshadcomefromParislastweek."
"Yes,ofcourse.ImeanttosaythatIshan'tknowWHICHtowear."Shepoutedalittle."I'veneverdinedoutinLondon;andIdon'twanttoberidiculous."
Hetriedtoenterintoherperplexity."Butdon'tEnglishwomendressjustlikeeverybodyelseintheevening?"
"Newland!Howcanyouasksuchfunnyquestions?Whentheygotothetheatreinoldballdressesandbareheads."
"Well,perhapstheywearnewballdressesathome;butatanyrateMrs.CarfryandMissHarlewon't.They'llwearcapslikemymother'sandshawls;verysoftshawls."
"Yes;buthowwilltheotherwomenbedressed?"
"Notaswellasyou,dear,"herejoined,wonderingwhathadsuddenlydevelopedinherJaney'smorbidinterestinclothes.
Shepushedbackherchairwithasigh."That'sdearofyou,Newland;butitdoesn'thelpmemuch."
Hehadaninspiration."Whynotwearyourweddingdress?Thatcan'tbewrong,canit?"
"Oh,dearest!IfIonlyhadithere!Butit'sgonetoParistobemadeoverfornextwinter,andWorthhasn'tsentitback."
"Oh,well"saidArcher,gettingup."Lookherethefog'slifting.IfwemadeadashfortheNationalGallerywemightmanagetocatchaglimpseofthepictures."
TheNewlandArcherswereontheirwayhome,afterathreemonths'weddingtourwhichMay,inwritingtohergirlfriends,vaguelysummarisedas"blissful."
TheyhadnotgonetotheItalianLakes:onreflection,Archerhadnotbeenabletopicturehiswifeinthatparticularsetting.
Herowninclination(afteramonthwiththeParisdressmakers)wasformountaineeringinJulyandswimminginAugust.
Thisplantheypunctuallyfulfilled,spendingJulyatInterlakenandGrindelwald,andAugustatalittleplacecalledEtretat,ontheNormandycoast,whichsomeonehadrecommendedasquaintandquiet.
Onceortwice,inthemountains,Archerhadpointedsouthwardandsaid:"There'sItaly";andMay,herfeetinagentianbed,hadsmiledcheerfully,andreplied:"Itwouldbelovelytogotherenextwinter,ifonlyyoudidn'thavetobeinNewYork."
Butinrealitytravellinginterestedherevenlessthanhehadexpected.
Sheregardedit(onceherclotheswereordered)asmerelyanenlargedopportunityforwalking,riding,swimming,andtryingherhandatthefascinatingnewgameoflawntennis;andwhentheyfinallygotbacktoLondon(wheretheyweretospendafortnightwhileheorderedHISclothes)shenolongerconcealedtheeagernesswithwhichshelookedforwardtosailing.
InLondonnothinginterestedherbutthetheatresandtheshops;andshefoundthetheatreslessexcitingthanthePariscafeschantantswhere,undertheblossominghorsechestnutsoftheChampsElysees,shehadhadthenovelexperienceoflookingdownfromtherestaurantterraceonanaudienceof"cocottes,"andhavingherhusbandinterprettoherasmuchofthesongsashethoughtsuitableforbridalears.
Archerhadrevertedtoallhisoldinheritedideasaboutmarriage.
ItwaslesstroubletoconformwiththetraditionandtreatMayexactlyasallhisfriendstreatedtheirwivesthantotrytoputintopracticethetheorieswithwhichhisuntrammelledbachelorhoodhaddallied.
Therewasnouseintryingtoemancipateawifewhohadnotthedimmestnotionthatshewasnotfree;andhehadlongsincediscoveredthatMay'sonlyuseofthelibertyshesupposedherselftopossesswouldbetolayitonthealtarofherwifelyadoration.
Herinnatedignitywouldalwayskeepherfrommakingthegiftabjectly;andadaymightevencome(asitoncehad)whenshewouldfindstrengthtotakeitaltogetherbackifshethoughtsheweredoingitforhisowngood.
Butwithaconceptionofmarriagesouncomplicatedandincuriousasherssuchacrisiscouldbebroughtaboutonlybysomethingvisiblyoutrageousinhisownconduct;andthefinenessofherfeelingforhimmadethatunthinkable.
Whateverhappened,heknew,shewouldalwaysbeloyal,gallantandunresentful;andthatpledgedhimtothepracticeofthesamevirtues.
Allthistendedtodrawhimbackintohisoldhabitsofmind.
Ifhersimplicityhadbeenthesimplicityofpettinesshewouldhavechafedandrebelled;butsincethelinesofhercharacter,thoughsofew,wereonthesamefinemouldasherface,shebecamethetutelarydivinityofallhisoldtraditionsandreverences.
Suchqualitieswerescarcelyofthekindtoenlivenforeigntravel,thoughtheymadehersoeasyandpleasantacompanion;buthesawatoncehowtheywouldfallintoplaceintheirpropersetting.
Hehadnofearofbeingoppressedbythem,forhisartisticandintellectuallifewouldgoon,asitalwayshad,outsidethedomesticcircle;andwithinittherewouldbenothingsmallandstiflingcomingbacktohiswifewouldneverbelikeenteringastuffyroomafteratrampintheopen.
Andwhentheyhadchildrenthevacantcornersinboththeirliveswouldbefilled.
AllthesethingswentthroughhismindduringtheirlongslowdrivefromMayfairtoSouthKensington,whereMrs.Carfryandhersisterlived.
Archertoowouldhavepreferredtoescapetheirfriends'hospitality:inconformitywiththefamilytraditionhehadalwaystravelledasasightseerandlookeron,affectingahaughtyunconsciousnessofthepresenceofhisfellowbeings.
Onceonly,justafterHarvard,hehadspentafewgayweeksatFlorencewithabandofqueerEuropeanisedAmericans,dancingallnightwithtitledladiesinpalaces,andgamblinghalfthedaywiththerakesanddandiesofthefashionableclub;butithadallseemedtohim,thoughthegreatestfunintheworld,asunrealasacarnival.
Thesequeercosmopolitanwomen,deepincomplicatedloveaffairswhichtheyappearedtofeeltheneedofretailingtoeveryonetheymet,andthemagnificentyoungofficersandelderlydyedwitswhowerethesubjectsortherecipientsoftheirconfidences,weretoodifferentfromthepeopleArcherhadgrownupamong,toomuchlikeexpensiveandrathermalodoroushothouseexotics,todetainhisimaginationlong.
Tointroducehiswifeintosuchasocietywasoutofthequestion;andinthecourseofhistravelsnootherhadshownanymarkedeagernessforhiscompany.
NotlongaftertheirarrivalinLondonhehadrunacrosstheDukeofSt.Austrey,andtheDuke,instantlyandcordiallyrecognisinghim,hadsaid:"Lookmeup,won'tyou?"
butnoproperspiritedAmericanwouldhaveconsideredthatasuggestiontobeactedon,andthemeetingwaswithoutasequel.
TheyhadevenmanagedtoavoidMay'sEnglishaunt,thebanker'swife,whowasstillinYorkshire;infact,theyhadpurposelypostponedgoingtoLondontilltheautumninorderthattheirarrivalduringtheseasonmightnotappearpushingandsnobbishtotheseunknownrelatives.
"Probablythere'llbenobodyatMrs.Carfry'sLondon'sadesertatthisseason,andyou'vemadeyourselfmuchtoobeautiful,"ArchersaidtoMay,whosatathissideinthehansomsospotlesslysplendidinherskybluecloakedgedwithswansdownthatitseemedwickedtoexposehertotheLondongrime.
"Idon'twantthemtothinkthatwedresslikesavages,"shereplied,withascornthatPocahontasmighthaveresented;andhewasstruckagainbythereligiousreverenceofeventhemostunworldlyAmericanwomenforthesocialadvantagesofdress.
"It'stheirarmour,"hethought,"theirdefenceagainsttheunknown,andtheirdefianceofit."
AndheunderstoodforthefirsttimetheearnestnesswithwhichMay,whowasincapableoftyingaribboninherhairtocharmhim,hadgonethroughthesolemnriteofselectingandorderingherextensivewardrobe.
HehadbeenrightinexpectingthepartyatMrs.Carfry'stobeasmallone.
Besidestheirhostessandhersister,theyfound,inthelongchillydrawingroom,onlyanothershawledlady,agenialVicarwhowasherhusband,asilentladwhomMrs.Carfrynamedashernephew,andasmalldarkgentlemanwithlivelyeyeswhomsheintroducedashistutor,pronouncingaFrenchnameasshedidso.
IntothisdimlylitanddimfeaturedgroupMayArcherfloatedlikeaswanwiththesunsetonher:sheseemedlarger,fairer,morevoluminouslyrustlingthanherhusbandhadeverseenher;andheperceivedthattherosinessandrustlingnesswerethetokensofanextremeandinfantileshyness.
"Whatonearthwilltheyexpectmetotalkabout?"
herhelplesseyesimploredhim,attheverymomentthatherdazzlingapparitionwascallingforththesameanxietyintheirownbosoms.
Butbeauty,evenwhendistrustfulofitself,awakensconfidenceinthemanlyheart;andtheVicarandtheFrenchnamedtutorweresoonmanifestingtoMaytheirdesiretoputheratherease.
Inspiteoftheirbestefforts,however,thedinnerwasalanguishingaffair.
Archernoticedthathiswife'swayofshowingherselfathereasewithforeignerswastobecomemoreuncompromisinglylocalinherreferences,sothat,thoughherlovelinesswasanencouragementtoadmiration,herconversationwasachilltorepartee.
TheVicarsoonabandonedthestruggle;butthetutor,whospokethemostfluentandaccomplishedEnglish,gallantlycontinuedtopouritouttoheruntiltheladies,tothemanifestreliefofallconcerned,wentuptothedrawingroom.
TheVicar,afteraglassofport,wasobligedtohurryawaytoameeting,andtheshynephew,whoappearedtobeaninvalid,waspackedofftobed.
ButArcherandthetutorcontinuedtositovertheirwine,andsuddenlyArcherfoundhimselftalkingashehadnotdonesincehislastsymposiumwithNedWinsett.
TheCarfrynephew,itturnedout,hadbeenthreatenedwithconsumption,andhadhadtoleaveHarrowforSwitzerland,wherehehadspenttwoyearsinthemilderairofLakeLeman.
Beingabookishyouth,hehadbeenentrustedtoM.Riviere,whohadbroughthimbacktoEngland,andwastoremainwithhimtillhewentuptoOxfordthefollowingspring;andM.Riviereaddedwithsimplicitythatheshouldthenhavetolookoutforanotherjob.
Itseemedimpossible,Archerthought,thatheshouldbelongwithoutone,sovariedwerehisinterestsandsomanyhisgifts.
Hewasamanofaboutthirty,withathinuglyface(Maywouldcertainlyhavecalledhimcommonlooking)towhichtheplayofhisideasgaveanintenseexpressiveness;buttherewasnothingfrivolousorcheapinhisanimation.
Hisfather,whohaddiedyoung,hadfilledasmalldiplomaticpost,andithadbeenintendedthatthesonshouldfollowthesamecareer;butaninsatiabletasteforlettershadthrowntheyoungmanintojournalism,thenintoauthorship(apparentlyunsuccessful),andatlengthafterotherexperimentsandvicissitudeswhichhesparedhislistenerintotutoringEnglishyouthsinSwitzerland.
Beforethat,however,hehadlivedmuchinParis,frequentedtheGoncourtgrenier,beenadvisedbyMaupassantnottoattempttowrite(eventhatseemedtoArcheradazzlinghonour!)
,andhadoftentalkedwithMerimeeinhismother'shouse.
Hehadobviouslyalwaysbeendesperatelypoorandanxious(havingamotherandanunmarriedsistertoprovidefor),anditwasapparentthathisliteraryambitionshadfailed.
Hissituation,infact,seemed,materiallyspeaking,nomorebrilliantthanNedWinsett's;buthehadlivedinaworldinwhich,ashesaid,noonewholovedideasneedhungermentally.
AsitwaspreciselyofthatlovethatpoorWinsettwasstarvingtodeath,Archerlookedwithasortofvicariousenvyatthiseagerimpecuniousyoungmanwhohadfaredsorichlyinhispoverty.
"Yousee,Monsieur,it'swortheverything,isn'tit,tokeepone'sintellectualliberty,nottoenslaveone'spowersofappreciation,one'scriticalindependence?
ItwasbecauseofthatthatIabandonedjournalism,andtooktosomuchdullerwork:tutoringandprivatesecretaryship.
Thereisagooddealofdrudgery,ofcourse;butonepreservesone'smoralfreedom,whatwecallinFrenchone'squantasoi.
Andwhenonehearsgoodtalkonecanjoininitwithoutcompromisinganyopinionsbutone'sown;oronecanlisten,andansweritinwardly.
Ah,goodconversationthere'snothinglikeit,isthere?
Theairofideasistheonlyairworthbreathing.
AndsoIhaveneverregrettedgivingupeitherdiplomacyorjournalismtwodifferentformsofthesameselfabdication."
HefixedhisvivideyesonArcherashelitanothercigarette.
"Voyezvous,Monsieur,tobeabletolooklifeintheface:that'sworthlivinginagarretfor,isn'tit?
But,afterall,onemustearnenoughtopayforthegarret;andIconfessthattogrowoldasaprivatetutorora'private'anythingisalmostaschillingtotheimaginationasasecondsecretaryshipatBucharest.
SometimesIfeelImustmakeaplunge:animmenseplunge.
Doyousuppose,forinstance,therewouldbeanyopeningformeinAmericainNewYork?"
Archerlookedathimwithstartledeyes.
NewYork,forayoungmanwhohadfrequentedtheGoncourtsandFlaubert,andwhothoughtthelifeofideastheonlyoneworthliving!
HecontinuedtostareatM.Riviereperplexedly,wonderinghowtotellhimthathisverysuperioritiesandadvantageswouldbethesuresthindrancetosuccess.
"NewYorkNewYorkbutmustitbeespeciallyNewYork?"
hestammered,utterlyunabletoimaginewhatlucrativeopeninghisnativecitycouldoffertoayoungmantowhomgoodconversationappearedtobetheonlynecessity.
AsuddenflushroseunderM.Riviere'ssallowskin.
"IIthoughtityourmetropolis:isnottheintellectuallifemoreactivethere?"
herejoined;then,asiffearingtogivehishearertheimpressionofhavingaskedafavour,hewentonhastily:"Onethrowsoutrandomsuggestionsmoretoone'sselfthantoothers.
Inreality,Iseenoimmediateprospect"andrisingfromhisseatheadded,withoutatraceofconstraint:"ButMrs.CarfrywillthinkthatIoughttobetakingyouupstairs."
DuringthehomewarddriveArcherpondereddeeplyonthisepisode.
HishourwithM.Rivierehadputnewairintohislungs,andhisfirstimpulsehadbeentoinvitehimtodinethenextday;buthewasbeginningtounderstandwhymarriedmendidnotalwaysimmediatelyyieldtotheirfirstimpulses.
"Thatyoungtutorisaninterestingfellow:wehadsomeawfullygoodtalkafterdinneraboutbooksandthings,"hethrewouttentativelyinthehansom.
Mayrousedherselffromoneofthedreamysilencesintowhichhehadreadsomanymeaningsbeforesixmonthsofmarriagehadgivenhimthekeytothem.
"ThelittleFrenchman?Wasn'thedreadfullycommon?"
shequestionedcoldly;andheguessedthatshenursedasecretdisappointmentathavingbeeninvitedoutinLondontomeetaclergymanandaFrenchtutor.
Thedisappointmentwasnotoccasionedbythesentimentordinarilydefinedassnobbishness,butbyoldNewYork'ssenseofwhatwasduetoitwhenitriskeditsdignityinforeignlands.
IfMay'sparentshadentertainedtheCarfrysinFifthAvenuetheywouldhaveofferedthemsomethingmoresubstantialthanaparsonandaschoolmaster.
ButArcherwasonedge,andtookherup.
"CommoncommonWHERE?"hequeried;andshereturnedwithunusualreadiness:"Why,Ishouldsayanywherebutinhisschoolroom.
Thosepeoplearealwaysawkwardinsociety.
Butthen,"sheaddeddisarmingly,"IsupposeIshouldn'thaveknownifhewasclever."
Archerdislikedheruseoftheword"clever"almostasmuchasheruseoftheword"common";buthewasbeginningtofearhistendencytodwellonthethingshedislikedinher.
Afterall,herpointofviewhadalwaysbeenthesame.
Itwasthatofallthepeoplehehadgrownupamong,andhehadalwaysregardeditasnecessarybutnegligible.
Untilafewmonthsagohehadneverknowna"nice"womanwholookedatlifedifferently;andifamanmarrieditmustnecessarilybeamongthenice.
"AhthenIwon'taskhimtodine!"heconcludedwithalaugh;andMayechoed,bewildered:"GoodnessasktheCarfrys'tutor?"
"Well,notonthesamedaywiththeCarfrys,ifyoupreferIshouldn't.ButIdidratherwantanothertalkwithhim.He'slookingforajobinNewYork."
Hersurpriseincreasedwithherindifference:healmostfanciedthatshesuspectedhimofbeingtaintedwith"foreignness."
"AjobinNewYork?Whatsortofajob?Peopledon'thaveFrenchtutors:whatdoeshewanttodo?"
"Chieflytoenjoygoodconversation,Iunderstand,"herhusbandretortedperversely;andshebrokeintoanappreciativelaugh."Oh,Newland,howfunny!Isn'tthatFRENCH?"
Onthewhole,hewasgladtohavethemattersettledforhimbyherrefusingtotakeseriouslyhiswishtoinviteM.Riviere.
AnotherafterdinnertalkwouldhavemadeitdifficulttoavoidthequestionofNewYork;andthemoreArcherconsidereditthelesshewasabletofitM.RiviereintoanyconceivablepictureofNewYorkasheknewit.
Heperceivedwithaflashofchillinginsightthatinfuturemanyproblemswouldbethusnegativelysolvedforhim;butashepaidthehansomandfollowedhiswife'slongtrainintothehousehetookrefugeinthecomfortingplatitudethatthefirstsixmonthswerealwaysthemostdifficultinmarriage.
"AfterthatIsupposeweshallhaveprettynearlyfinishedrubbingoffeachother'sangles,"hereflected;buttheworstofitwasthatMay'spressurewasalreadybearingontheveryangleswhosesharpnesshemostwantedtokeep.
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