"OfcoursewemustdinewithMrs.Carfry,dearest,"Archersaid;andhiswifelookedathimwithananxiousfrownacrossthemonumentalBritanniawareoftheirlodginghousebreakfast–table. InalltherainydesertofautumnalLondontherewereonlytwopeoplewhomtheNewlandArchersknew;andthesetwotheyhadsedulouslyavoided,inconformitywiththeoldNewYorktraditionthatitwasnot"dignified"toforceone'sselfonthenoticeofone'sacquaintancesinforeigncountries. Mrs.ArcherandJaney,inthecourseoftheirvisitstoEurope,hadsounflinchinglyliveduptothisprinciple,andmetthefriendlyadvancesoftheirfellow–travellerswithanairofsuchimpenetrablereserve,thattheyhadalmostachievedtherecordofneverhavingexchangedawordwitha"foreigner"otherthanthoseemployedinhotelsandrailway–stations. Theirowncompatriots—savethosepreviouslyknownorproperlyaccredited—theytreatedwithanevenmorepronounceddisdain;sothat,unlesstheyranacrossaChivers,aDagonetoraMingott,theirmonthsabroadwerespentinanunbrokentete–a–tete. Buttheutmostprecautionsaresometimesunavailing;andonenightatBotzenoneofthetwoEnglishladiesintheroomacrossthepassage(whosenames,dressandsocialsituationwerealreadyintimatelyknowntoJaney)hadknockedonthedoorandaskedifMrs.Archerhadabottleofliniment. Theotherlady—theintruder'ssister,Mrs.Carfry—hadbeenseizedwithasuddenattackofbronchitis;andMrs.Archer,whonevertravelledwithoutacompletefamilypharmacy,wasfortunatelyabletoproducetherequiredremedy. Mrs.Carfrywasveryill,andassheandhersisterMissHarleweretravellingalonetheywereprofoundlygratefultotheArcherladies,whosuppliedthemwithingeniouscomfortsandwhoseefficientmaidhelpedtonursetheinvalidbacktohealth. WhentheArchersleftBotzentheyhadnoideaofeverseeingMrs.CarfryandMissHarleagain. Nothing,toMrs.Archer'smind,wouldhavebeenmore"undignified"thantoforceone'sselfonthenoticeofa"foreigner"towhomonehadhappenedtorenderanaccidentalservice. ButMrs.Carfryandhersister,towhomthispointofviewwasunknown,andwhowouldhavefounditutterlyincomprehensible,feltthemselveslinkedbyaneternalgratitudetothe"delightfulAmericans"whohadbeensokindatBotzen. WithtouchingfidelitytheyseizedeverychanceofmeetingMrs.ArcherandJaneyinthecourseoftheircontinentaltravels,anddisplayedasupernaturalacutenessinfindingoutwhentheyweretopassthroughLondonontheirwaytoorfromtheStates. Theintimacybecameindissoluble,andMrs.ArcherandJaney,whenevertheyalightedatBrown'sHotel,foundthemselvesawaitedbytwoaffectionatefriendswho,likethemselves,cultivatedfernsinWardiancases,mademacramelace,readthememoirsoftheBaronessBunsenandhadviewsabouttheoccupantsoftheleadingLondonpulpits. AsMrs.Archersaid,itmade"anotherthingofLondon"toknowMrs.CarfryandMissHarle;andbythetimethatNewlandbecameengagedthetiebetweenthefamilieswassofirmlyestablishedthatitwasthought"onlyright"tosendaweddinginvitationtothetwoEnglishladies,whosent,inreturn,aprettybouquetofpressedAlpineflowersunderglass. Andonthedock,whenNewlandandhiswifesailedforEngland,Mrs.Archer'slastwordhadbeen:"YoumusttakeMaytoseeMrs.Carfry." Newlandandhiswifehadhadnoideaofobeyingthisinjunction;butMrs.Carfry,withherusualacuteness,hadrunthemdownandsentthemaninvitationtodine;anditwasoverthisinvitationthatMayArcherwaswrinklingherbrowsacrosstheteaandmuffins. "It'sallverywellforyou,Newland;youKNOWthem.ButIshallfeelsoshyamongalotofpeopleI'venevermet.AndwhatshallIwear?" Newlandleanedbackinhischairandsmiledather. ShelookedhandsomerandmoreDiana–likethanever. ThemoistEnglishairseemedtohavedeepenedthebloomofhercheeksandsoftenedtheslighthardnessofhervirginalfeatures;orelseitwassimplytheinnerglowofhappiness,shiningthroughlikealightunderice. "Wear,dearest?IthoughtatrunkfulofthingshadcomefromParislastweek." "Yes,ofcourse.ImeanttosaythatIshan'tknowWHICHtowear."Shepoutedalittle."I'veneverdinedoutinLondon;andIdon'twanttoberidiculous." Hetriedtoenterintoherperplexity."Butdon'tEnglishwomendressjustlikeeverybodyelseintheevening?" "Newland!Howcanyouasksuchfunnyquestions?Whentheygotothetheatreinoldball–dressesandbareheads." "Well,perhapstheywearnewball–dressesathome;butatanyrateMrs.CarfryandMissHarlewon't.They'llwearcapslikemymother's—andshawls;verysoftshawls." "Yes;buthowwilltheotherwomenbedressed?" "Notaswellasyou,dear,"herejoined,wonderingwhathadsuddenlydevelopedinherJaney'smorbidinterestinclothes. Shepushedbackherchairwithasigh."That'sdearofyou,Newland;butitdoesn'thelpmemuch." Hehadaninspiration."Whynotwearyourwedding–dress?Thatcan'tbewrong,canit?" "Oh,dearest!IfIonlyhadithere!Butit'sgonetoParistobemadeoverfornextwinter,andWorthhasn'tsentitback." "Oh,well—"saidArcher,gettingup."Lookhere—thefog'slifting.IfwemadeadashfortheNationalGallerywemightmanagetocatchaglimpseofthepictures." TheNewlandArcherswereontheirwayhome,afterathreemonths'wedding–tourwhichMay,inwritingtohergirlfriends,vaguelysummarisedas"blissful." TheyhadnotgonetotheItalianLakes:onreflection,Archerhadnotbeenabletopicturehiswifeinthatparticularsetting. Herowninclination(afteramonthwiththeParisdressmakers)wasformountaineeringinJulyandswimminginAugust. Thisplantheypunctuallyfulfilled,spendingJulyatInterlakenandGrindelwald,andAugustatalittleplacecalledEtretat,ontheNormandycoast,whichsomeonehadrecommendedasquaintandquiet. Onceortwice,inthemountains,Archerhadpointedsouthwardandsaid:"There'sItaly";andMay,herfeetinagentian–bed,hadsmiledcheerfully,andreplied:"Itwouldbelovelytogotherenextwinter,ifonlyyoudidn'thavetobeinNewYork." Butinrealitytravellinginterestedherevenlessthanhehadexpected. Sheregardedit(onceherclotheswereordered)asmerelyanenlargedopportunityforwalking,riding,swimming,andtryingherhandatthefascinatingnewgameoflawntennis;andwhentheyfinallygotbacktoLondon(wheretheyweretospendafortnightwhileheorderedHISclothes)shenolongerconcealedtheeagernesswithwhichshelookedforwardtosailing. InLondonnothinginterestedherbutthetheatresandtheshops;andshefoundthetheatreslessexcitingthanthePariscafeschantantswhere,undertheblossominghorse–chestnutsoftheChampsElysees,shehadhadthenovelexperienceoflookingdownfromtherestaurantterraceonanaudienceof"cocottes,"andhavingherhusbandinterprettoherasmuchofthesongsashethoughtsuitableforbridalears. Archerhadrevertedtoallhisoldinheritedideasaboutmarriage. ItwaslesstroubletoconformwiththetraditionandtreatMayexactlyasallhisfriendstreatedtheirwivesthantotrytoputintopracticethetheorieswithwhichhisuntrammelledbachelorhoodhaddallied. Therewasnouseintryingtoemancipateawifewhohadnotthedimmestnotionthatshewasnotfree;andhehadlongsincediscoveredthatMay'sonlyuseofthelibertyshesupposedherselftopossesswouldbetolayitonthealtarofherwifelyadoration. Herinnatedignitywouldalwayskeepherfrommakingthegiftabjectly;andadaymightevencome(asitoncehad)whenshewouldfindstrengthtotakeitaltogetherbackifshethoughtsheweredoingitforhisowngood. Butwithaconceptionofmarriagesouncomplicatedandincuriousasherssuchacrisiscouldbebroughtaboutonlybysomethingvisiblyoutrageousinhisownconduct;andthefinenessofherfeelingforhimmadethatunthinkable. Whateverhappened,heknew,shewouldalwaysbeloyal,gallantandunresentful;andthatpledgedhimtothepracticeofthesamevirtues. Allthistendedtodrawhimbackintohisoldhabitsofmind. Ifhersimplicityhadbeenthesimplicityofpettinesshewouldhavechafedandrebelled;butsincethelinesofhercharacter,thoughsofew,wereonthesamefinemouldasherface,shebecamethetutelarydivinityofallhisoldtraditionsandreverences. Suchqualitieswerescarcelyofthekindtoenlivenforeigntravel,thoughtheymadehersoeasyandpleasantacompanion;buthesawatoncehowtheywouldfallintoplaceintheirpropersetting. Hehadnofearofbeingoppressedbythem,forhisartisticandintellectuallifewouldgoon,asitalwayshad,outsidethedomesticcircle;andwithinittherewouldbenothingsmallandstifling—comingbacktohiswifewouldneverbelikeenteringastuffyroomafteratrampintheopen. Andwhentheyhadchildrenthevacantcornersinboththeirliveswouldbefilled. AllthesethingswentthroughhismindduringtheirlongslowdrivefromMayfairtoSouthKensington,whereMrs.Carfryandhersisterlived. Archertoowouldhavepreferredtoescapetheirfriends'hospitality:inconformitywiththefamilytraditionhehadalwaystravelledasasight–seerandlooker–on,affectingahaughtyunconsciousnessofthepresenceofhisfellow–beings. Onceonly,justafterHarvard,hehadspentafewgayweeksatFlorencewithabandofqueerEuropeanisedAmericans,dancingallnightwithtitledladiesinpalaces,andgamblinghalfthedaywiththerakesanddandiesofthefashionableclub;butithadallseemedtohim,thoughthegreatestfunintheworld,asunrealasacarnival. Thesequeercosmopolitanwomen,deepincomplicatedlove–affairswhichtheyappearedtofeeltheneedofretailingtoeveryonetheymet,andthemagnificentyoungofficersandelderlydyedwitswhowerethesubjectsortherecipientsoftheirconfidences,weretoodifferentfromthepeopleArcherhadgrownupamong,toomuchlikeexpensiveandrathermalodoroushot–houseexotics,todetainhisimaginationlong. Tointroducehiswifeintosuchasocietywasoutofthequestion;andinthecourseofhistravelsnootherhadshownanymarkedeagernessforhiscompany. NotlongaftertheirarrivalinLondonhehadrunacrosstheDukeofSt.Austrey,andtheDuke,instantlyandcordiallyrecognisinghim,hadsaid:"Lookmeup,won'tyou?" —butnoproper–spiritedAmericanwouldhaveconsideredthatasuggestiontobeactedon,andthemeetingwaswithoutasequel. TheyhadevenmanagedtoavoidMay'sEnglishaunt,thebanker'swife,whowasstillinYorkshire;infact,theyhadpurposelypostponedgoingtoLondontilltheautumninorderthattheirarrivalduringtheseasonmightnotappearpushingandsnobbishtotheseunknownrelatives. "Probablythere'llbenobodyatMrs.Carfry's—London'sadesertatthisseason,andyou'vemadeyourselfmuchtoobeautiful,"ArchersaidtoMay,whosatathissideinthehansomsospotlesslysplendidinhersky–bluecloakedgedwithswansdownthatitseemedwickedtoexposehertotheLondongrime. "Idon'twantthemtothinkthatwedresslikesavages,"shereplied,withascornthatPocahontasmighthaveresented;andhewasstruckagainbythereligiousreverenceofeventhemostunworldlyAmericanwomenforthesocialadvantagesofdress. "It'stheirarmour,"hethought,"theirdefenceagainsttheunknown,andtheirdefianceofit." AndheunderstoodforthefirsttimetheearnestnesswithwhichMay,whowasincapableoftyingaribboninherhairtocharmhim,hadgonethroughthesolemnriteofselectingandorderingherextensivewardrobe. HehadbeenrightinexpectingthepartyatMrs.Carfry'stobeasmallone. Besidestheirhostessandhersister,theyfound,inthelongchillydrawing–room,onlyanothershawledlady,agenialVicarwhowasherhusband,asilentladwhomMrs.Carfrynamedashernephew,andasmalldarkgentlemanwithlivelyeyeswhomsheintroducedashistutor,pronouncingaFrenchnameasshedidso. Intothisdimly–litanddim–featuredgroupMayArcherfloatedlikeaswanwiththesunsetonher:sheseemedlarger,fairer,morevoluminouslyrustlingthanherhusbandhadeverseenher;andheperceivedthattherosinessandrustlingnesswerethetokensofanextremeandinfantileshyness. "Whatonearthwilltheyexpectmetotalkabout?" herhelplesseyesimploredhim,attheverymomentthatherdazzlingapparitionwascallingforththesameanxietyintheirownbosoms. Butbeauty,evenwhendistrustfulofitself,awakensconfidenceinthemanlyheart;andtheVicarandtheFrench–namedtutorweresoonmanifestingtoMaytheirdesiretoputheratherease. Inspiteoftheirbestefforts,however,thedinnerwasalanguishingaffair. Archernoticedthathiswife'swayofshowingherselfathereasewithforeignerswastobecomemoreuncompromisinglylocalinherreferences,sothat,thoughherlovelinesswasanencouragementtoadmiration,herconversationwasachilltorepartee. TheVicarsoonabandonedthestruggle;butthetutor,whospokethemostfluentandaccomplishedEnglish,gallantlycontinuedtopouritouttoheruntiltheladies,tothemanifestreliefofallconcerned,wentuptothedrawing–room. TheVicar,afteraglassofport,wasobligedtohurryawaytoameeting,andtheshynephew,whoappearedtobeaninvalid,waspackedofftobed. ButArcherandthetutorcontinuedtositovertheirwine,andsuddenlyArcherfoundhimselftalkingashehadnotdonesincehislastsymposiumwithNedWinsett. TheCarfrynephew,itturnedout,hadbeenthreatenedwithconsumption,andhadhadtoleaveHarrowforSwitzerland,wherehehadspenttwoyearsinthemilderairofLakeLeman. Beingabookishyouth,hehadbeenentrustedtoM.Riviere,whohadbroughthimbacktoEngland,andwastoremainwithhimtillhewentuptoOxfordthefollowingspring;andM.Riviereaddedwithsimplicitythatheshouldthenhavetolookoutforanotherjob. Itseemedimpossible,Archerthought,thatheshouldbelongwithoutone,sovariedwerehisinterestsandsomanyhisgifts. Hewasamanofaboutthirty,withathinuglyface(Maywouldcertainlyhavecalledhimcommon–looking)towhichtheplayofhisideasgaveanintenseexpressiveness;buttherewasnothingfrivolousorcheapinhisanimation. Hisfather,whohaddiedyoung,hadfilledasmalldiplomaticpost,andithadbeenintendedthatthesonshouldfollowthesamecareer;butaninsatiabletasteforlettershadthrowntheyoungmanintojournalism,thenintoauthorship(apparentlyunsuccessful),andatlength—afterotherexperimentsandvicissitudeswhichhesparedhislistener—intotutoringEnglishyouthsinSwitzerland. Beforethat,however,hehadlivedmuchinParis,frequentedtheGoncourtgrenier,beenadvisedbyMaupassantnottoattempttowrite(eventhatseemedtoArcheradazzlinghonour!) ,andhadoftentalkedwithMerimeeinhismother'shouse. Hehadobviouslyalwaysbeendesperatelypoorandanxious(havingamotherandanunmarriedsistertoprovidefor),anditwasapparentthathisliteraryambitionshadfailed. Hissituation,infact,seemed,materiallyspeaking,nomorebrilliantthanNedWinsett's;buthehadlivedinaworldinwhich,ashesaid,noonewholovedideasneedhungermentally. AsitwaspreciselyofthatlovethatpoorWinsettwasstarvingtodeath,Archerlookedwithasortofvicariousenvyatthiseagerimpecuniousyoungmanwhohadfaredsorichlyinhispoverty. "Yousee,Monsieur,it'swortheverything,isn'tit,tokeepone'sintellectualliberty,nottoenslaveone'spowersofappreciation,one'scriticalindependence? ItwasbecauseofthatthatIabandonedjournalism,andtooktosomuchdullerwork:tutoringandprivatesecretaryship. Thereisagooddealofdrudgery,ofcourse;butonepreservesone'smoralfreedom,whatwecallinFrenchone'squantasoi. Andwhenonehearsgoodtalkonecanjoininitwithoutcompromisinganyopinionsbutone'sown;oronecanlisten,andansweritinwardly. Ah,goodconversation—there'snothinglikeit,isthere? Theairofideasistheonlyairworthbreathing. AndsoIhaveneverregrettedgivingupeitherdiplomacyorjournalism—twodifferentformsofthesameself–abdication." HefixedhisvivideyesonArcherashelitanothercigarette. "Voyez–vous,Monsieur,tobeabletolooklifeintheface:that'sworthlivinginagarretfor,isn'tit? But,afterall,onemustearnenoughtopayforthegarret;andIconfessthattogrowoldasaprivatetutor—ora'private'anything—isalmostaschillingtotheimaginationasasecondsecretaryshipatBucharest. SometimesIfeelImustmakeaplunge:animmenseplunge. Doyousuppose,forinstance,therewouldbeanyopeningformeinAmerica—inNewYork?" Archerlookedathimwithstartledeyes. NewYork,forayoungmanwhohadfrequentedtheGoncourtsandFlaubert,andwhothoughtthelifeofideastheonlyoneworthliving! HecontinuedtostareatM.Riviereperplexedly,wonderinghowtotellhimthathisverysuperioritiesandadvantageswouldbethesuresthindrancetosuccess. "NewYork—NewYork—butmustitbeespeciallyNewYork?" hestammered,utterlyunabletoimaginewhatlucrativeopeninghisnativecitycouldoffertoayoungmantowhomgoodconversationappearedtobetheonlynecessity. AsuddenflushroseunderM.Riviere'ssallowskin. "I—Ithoughtityourmetropolis:isnottheintellectuallifemoreactivethere?" herejoined;then,asiffearingtogivehishearertheimpressionofhavingaskedafavour,hewentonhastily:"Onethrowsoutrandomsuggestions—moretoone'sselfthantoothers. Inreality,Iseenoimmediateprospect—"andrisingfromhisseatheadded,withoutatraceofconstraint:"ButMrs.CarfrywillthinkthatIoughttobetakingyouupstairs." DuringthehomewarddriveArcherpondereddeeplyonthisepisode. HishourwithM.Rivierehadputnewairintohislungs,andhisfirstimpulsehadbeentoinvitehimtodinethenextday;buthewasbeginningtounderstandwhymarriedmendidnotalwaysimmediatelyyieldtotheirfirstimpulses. "Thatyoungtutorisaninterestingfellow:wehadsomeawfullygoodtalkafterdinneraboutbooksandthings,"hethrewouttentativelyinthehansom. Mayrousedherselffromoneofthedreamysilencesintowhichhehadreadsomanymeaningsbeforesixmonthsofmarriagehadgivenhimthekeytothem. "ThelittleFrenchman?Wasn'thedreadfullycommon?" shequestionedcoldly;andheguessedthatshenursedasecretdisappointmentathavingbeeninvitedoutinLondontomeetaclergymanandaFrenchtutor. Thedisappointmentwasnotoccasionedbythesentimentordinarilydefinedassnobbishness,butbyoldNewYork'ssenseofwhatwasduetoitwhenitriskeditsdignityinforeignlands. IfMay'sparentshadentertainedtheCarfrysinFifthAvenuetheywouldhaveofferedthemsomethingmoresubstantialthanaparsonandaschoolmaster. ButArcherwasonedge,andtookherup. "Common—commonWHERE?"hequeried;andshereturnedwithunusualreadiness:"Why,Ishouldsayanywherebutinhisschool–room. Thosepeoplearealwaysawkwardinsociety. Butthen,"sheaddeddisarmingly,"IsupposeIshouldn'thaveknownifhewasclever." Archerdislikedheruseoftheword"clever"almostasmuchasheruseoftheword"common";buthewasbeginningtofearhistendencytodwellonthethingshedislikedinher. Afterall,herpointofviewhadalwaysbeenthesame. Itwasthatofallthepeoplehehadgrownupamong,andhehadalwaysregardeditasnecessarybutnegligible. Untilafewmonthsagohehadneverknowna"nice"womanwholookedatlifedifferently;andifamanmarrieditmustnecessarilybeamongthenice. "Ah—thenIwon'taskhimtodine!"heconcludedwithalaugh;andMayechoed,bewildered:"Goodness—asktheCarfrys'tutor?" "Well,notonthesamedaywiththeCarfrys,ifyoupreferIshouldn't.ButIdidratherwantanothertalkwithhim.He'slookingforajobinNewYork." Hersurpriseincreasedwithherindifference:healmostfanciedthatshesuspectedhimofbeingtaintedwith"foreignness." "AjobinNewYork?Whatsortofajob?Peopledon'thaveFrenchtutors:whatdoeshewanttodo?" "Chieflytoenjoygoodconversation,Iunderstand,"herhusbandretortedperversely;andshebrokeintoanappreciativelaugh."Oh,Newland,howfunny!Isn'tthatFRENCH?" Onthewhole,hewasgladtohavethemattersettledforhimbyherrefusingtotakeseriouslyhiswishtoinviteM.Riviere. Anotherafter–dinnertalkwouldhavemadeitdifficulttoavoidthequestionofNewYork;andthemoreArcherconsidereditthelesshewasabletofitM.RiviereintoanyconceivablepictureofNewYorkasheknewit. Heperceivedwithaflashofchillinginsightthatinfuturemanyproblemswouldbethusnegativelysolvedforhim;butashepaidthehansomandfollowedhiswife'slongtrainintothehousehetookrefugeinthecomfortingplatitudethatthefirstsixmonthswerealwaysthemostdifficultinmarriage. "AfterthatIsupposeweshallhaveprettynearlyfinishedrubbingoffeachother'sangles,"hereflected;buttheworstofitwasthatMay'spressurewasalreadybearingontheveryangleswhosesharpnesshemostwantedtokeep.