THETWELVEyears,continuedMrs.Dean,followingthatdismalperiod,werethehappiestofmylife:mygreatesttroublesintheirpassagerosefromourlittlelady’striflingillnesses,whichshehadtoexperienceincommonwithallchildren,richandpoor. Fortherest,afterthefirstsixmonths,shegrewlikealarchandcouldwalkandtalktoo,inherownway,beforetheheathblossomedasecondtimeoverMrs.Linton’sdust. Shewasthemostwinningthingthateverbroughtsunshineintoadesolatehouse:arealbeautyinface,withtheEarnshaw’shandsomedarkeyes,buttheLintons’fairskinandsmallfeatures,andyellowcurlinghair. Herspiritwashigh,thoughnotrough,andqualifiedbyaheartsensitiveandlivelytoexcessinitsaffections. Thatcapacityforintenseattachmentsremindedmeofhermother:stillshedidnotresembleher;forshecouldbesoftandmildasadove,andshehadagentlevoiceandpensiveexpression:herangerwasneverfurious;herloveneverfierce:itwasdeepandtender. However,itmustbeacknowledged,shehadfaultstofoilhergifts. Apropensitytobesaucywasone;andaperversewill,thatindulgedchildreninvariablyacquire,whethertheybegood-temperedorcross. Ifaservantchancedtovexher,itwasalways—“Ishalltellpapa!” Andifhereprovedher,evenbyalook,youwouldhavethoughtitaheartbreakingbusiness:Idon’tbelieveheeverdidspeakaharshwordtoher. Hetookhereducationentirelyonhimself,andmadeitanamusement. Fortunately,curiosityandaquickintellectmadeheranaptscholar:shelearnedrapidlyandeagerly,anddidhonourtohisteaching. Tillshereachedtheageofthirteen,shehadnotoncebeenbeyondtherangeoftheparkbyherself. Mr.Lintonwouldtakeherwithhimamileorsooutside,onrareoccasions;buthetrustedhertonooneelse. Gimmertonwasanunsubstantialnameinherears;thechapel,theonlybuildingshehadapproachedorentered,exceptherownhome. WutheringHeightsandMr.Heathcliffdidnotexistforher:shewasaperfectrecluse;and,apparently,perfectlycontented. Sometimes,indeed,whilesurveyingthecountryfromhernurserywindow,shewouldobserve: “Ellen,howlongwillitbebeforeIcanwalktothetopofthosehills?Iwonderwhatliesontheotherside—isitthesea?” “No,MissCathy,”Iwouldanswer;“itishillsagain,justlikethese.” “Andwhatarethosegoldenrockslikewhenyoustandunderthem?”sheonceasked. TheabruptdescentofPenistonCragsparticularlyattractedhernotice;especiallywhenthesettingsunshoneonitandthetopmostheights,andthewholeextentoflandscapebesideslayinshadow. Iexplainedthattheywerebaremassesofstone,withhardlyenoughearthintheircleftstonourishastuntedtree. “Andwhyaretheybrightsolongafteritiseveninghere?”shepursued. “Becausetheyareagreatdealhigherupthanweare,”repliedI;“youcouldnotclimbthem,theyaretoohighandsteep. Inwinterthefrostisalwaystherebeforeitcomestous;anddeepintosummerIhavefoundsnowunderthatblackhollowonthenorth-eastside!” “Oh,youhavebeenonthem!”shecriedgleefully.“ThenIcango,too,whenIamawoman.Haspapabeen,Ellen?” “Papawouldtellyou,miss,”Iansweredhastily,“thattheyarenotworththetroubleofvisiting. Themoors,whereyouramblewithhim,aremuchnicer;andThrushcrossParkisthefinestplaceintheworld.” “ButIknowthepark,andIdon’tknowthose,”shemurmuredtoherself.“AndIshoulddelighttolookroundmefromthebrowofthattallestpoint:mylittleponyMinnyshalltakemesometime.” OneofthemaidsmentioningtheFairyCave,quiteturnedherheadwithadesiretofulfilthisproject:sheteasedMr.Lintonaboutit;andhepromisedsheshouldhavethejourneywhenshegotolder. ButMissCatherinemeasuredheragebymonths,and,“Now,amIoldenoughtogotoPenistonCrags?”wastheconstantquestioninhermouth. TheroadthitherwoundclosebyWutheringHeights. Edgarhadnotthehearttopassit;soshereceivedasconstantlytheanswer,“Notyet,love:notyet.” IsaidMrs.Heathclifflivedaboutadozenyearsafterquittingherhusband. Herfamilywereofadelicateconstitution:sheandEdgarbothlackedtheruddyhealththatyouwillgenerallymeetintheseparts. Whatherlastillnesswas,Iamnotcertain:Iconjecture,theydiedofthesamething,akindoffever,slowatitscommencement,butincurable,andrapidlyconsuminglifetowardstheclose. Shewrotetoinformherbrotheroftheprobableconclusionofafourmonths’indispositionunderwhichshehadsuffered,andentreatedhimtocometoher,ifpossible;forshehadmuchtosettle,andshewishedtobidhimadieu,anddeliverLintonsafelyintohishands. Herhopewas,thatLintonmightbeleftwithhim,ashehadbeenwithher:hisfather,shewouldfainconvinceherself,hadnodesiretoassumetheburdenofhismaintenanceoreducation. Mymasterhesitatednotamomentincomplyingwithherrequest:reluctantashewastoleavehomeatordinarycalls,heflewtoanswerthis;commendingCatherinetomypeculiarvigilance,inhisabsence,withreiteratedordersthatshemustnotwanderoutofthepark,evenundermyescort:hedidnotcalculateonhergoingunaccompanied. Hewasawaythreeweeks.Thefirstdayortwo,mychargesatinacornerofthelibrary,toosadforeitherreadingorplaying:inthatquietstateshecausedmelittletrouble;butitwassucceededbyanintervalofimpatientfretfulweariness;andbeingtoobusy,andtoooldthen,torunupanddownamusingher,IhitonamethodbywhichshemightentertainherselfIusedtosendheronhertravelsroundthegrounds—nowonfoot,andnowonapony;indulgingherwithapatientaudienceofallherrealandimaginaryadventures,whenshereturned. Thesummershoneinfullprime;andshetooksuchatasteforthissolitaryramblingthatsheoftencontrivedtoremainoutfrombreakfasttilltea;andthentheeveningswerespentinrecountingherfancifultales. Ididnotfearherbreakingbounds;becausethegatesweregenerallylocked,andIthoughtshewouldscarcelyventureforthalone,iftheyhadstoodwideopen. Unluckily,myconfidenceprovedmisplaced. Catherinecametome,onemorning,ateighto’clock,andsaidshewasthatdayanArabianmerchant,goingtocrosstheDesertwithhiscaravan;andImustgiveherplentyofprovisionforherselfandbeasts:ahorse,andthreecamels,personatedbyalargehoundandacoupleofpointers. Igottogetheragoodstoreofdainties,andslungtheminabasketononesideofthesaddle;andshesprangupasgayasafairy,shelteredbyherwide-brimmedhatandgauzeveilfromtheJulysun,andtrottedoffwithamerrylaugh,mockingmycautiouscounseltoavoidgalloping,andcomebackearly. Thenaughtythingnevermadeherappearanceattea. Onetraveller,thehound,beinganolddogandfondofitsease,returned;butneitherCathy,northepony,northetwopointerswerevisibleinanydirection:Idespatchedemissariesdownthispath,andthatpath,andatlastwentwanderinginsearchofhermyself. Therewasalabourerworkingatafenceroundaplantation,onthebordersofthegroundsIenquiredofhimifhehadseenouryounglady. “Isawheratmorn,”hereplied;“shewouldhavemetocutherahazelswitch,andthensheleaptherGallowayoverthehedgeyonder,whereitislowest,andgallopedoutofsight.” YoumayguesshowIfeltathearingthisnews. ItstruckmedirectlyshemusthavestartedforPenistonCrags.“Whatwillbecomeofher?” Iejaculated,pushingthroughagapwhichthemanwasrepairing,andmakingstraightforthehighroad. Iwalkedasifforawager,mileaftermile,tillaturnbroughtmeinviewoftheHeights;butnoCatherinecouldIdetectfarornear. TheCragslieaboutamileandahalfbeyondMr.Heathcliff’splace,andthatisfourfromtheGrange,soIbegantofearnightwouldfallereIcouldreachthem. “Andwhatifsheshouldhaveslippedinclamberingamongthem?” Ireflected,“andbeenkilled,orbrokensomeofherbones?” Mysuspensewastrulypainful;and,atfirst,itgavemedelightfulrelieftoobserve,inhurryingbythefarmhouse,Charlie,thefiercestofthepointers,lyingunderawindow,withswelledheadandbleedingear. Iopenedthewicketandrantothedoor,knockingvehementlyforadmittance. AwomanwhomIknew,andwhoformerlylivedatGimmerton,answered:shehadbeenservanttheresincethedeathofMr.Earnshaw. “Ah,”saidshe,“youarecomeaseekingyourlittlemistress!don’tbefrightened.She’sheresafe:butI’mgladitisn’tthemaster.” “Heisnotathomethen,ishe?”Ipanted,quitebreathlesswithquickwalkingandalarm. “No,no,”shereplied:“bothheandJosephareoff,andIthinktheywon’treturnthishourormore.Stepinandrestyouabit.” Ientered,andbeheldmystraylambseatedonthehearth,rockingherselfinalittlechairthathadbeenhermother’swhenachild. Herhatwashungagainstthewall,andsheseemedperfectlyathome,laughingandchattering,inthebestspiritsimaginable,toHareton—nowagreat,strongladofeighteen—whostaredatherwithconsiderablecuriosityandastonishment:comprehendingpreciouslittleofthefluentsuccessionofremarksandquestionswhichhertongueneverceasedpouringforth. “Verywell,miss!”Iexclaimed,concealingmyjoyunderanangrycountenance.“Thisisyourlastride,tillpapacomesback.I’llnottrustyouoverthethresholdagain,younaughty,naughtygirl!” “Aha,Ellen!”shecriedgaily,jumpingupandrunningtomyside.“Ishallhaveaprettystorytotellto-night:andsoyou’vefoundmeout.Haveyoueverbeenhereinyourlifebefore?” “Putthathaton,andhomeatonce,”saidI.“I’mdreadfullygrievedatyou,MissCathy:you’vedoneextremelywrong. It’snousepoutingandcrying:thatwon’trepaythetroubleI’vehad,scouringthecountryafteryou. TothinkhowMr.Lintonchargedmetokeepyouin;andyoustealingoffso! itshowsyouareacunninglittlefox,andnobodywillputfaithinyouanymore.” “WhathaveIdone?”sobbedshe,instantlychecked.“Papachargedmenothing:he’llnotscoldme,Ellen—he’snevercross,likeyou!” “Come,come!”Irepeated.“I’lltietheriband.Now,letushavenopetulance.Oh,forshame!Youthirteenyearsold,andsuchababy!” Thisexclamationwascausedbyherpushingthehatfromherhead,andretreatingtothechimneyoutofmyreach. “Nay,”saidtheservant,“don’tbehardonthebonnylass,Mrs.Dean. Wemadeherstop:she’dfainhaveriddenforwards,afeardyoushouldbeuneasy. Haretonofferedtogowithher,andIthoughtheshould:it’sawildroadoverthehills.” Hareton,duringthediscussion,stoodwithhishandsinhispockets,tooawkwardtospeak;thoughhelookedasifhedidnotrelishmyintrusion. “HowlongamItowait?”Icontinued,disregardingthewoman’sinterference.“Itwillbedarkintenminutes.Whereisthepony,MissCathy?AndwhereisPhoenix? Ishallleaveyou,unlessyoubequick;sopleaseyourself.” “Theponyisintheyard,”shereplied,“andPhoenixisshutinthere.He’sbitten—andsoisCharlie.Iwasgoingtotellyouallaboutit;butyouareinabadtemper,anddon’tdeservetohear.” Ipickedupherhat,andapproachedtoreinstateit;butperceivingthatthepeopleofthehousetookherpart,shecommencedcaperingroundtheroom;andonmygivingchase,ranlikeamouseoverandunderandbehindthefurniture,renderingitridiculousformetopursue. Haretonandthewomanlaughed,andshejoinedthem,andwaxedmoreimpertinentstill;tillIcried,ingreatirritation: “Well,MissCathy,ifyouwereawarewhosehousethisis,you’dbegladenoughtogetout.” “It’syourfather’s,isn’tit?”saidshe,turningtoHareton. “Nay,”hereplied,lookingdown,andblushingbashfully.Hecouldnotstandasteadygazefromhereyes,thoughtheywerejusthisown. “Whosethen—yourmaster’s?”sheasked. Hecoloureddeeper,withadifferentfeeling,mutteredanoath,andturnedaway. “Whoishismaster?”continuedthetiresomegirl,appealingtome. “Hetalkedabout‘ourhouse’and‘ourfolk.’Ithoughthehadbeentheowner’sson. Andheneversaid,Miss;heshouldhavedone,shouldn’the,ifhe’saservant?” Haretongrewblackasathundercloud,atthischildishspeech.Isilentlyshookmyquestioner,andatlastsucceededinequippingherfordeparture. “Now,getmyhorse,”shesaid,addressingherunknownkinsmanasshewouldoneofthestable-boysattheGrange.“Andyoumaycomewithme. Iwanttoseewherethegoblin-hunterrisesinthemarsh,andtohearaboutthefairishes,asyoucallthem:butmakehaste!What’sthematter?Getmyhorse,Isay.” “I’llseetheedamnedbeforeIbethyservant!”growledthelad. “You’llseemewhat?”askedCatherineinsurprise. “Damned—thousaucywitch!”hereplied. “There,MissCathy!youseeyouhavegotintoprettycompany,”Iinterposed.“Nicewordstobeusedtoayounglady!praydon’tbegintodisputewithhim. Come,letusseekforMinnyourselves,andbegone.” “But,Ellen,”criedshe,staring,fixedinastonishment,“howdarehespeaksotome?Mustn’thebemadetodoasIaskhim?Youwickedcreature,Ishalltellpapawhatyousaid.—Now,then!” Haretondidnotappeartofeelthisthreat;sothetearssprangintohereyeswithindignation.“Youbringthepony,”sheexclaimed,turningtothewoman,“andletmydogfreethismoment!” “Softly,miss,”answeredsheaddressed:“you’lllosenothingbybeingcivil.ThoughMr.Hareton,there,benotthemaster’sson,he’syourcousin;andIwasneverhiredtoserveyou.” “Hemycousin!”criedCathy,withascornfullaugh. “Yes,indeed,”respondedherreprover. “Oh,Ellen!don’tletthemsaysuchthings,”shepursued,ingreattrouble. “PapaisgonetofetchmycousinfromLondon:mycousinisagentleman’sson. Thatmy”—shestopped,andweptoutright;upsetatthebarementionofrelationshipwithsuchaclown. “Hush,hush!”Iwhispered,“peoplecanhavemanycousins,andofallsorts,MissCathy,withoutbeinganytheworseforit;onlytheyneedn’tkeeptheircompany,iftheybedisagreeableandbad.” “He’snot—he’snotmycousin,Ellen!”shewenton,gatheringfreshgrieffromreflection,andflingingherselfintomyarmsforrefugefromtheidea. Iwasmuchvexedatherandtheservantfortheirmutualrevelations;havingnodoubtofLinton’sapproachingarrival,communicatedbytheformer,beingreportedtoMr.Heathcliff;andfeelingasconfidentthatCatherine’sfirstthoughtonherfather’sreturn,wouldbetoseekanexplanationofthelatter’sassertionconcerningherrude-bredkindred. Hareton,recoveringfromhisdisgustatbeingtakenforaservant,seemedmovedbyherdistress;and,havingfetchedtheponyroundtothedoor,hetook,topropitiateher,afinecrooked-leggedterrier-whelpfromthekennel,andputtingitintoherhandbidherwisht!forhemeantnought. Pausinginherlamentations,shesurveyedhimwithaglanceofaweandhorror,thenburstforthanew. Icouldscarcelyrefrainfromsmilingatthisantipathytothepoorfellow;whowasawell-made,athleticyouth,good-lookinginfeatures,andstoutandhealthy,butattiredingarmentsbefittinghisdailyoccupationsofworkingonthefarm,andloungingamongthemoorsafterrabbitsandgame. Still,IthoughtIcoulddetectinhisphysiognomyamindowningbetterqualitiesthanhisfathereverpossessed. Goodthingslostamidawildernessofweeds,tobesure,whoseranknessfarovertoppedtheirneglectedgrowth;yet,notwithstanding,evidenceofawealthysoil,thatmightyieldluxuriantcropsunderotherandfavourablecircumstances. Mr.Heathcliff,Ibelieve,hadnottreatedhimphysicallyill;thankstohisfearlessnature,whichofferednotemptationtothatcourseofoppression:hehadnoneofthetimidsusceptibilitythatwouldhavegivenzesttoill-treatment,inHeathcliff’sjudgment. Heappearedtohavebenthismalevolenceonmakinghimabrute:hewasnevertaughttoreadorwrite;neverrebukedforanybadhabitwhichdidnotannoyhiskeeper;neverledasinglesteptowardsvirtue,orguardedbyasinglepreceptagainstvice. AndfromwhatIheard,Josephcontributedmuchtohisdeterioration,byanarrow-mindedpartialitywhichpromptedhimtoflatterandpethim,asaboy,becausehewastheheadoftheoldfamily. AndashehadbeeninthehabitofaccusingCatherineEarnshawandHeathcliff,whenchildren,ofputtingthemasterpasthispatience,andcompellinghimtoseeksolaceindrinkbywhathetermedtheir“offalldways,”soatpresenthelaidthewholeburdenofHareton’sfaultsontheshouldersoftheusurperofhisproperty. Iftheladswore,hewouldn’tcorrecthim;norhoweverculpablyhebehaved. ItgaveJosephsatisfaction,apparently,towatchhimgotheworstlengths:heallowedthattheladwasruined:thathissoulwasabandonedtoperdition;butthen,hereflectedthatHeathcliffmustanswerforit. Hareton’sbloodwouldberequiredathishands;andtherelayimmenseconsolationinthatthought. Josephhadinstilledintohimaprideofname,andofhislineage;hewould,hadhedared,havefosteredhatebetweenhimandthepresentowneroftheHeights:buthisdreadofthatowneramountedtosuperstition;andheconfinedhisfeelingsregardinghimtomutteredinnuendoesandprivatecomminations. Idon’tpretendtobeintimatelyacquaintedwiththemodeoflivingcustomaryinthosedaysatWutheringHeights:Ionlyspeakfromhearsay;forIsawlittle. ThevillagersaffirmedMr.Heathcliffwasnear,andacruelhardlandlordtohistenants;butthehouse,inside,hadregaineditsancientaspectofcomfortunderfemalemanagement,andthescenesofriotcommoninHindley’stimewerenotnowenactedwithinitswalls. Themasterwastoogloomytoseekcompanionshipwithanypeople,goodorbad;andheisyet. This,however,isnotmakingprogresswithmystory. MissCathyrejectedthepeace-offeringoftheterrier,anddemandedherowndogs,CharlieandPhoenix. Theycamelimping,andhangingtheirheads;andwesetoutforhome,sadlyoutofsorts,everyoneofus. Icouldnotwringfrommylittleladyhowshehadspenttheday;exceptthat,asIsupposed,thegoalofherpilgrimagewasPenistonCrags;andshearrivedwithoutadventuretothegateofthefarmhouse,whenHaretonhappenedtoissueforth,attendedbysomecaninefollowers,whoattackedhertrain. Theyhadasmartbattle,beforetheirownerscouldseparatethem:thatformedanintroduction. CatherinetoldHaretonwhoshewas,andwhereshewasgoing;andaskedhimtoshowhertheway:finally,beguilinghimtoaccompanyher. HeopenedthemysteriesoftheFairyCave,andtwentyotherqueerplaces. But,beingindisgrace,Iwasnotfavouredwithadescriptionoftheinterestingobjectsshesaw. Icouldgather,however,thatherguidehadbeenafavouritetillshehurthisfeelingsbyaddressinghimasaservant;andHeathcliff’shousekeeperhurthersbycallinghimhercousin. Thenthelanguagehehadheldtoherrankledinherheart;shewhowasalways“love,”and“darling,”and“queen,”and“angel,”witheverybodyattheGrange,tobeinsultedsoshockinglybyastranger! Shedidnotcomprehendit;andhardworkIhadtoobtainapromisethatshewouldnotlaythegrievancebeforeherfather. IexplainedhowheobjectedtothewholehouseholdattheHeights,andhowsorryhewouldbetofindshehadbeenthere;butIinsistedmostonthefact,thatifsherevealedmynegligenceofhisorders,hewouldperhapsbesoangry,thatIshouldhavetoleave;andCathycouldn’tbearthatprospect:shepledgedherword,andkeptit,formysake.Afterall,shewasasweetlittlegirl.