WHATVAINweather-cocksweare!I,whohaddeterminedtoholdmyselfindependentofallsocialintercourse,andthankedmystarsthat,atlength,Ihadlightedonaspotwhereitwasnexttoimpracticable—I,weakwretch,aftermaintainingtillduskastrugglewithlowspiritsandsolitude,wasfinallycompelledtostrikemycolours;and,underpretenceofgaininginformationconcerningthenecessitiesofmyestablishment,IdesiredMrs.Dean,whenshebroughtinsupper,tositdownwhileIateit;hopingsincerelyshewouldprovearegulargossip,andeitherrousemetoanimationorlullmetosleepbyhertalk. “Youhavelivedhereaconsiderabletime,”Icommenced;“didyounotsaysixteenyears?” “Eighteen,sir:Icame,whenthemistresswasmarried,towaitonher;aftershedied,themasterretainedmeforhishousekeeper.” Thereensuedapause.Shewasnotagossip,Ifeared;unlessaboutherownaffairs,andthosecouldhardlyinterestme. However,havingstudiedforaninterval,withafistoneitherknee,andacloudofmeditationoverherruddycountenance,sheejaculated:“Ah,timesaregreatlychangedsincethen!” “Yes,”Iremarked,“you’veseenagoodmanyalterations,Isuppose?” “Ihave:andtroublestoo,”shesaid. “Oh,I’llturnthetalkonmylandlord’sfamily!”Ithoughttomyself.“Agoodsubjecttostart! Andthatprettygirl-widow,Ishouldliketoknowherhistory:whethershebeanativeofthecountry,or,asismoreprobable,anexoticthatthesurlyindigenaewillnotrecogniseforkin.” WiththisintentionIaskedMrs.DeanwhyHeathcliffletThrushcrossGrange,andpreferredlivinginasituationandresidencesomuchinferior. “Ishenotrichenoughtokeeptheestateingoodorder?”Ienquired. “Hehas,nobodyknowswhatmoney,andeveryyearitincreases. Yes,yes,he’srichenoughtoliveinafinerhousethanthis:buthe’sverynear—close-handed;and,ifhehadmeanttoflittoThrushcrossGrange,assoonasheheardofagoodtenanthecouldnothavebornetomissthechanceofgettingafewhundredsmore. Itisstrangepeopleshouldbesogreedy,whentheyarealoneintheworld!” “Andthatyounglady,Mrs.Heathcliff,ishiswidow?” “Wheredidshecomefromoriginally?” “Why,sir,sheismylatemaster’sdaughter:CatherineLintonwashermaidenname.Inursedher,poorthing!IdidwishMr.Heathcliffwouldremovehere,andthenwemighthavebeentogetheragain.” “What!CatherineLinton?”Iexclaimed,astonished.Butaminute’sreflectionconvincedmeitwasnotmyghostlyCatherine.“Then,”Icontinued,“mypredecessor’snamewasLinton?” “AndwhoisthatEarnshaw:HaretonEarnshaw,wholiveswithMr.Heathcliff?aretheyrelations?” “No;heisthelateMrs.Linton’snephew.” “Theyounglady’scousin,then?” “Yes;andherhusbandwashercousinalso:oneonthemother’s,theotheronthefather’sside:HeathcliffmarriedMr.Linton’ssister.” “IseethehouseatWutheringHeightshas‘Earnshaw’carvedoverthefrontdoor.Aretheyanoldfamily?” “Veryold,sir;andHaretonisthelastofthem,asourMissCathyisofus—ImeanoftheLintons.HaveyoubeentoWutheringHeights?Ibegpardonforasking;butIshouldliketohearhowsheis!” “Mrs.Heathcliff?Shelookedverywell,andveryhandsome;yet,Ithink,notveryhappy.” “Odear,Idon’twonder!Andhowdidyoulikethemaster?” “Aroughfellow,rather,Mrs.Dean.Isnotthathischaracter?” “Roughasasaw-edge,andhardaswhinstone!Thelessyoumeddlewithhimthebetter.” “Hemusthavehadsomeupsanddownsinlifetomakehimsuchachurl.Doyouknowanythingofhishistory?” “It’sacuckoo’s,sir—Iknowallaboutit:exceptwherehewasborn,andwhowerehisparents,andhowhegothismoney,atfirst. AndHaretonhasbeencastoutlikeanunfledgeddunnock! Theunfortunateladistheonlyoneinallthisparishthatdoesnotguesshowhehasbeencheated.” “Well,Mrs.Dean,itwillbeacharitabledeedtotellmesomethingofmyneighbours:IfeelIshallnotrest,ifIgotobed;sobegoodenoughtositandchatanhour.” “Oh,certainly,sir!I’lljustfetchalittlesewing,andthenI’llsitaslongasyouplease.Butyou’vecaughtcold:Isawyoushivering,andyoumusthavesomegrueltodriveitout.” Theworthywomanbustledoff,andIcrouchednearerthefire;myheadfelthot,andtherestofmechill:moreover,Iwasexcited,almosttoapitchoffoolishness,throughmynervesandbrain. Thiscausedmetofeel,notuncomfortable,butratherfearful(asIamstill)ofseriouseffectsfromtheincidentsofto-dayandyesterday. Shereturnedpresently,bringingasmokingbasinandabasketofwork;and,havingplacedtheformeronthehob,drewinherseat,evidentlypleasedtofindmesocompanionable. BeforeIcametolivehere,shecommenced—waitingnofartherinvitationtoherstory—IwasalmostalwaysatWutheringHeights;becausemymotherhadnursedMr.HindleyEarnshaw,thatwasHareton’sfather,andIgotusedtoplayingwiththechildren:Iranerrandstoo,andhelpedtomakehay,andhungaboutthefarmreadyforanythingthatanybodywouldsetmeto. Onefinesummermorning—itwasthebeginningofharvest,Iremember—Mr.Earnshaw,theoldmaster,camedownstairs,dressedforajourney;andafterhehadtoldJosephwhatwastobedoneduringtheday,heturnedtoHindley,andCathy,andme—forIsateatingmyporridgewiththem—andhesaid,speakingtohisson,“Nowmybonnyman,I’mgoingtoLiverpooltoday,whatshallIbringyou? Youmaychoosewhatyoulike:onlyletitbelittle,forIshallwalkthereandback:sixtymileseachway,thatisalongspell!” Hindleynamedafiddle,andthenheaskedMissCathy;shewashardlysixyearsold,butshecouldrideanyhorseinthestable,andshechoseawhip. Hedidnotforgetme;forhehadakindheart,thoughhewasratherseveresometimes. Hepromisedtobringmeapocketfulofapplesandpears,andthenhekissedhischildren,saidgood-bye,andsetoff. Itseemedalongwhiletousall—thethreedaysofhisabsence—andoftendidlittleCathyaskwhenhewouldbehome. Mrs.Earnshawexpectedhimbysupper-timeonthethirdevening,andsheputthemealoffhourafterhour;therewerenosignsofhiscoming,however,andatlastthechildrengottiredofrunningdowntothegatetolook. Thenitgrewdark;shewouldhavehadthemtobed,buttheybeggedsadlytobeallowedtostayup;and,justabouteleveno’clock,thedoorlatchwasraisedquietlyandinsteppedthemaster. Hethrewhimselfintoachair,laughingandgroaning,andbidthemallstandoff,forhewasnearlykilled—hewouldnothavesuchanotherwalkforthethreekingdoms. “Andattheendofit,tobeflightedtodeath!” hesaid,openinghisgreat-coat,whichheheldbundledupinhisarms.“Seehere,wife! Iwasneversobeatenwithanythinginmylife:butyoumuste’entakeitasagiftofGod;thoughit’sasdarkalmostasifitcamefromthedevil.” Wecrowdedround,andoverMissCathy’shead,Ihadapeepatadirty,ragged,black-hairedchild;bigenoughbothtowalkandtalk:indeed,itsfacelookedolderthanCatherine’s;yet,whenitwassetonitsfeet,itonlystaredround,andrepeatedoverandoveragainsomegibberish,thatnobodycouldunderstand. Iwasfrightened,andMrs.Earnshawwasreadytoflingitoutofdoors:shedidflyup,askinghowhecouldfashiontobringthatgypsybratintothehouse,whentheyhadtheirownbairnstofeedandfendfor? Whathemeanttodowithit,andwhetherheweremad? Themastertriedtoexplainthematter;buthewasreallyhalfdeadwithfatigue,andallthatIcouldmakeout,amongstherscolding,wasataleofhisseeingitstarving,andhouseless,andasgoodasdumb,inthestreetsofLiverpool,wherehepickeditupandenquiredforitsowner. Notasoulknewtowhomitbelonged,hesaid;andhismoneyandtimebeingbothlimited,hethoughtitbettertotakeithomewithhimatonce,thanrunintovainexpensesthere:becausehewasdeterminedhewouldnotleaveitashefoundit. Well,theconclusionwasthatmymistressgrumbledherselfcalm;andMr.Earnshawtoldmetowashit,andgiveitcleanthings,andletitsleepwiththechildren. HindleyandCathycontentedthemselveswithlookingandlisteningtillpeacewasrestored:then,bothbegansearchingtheirfather’spocketsforthepresentshehadpromisedthem. Theformerwasaboyoffourteen,butwhenhedrewoutwhathadbeenafiddlecrushedtomorselsinthegreat-coat,heblubberedaloud;andCathy,whenshelearnedthemasterhadlostherwhipinattendingonthestranger,showedherhumourbygrinningandspittingatthestupidlittlething;earningforherpainsasoundblowfromherfathertoteachhercleanermanners. Theyentirelyrefusedtohaveitinbedwiththem,orevenintheirroom;andIhadnomoresense,soIputitonthelandingofthestairs,hopingitmightbegoneonthemorrow. Bychance,orelseattractedbyhearinghisvoice,itcrepttoMr.Earnshaw’sdoor,andtherehefounditonquittinghischamber. Enquiriesweremadeastohowitgotthere;Iwasobligedtoconfess,andinrecompenseformycowardiceandinhumanitywassentoutofthehouse. ThiswasHeathcliff’sfirstintroductiontothefamily. Oncomingbackafewdaysafterwards(forIdidnotconsidermybanishmentperpetual)Ifoundtheyhadchristenedhim“Heathcliff”:itwasthenameofasonwhodiedinchildhood,andithasservedhimeversince,bothforChristianandsurname. MissCathyandhewerenowverythick;butHindleyhatedhim! andtosaythetruthIdidthesame;andweplaguedandwentonwithhimshamefully:forIwasn’treasonableenoughtofeelmyinjustice,andthemistressneverputinawordonhisbehalfwhenshesawhimwronged. Heseemedasullen,patientchild;hardened,perhaps,toill-treatment:hewouldstandHindley’sblowswithoutawinkorsheddingatear,andmypinchesmovedhimonlytodrawinabreathandopenhiseyes,asifhehadhurthimselfbyaccidentandnobodywastoblame. ThisendurancemadeoldEarnshawfurious,whenhediscoveredhissonpersecutingthepoor,fatherlesschild,ashecalledhim. HetooktoHeathcliffstrangely,believingallhesaid(forthatmatter,hesaidpreciouslittle,andgenerallythetruth),andpettinghimupfaraboveCathy,whowastoomischievousandwaywardforafavourite. So,fromtheverybeginning,hebredbadfeelinginthehouse;andatMrs.Earnshaw’sdeath,whichhappenedinlessthantwoyearsafter,theyoungmasterhadlearnedtoregardhisfatherasanoppressorratherthanafriend,andHeathcliffasausurperofhisparent’saffectionsandhisprivileges;andhegrewbitterwithbroodingovertheseinjuries. Isympathisedawhile;butwhenthechildrenfellillofthemeasles,andIhadtotendthem,andtakeonmethecaresofawomanatonce,Ichangedmyideas. Heathcliffwasdangerouslysick:andwhilehelayattheworsthewouldhavemeconstantlybyhispillow:IsupposehefeltIdidagooddealforhim,andhehadn’twittoguessthatIwascompelledtodoit. However,Iwillsaythis,hewasthequietestchildthatevernursewatchedover. Thedifferencebetweenhimandtheothersforcedmetobelesspartial. Cathyandherbrotherharassedmeterribly:hewasasuncomplainingasalamb;thoughhardness,notgentleness,madehimgivelittletrouble. Hegotthrough,andthedoctoraffirmeditwasinagreatmeasureowingtomeandpraisedmeformycare. Iwasvainofhiscommendations,andsoftenedtowardsthebeingbywhosemeansIearnedthem,andthusHindleylosthislastally:stillIcouldn’tdoteonHeathcliff,andIwonderedoftenwhatmymastersawtoadmiresomuchinthesullenboy,whonever,tomyrecollection,repaidhisindulgencebyanysignofgratitude. Hewasnotinsolenttohisbenefactor,hewassimplyinsensible;thoughknowingperfectlytheholdhehadonhisheart,andconscioushehadonlytospeakandallthehousewouldbeobligedtobendtohiswishes. Asaninstance,IrememberMr.Earnshawonceboughtacoupleofcoltsattheparishfair,andgavetheladseachone. Heathclifftookthehandsomest,butitsoonfelllame,andwhenhediscoveredit,hesaidtoHindley—“Youmustexchangehorseswithme:Idon’tlikemine;andifyouwon’tIshalltellyourfatherofthethreethrashingsyou’vegivenmethisweek,andshowhimmyarm,whichisblacktotheshoulder.” Hindleyputouthistongueandcuffedhimovertheears. “You’dbetterdoitatonce,”hepersisted,escapingtotheporch(theywereinthestable):“youwillhaveto;andifIspeakoftheseblows,you’llgetthemagainwithinterest.”“Off,dog!” criedHindley,threateninghimwithanironweightusedforweighingpotatoesandhay. “Throwit,”hereplied,standingstill,“andthenI’lltellhowyouboastedthatyouwouldturnmeoutofdoorsassoonashedied,andseewhetherhewillnotturnyououtdirectly.” Hindleythrewit,hittinghimonthebreast,anddownhefell,butstaggeredupimmediately,breathlessandwhite;andhadnotIpreventedit,hewouldhavegonejustsotothemaster,andgotfullrevengebylettinghisconditionpleadforhim,intimatinghehadcausedit.“Takemycolt,gypsy,then!”saidyoungEarnshaw. “AndIpraythathemaybreakyourneck:takehim,andbedamned,youbeggarlyinterloper! andwheedlemyfatheroutofallhehas:onlyafterwardsshowhimwhatyouare,impofSatan. —Andtakethat,Ihopehe’llkickoutyourbrains!” Heathcliffhadgonetoloosethebeast,andshiftittohisownstall;hewaspassingbehindit,whenHindleyfinishedhisspeechbyknockinghimunderitsfeet,andwithoutstoppingtoexaminewhetherhishopeswerefulfilled,ranawayasfastashecould. Iwassurprisedtowitnesshowcoollythechildgatheredhimselfup,andwentonwithhisintention;exchangingsaddlesandall,andthensittingdownonabundleofhaytoovercomethequalmwhichtheviolentblowoccasioned,beforeheenteredthehouse. Ipersuadedhimeasilytoletmelaytheblameofhisbruisesonthehorse:hemindedlittlewhattalewastoldsincehehadwhathewanted. Hecomplainedsoseldom,indeed,ofsuchstirsasthese,thatIreallythoughthimnotvindictive:Iwasdeceivedcompletely,asyouwillhear.