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TheillnessofourexcellentMissHalcombehasaffordedmetheopportunityofenjoyinganunexpectedintellectualpleasure.
Irefertotheperusal(whichIhavejustcompleted)ofthisinterestingDiary.
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Admirablewoman!
IalludetoMissHalcombe.
Stupendouseffort!
IrefertotheDiary.
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Ilamentafreshthecruelnecessitywhichsetsourinterestsatvariance,andopposesustoeachother.
UnderhappiercircumstanceshowworthyIshouldhavebeenofMissHalcombehowworthyMissHalcombewouldhavebeenofME.
ThesentimentswhichanimatemyheartassuremethatthelinesIhavejustwrittenexpressaProfoundTruth.
Thosesentimentsexaltmeaboveallmerelypersonalconsiderations.
Ibearwitness,inthemostdisinterestedmanner,totheexcellenceofthestratagembywhichthisunparalleledwomansurprisedtheprivateinterviewbetweenPercivalandmyselfalsotothemarvellousaccuracyofherreportofthewholeconversationfromitsbeginningtoitsend.
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Hehashithertodeclinedtoavailhimselfofmyassistance.Miserableman!
Finally,thosesentimentsdictatethelinesgrateful,sympathetic,paternallineswhichappearinthisplace.Iclosethebook.
Mystrictsenseofproprietyrestoresit(bythehandsofmywife)toitsplaceonthewriter’stable.Eventsarehurryingmeaway.
Circumstancesareguidingmetoseriousissues.
Vastperspectivesofsuccessunrollthemselvesbeforemyeyes.
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Ibreathemywishesforherrecovery.
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Ihavetothankthesepagesforawakeningthefinestsensibilitiesinmynaturenothingmore.
Toapersonofsimilarsensibilitythissimpleassertionwillexplainandexcuseeverything.
MissHalcombeisapersonofsimilarsensibility.
InthatpersuasionIsignmyself,
Fosco.
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