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Thewretchedwifeoftheinnocentmanthusdoomedtodie,fellunderthesentence,asifshehadbeenmortallystricken.
But,sheutterednosound;andsostrongwasthevoicewithinher,representingthatitwassheofalltheworldwhomustupholdhiminhismiseryandnotaugmentit,thatitquicklyraisedher,evenfromthatshock.
TheJudgeshavingtotakepartinapublicdemonstrationoutofdoors,theTribunaladjourned.
Thequicknoiseandmovementofthecourt’semptyingitselfbymanypassageshadnotceased,whenLuciestoodstretchingoutherarmstowardsherhusband,withnothinginherfacebutloveandconsolation.
IfImighttouchhim!IfImightembracehimonce!O,goodcitizens,ifyouwouldhavesomuchcompassionforus!
Therewasbutagaolerleft,alongwithtwoofthefourmenwhohadtakenhimlastnight,andBarsad.
Thepeoplehadallpouredouttotheshowinthestreets.
Barsadproposedtotherest,Letherembracehimthen;itisbutamoment.
Itwassilentlyacquiescedin,andtheypassedherovertheseatsinthehalltoaraisedplace,wherehe,byleaningoverthedock,couldfoldherinhisarms.
Farewell,deardarlingofmysoul.Mypartingblessingonmylove.Weshallmeetagain,wherethewearyareatrest!
Theywereherhusband’swords,asheheldhertohisbosom.
Icanbearit,dearCharles.Iamsupportedfromabove:don’tsufferforme.Apartingblessingforourchad.
Isendittoherbyyou.Ikissherbyyou.Isayfarewelltoherbyyou.
Myhusband.No!Amoment!Hewastearinghimselfapartfromher.Weshallnotbeseparatedlong.
Ifeelthatthiswillbreakmyheartby-and-bye;butIwilldomydutywhileIcan,andwhenIleaveher,Godwillraiseupfriendsforher,asHedidforme.
Herfatherhadfollowedher,andwouldhavefallenonhiskneestobothofthem,butthatDarnayputoutahandandseizedhim,crying:
No,no!Whathaveyoudone,whathaveyoudone,thatyoushouldkneeltous!
Weknownow,whatastruggleyoumadeofold.
Weknow,nowwhatyouunderwentwhenyoususpectedmydescent,andwhenyouknewit.
Weknownow,thenaturalantipathyyoustroveagainst,andconquered,forherdearsake.
Wethankyouwithallourhearts,andallourloveandduty.Heavenbewithyou!
Herfather’sonlyanswerwastodrawhishandsthroughhiswhitehair,andwringthemwithashriekofanguish.
Itcouldnotbeotherwise,saidtheprisoner.
Allthingshaveworkedtogetherastheyhavefallenout.
itwasthealways-vainendeavourtodischargemypoormother’strustthatfirstbroughtmyfatalpresencenearyou.
Goodcouldnevercomeofsuchevil,ahappierendwasnotinnaturetosounhappyabeginning.Becomforted,andforgiveme.Heavenblessyou!
Ashewasdrawnaway,hiswifereleasedhim,andstoodlookingafterhimwithherhandstouchingoneanotherintheattitudeofprayer,andwitharadiantlookuponherface,inwhichtherewasevenacomfortingsmile.
Ashewentoutattheprisoners’door,sheturned,laidherheadlovinglyonherfather’sbreast,triedtospeaktohim,andfellathisfeet.
Then,issuingfromtheobscurecornerfromwhichhehadnevermoved,SydneyCartoncameandtookherup.
OnlyherfatherandMr.Lorrywerewithher.
Hisarmtrembledasitraisedher,andsupportedherhead.
Yet,therewasanairabouthimthatwasnotallofpitythathadaflushofprideinit.
ShallItakehertoacoach?Ishallneverfeelherweight.
Hecarriedherlightlytothedoor,andlaidhertenderlydowninacoach.Herfatherandtheiroldfriendgotintoit,andhetookhisseatbesidethedriver.
Whentheyarrivedatthegatewaywherehehadpausedinthedarknotmanyhoursbefore,topicturetohimselfonwhichoftheroughstonesofthestreetherfeethadtrodden,heliftedheragain,andcarriedherupthestaircasetotheirrooms.
There,helaidherdownonacouch,whereherchildandMissProssweptoverher.
Don’trecallhertoherself,hesaid,softly,tothelatter,sheisbetterso.Don’trevivehertoconsciousness,whilesheonlyfaints.
Oh,Carton,Carton,dearCarton!criedlittleLucie,springingupandthrowingherarmspassionatelyroundhim,inaburstofgrief.
Nowthatyouhavecome,Ithinkyouwilldosomethingtohelpmamma,somethingtosavepapa!O,lookather,dearCarton!
Canyou,ofallthepeoplewholoveher,beartoseeherso?
Hebentoverthechild,andlaidherbloomingcheekagainsthisface.Heputhergentlyfromhim,andlookedatherunconsciousmother.
BeforeIgo,hesaid,andpausedImaykissher?
Itwasrememberedafterwardsthatwhenhebentdownandtouchedherfacewithhislips,hemurmuredsomewords.
Thechild,whowasnearesttohim,toldthemafterwards,andtoldhergrandchildrenwhenshewasahandsomeoldlady,thatsheheardhimsay,Alifeyoulove.
Whenhehadgoneoutintothenextroom,heturnedsuddenlyonMr.Lorryandherfather,whowerefollowing,andsaidtothelatter:
Youhadgreatinfluencebutyesterday,DoctorManette;letitatleastbetried.
Thesejudges,andallthemeninpower,areveryfriendlytoyou,andveryrecognisantofyourservices;aretheynot?
NothingconnectedwithCharleswasconcealedfromme.IhadthestrongestassurancesthatIshouldsavehim;andIdid.Hereturnedtheansweringreattrouble,andveryslowly.
Trythemagain.Thehoursbetweenthisandto-morrowafternoonarefewandshort,buttry.
Iintendtotry.Iwillnotrestamoment.
That’swell.Ihaveknownsuchenergyasyoursdogreatthingsbeforenowthoughnever,headded,withasmileandasightogether,suchgreatthingsasthis.Buttry!
Oflittleworthaslifeiswhenwemisuseit,itisworththateffort.
Itwouldcostnothingtolaydownifitwerenot.
Iwillgo,saidDoctorManette,totheProsecutorandthePresidentstraight,andIwillgotootherswhomitisbetternottoname.Iwillwritetoo,andButstay!
ThereisaCelebrationinthestreets,andnoonewillbeaccessibleuntildark.
That’strue.Well!
Itisaforlornhopeatthebest,andnotmuchtheforlornerforbeingdelayedtilldark.
Ishouldliketoknowhowyouspeed;though,mind!Iexpectnothing!
Whenareyoulikelytohaveseenthesedreadpowers,DoctorManette?
Immediatelyafterdark,Ishouldhope.Withinanhourortwofromthis.
Itwillbedarksoonafterfour.Letusstretchthehourortwo.IfIgotoMr.Lorry’satnine,shallIhearwhatyouhavedone,eitherfromourfriendorfromyourself?
Yes.
Mayyouprosper!
Mr.LorryfollowedSydneytotheouterdoor,and,touchinghimontheshoulderashewasgoingaway,causedhimtoturn.
Ihavenohope,saidMr.Lorry,inalowandsorrowfulwhisper.
NorhaveI.
Ifanyoneofthesemen,orallofthesemen,weredisposedtosparehimwhichisalargesupposition;forwhatishislife,oranyman’stothem!
Idoubtiftheydurstsparehimafterthedemonstrationinthecourt.
AndsodoI.Iheardthefalloftheaxeinthatsound.
Mr.Lorryleanedhisarmuponthedoor-post,andbowedhisfaceuponit.
Don’tdespond,saidCarton,verygently;don’tgrieve.
IencouragedDoctorManetteinthisidea,becauseIfeltthatitmightonedaybeconsolatorytoher.
Otherwise,shemightthink`hislifewaswantonlythrownawayorwasted,’andthatmighttroubleher.
Yes,yes,yes,returnedMr.Lorry,dryinghiseyes,youareright.Buthewillperish;thereisnorealhope.
Yes.Hewillperish:thereisnorealhope,echoedCarton.
Andwalkedwithasettledstep,down-stairs.
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