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I,AlexandreManette,unfortunatephysician,nativeofBeauvais,andafterwardsresidentinParis,writethismelancholypaperinmydolefulcellintheBastille,duringthelastmonthoftheyear,1767.
Iwriteitatstolenintervals,undereverydifficulty.
Idesigntosecreteitinthewallofthechimney,whereIhaveslowlyandlaboriouslymadeaplaceofconcealmentforit.
Somepityinghandmayfinditthere,whenIandmysorrowsaredust.
ThesewordsareformedbytherustyironpointwithwhichIwritewithdifficultyinscrapingsofsootandcharcoalfromthechimney,mixedwithblood,inthelastmonthofthetenthyearofmycaptivity.Hopehasquitedepartedfrommybreast.
IknowfromterriblewarningsIhavenotedinmyselfthatmyreasonwillnotlongremainunimpaired,butIsolemnlydeclarethatIamatthistimeinthepossessionofmyrightmindthatmymemoryisexactandcircumstantialandthatIwritethetruthasIshallanswerforthesemylastrecordedwords,whethertheybeeverreadbymenornot,attheEternalJudgment-seat.
Onecloudymoonlightnight,inthethirdweekofDecember(Ithinkthetwenty-secondofthemonth)intheyear1757,IwaswalkingonaretiredpartofthequaybytheSeinefortherefreshmentofthefrostyair,atanhour’sdistancefrommyplaceofresidenceintheStreetoftheSchoolofMedicine,whenacarriagecamealongbehindme,drivenveryfast.
AsIstoodasidetoletthatcarriagepass,apprehensivethatitmightotherwiserunmedown,aheadwasputoutatthewindow,andavoicecalledtothedrivertostop.
Thecarriagestoppedassoonasthedrivercouldreininhishorses,andthesamevoicecalledtomebymyname.Ianswered.
ThecarriagewasthensofarinadvanceofmethattwogentlemenhadtimetoopenthedoorandalightbeforeIcameupwithit.
Iobservedthattheywerebothwrappedincloaks,andappearedtoconcealthemselves.
Astheystoodsidebysidenearthecarriagedoor,Ialsoobservedthattheybothlookedofaboutmyownage,orratheryounger,andthattheyweregreatlyalike,instature,manner,voice,and(asfarasIcouldsee)facetoo.
`YouareDoctorManette?’saidone.
Iam.
`DoctorManette,formerlyofBeauvais,’saidtheother;`theyoungphysician,originallyanexpertsurgeon,whowithinthelastyearortwohasmadearisingreputationinParis?’
`Gentlemen,’Ireturned,`IamthatDoctorManetteofwhomyouspeaksograciously.’
`Wehavebeentoyourresidence,’saidthefirst,`andnotbeingsofortunateastofindyouthere,andbeinginformedthatyouwereprobablywalkinginthisdirection,wefollowed,inthehopeofovertakingyou.Willyoupleasetoenterthecarriage?’
Themannerofbothwasimperious,andtheybothmoved,asthesewordswerespoken,soastoplacemebetweenthemselvesandthecarriagedoor.Theywerearmed.Iwasnot.
`Gentlemen,’saidI,`pardonme;butIusuallyinquirewhodoesmethehonourtoseekmyassistance,andwhatisthenatureofthecasetowhichIamsummoned.’
Thereplytothiswasmadebyhimwhohadspokensecond.
Doctor,yourclientsarepeopleofcondition.
Astothenatureofthecase,ourconfidenceinyourskillassuresusthatyouwillascertainitforyourselfbetterthanwecandescribeit.Enough.Willyoupleasetoenterthecarriage?’
Icoulddonothingbutcomply,andIentereditinsilence.Theybothenteredaftermethelastspringingin,afterputtingupthesteps.Thecarriageturnedabout,anddroveonatitsformerspeed.
Irepeatthisconversationexactlyasitoccurred.
Ihavenodoubtthatitis,wordforword,thesame.
Idescribeeverythingexactlyasittookplace,constrainingmymindnottowanderfromthetask.
WhereImakethebrokenmarksthatfollowhere,Ileaveoffforthetime,andputmypaperinitshiding-place.
Thecarriageleftthestreetsbehind,passedtheNorthBarrier,andemergeduponthecountryroad.
Attwo-thirdsofaleaguefromtheBarrierIdidnotestimatethedistanceatthattime,butafterwardswhenItraversedititstruckoutofthemainavenue,andpresentlystoppedatasolitaryhouse,Weallthreealighted,andwalked,byadampsoftfootpathinagardenwhereaneglectedfountainhadoverflowed,tothedoorofthehouse.
Itwasnotopenedimmediately,inanswertotheringingofthebell,andoneofmytwoconductorsstruckthemanwhoopenedit,withhisheavyridingglove,acrosstheface.
Therewasnothinginthisactiontoattractmyparticularattention,forIhadseencommonpeoplestruckmorecommonlythandogs.
But,theotherofthetwo,beingangrylikewise,struckthemaninlikemannerwithhisarm;thelookandbearingofthebrotherswerethensoexactlyalike,thatIthenfirstperceivedthemtobetwinbrothers.
Fromthetimeofouralightingattheoutergate(whichwefoundlocked,andwhichoneofthebrothershadopenedtoadmitus,andhadrelocked),Ihadheardcriesproceedingfromanupperchamber.
Iwasconductedtothischamberstraight,thecriesgrowinglouderasweascendedthestairs,andIfoundapatientinahighfeverofthebrain,lyingonabed.
Thepatientwasawomanofgreatbeauty,andyoung;assuredlynotmuchpasttwenty.
Herhairwastornandragged,andherarmswereboundtohersideswithsashesandhandkerchiefs.
Inoticedthatthesebondswereallportionsofagentleman’sdress.
Ononeofthem,whichwasafringedscarfforadressofceremony,IsawthearmorialbearingsofaNoble,andtheletterE.
Isawthis,withinthefirstminuteofmycontemplationofthepatient;for,inherrestlessstrivingsshehadturnedoveronherfaceontheedgeofthebed,haddrawntheendofthescarfintohermouth,andwasindangerofsuffocation.
Myfirstactwastoputoutmyhandtorelieveherbreathing;andinmovingthescarfaside,theembroideryinthecornercaughtmysight.
Iturnedhergentlyover,placedmyhandsuponherbreasttocalmherandkeepherdown,andlookedintoherface.
Hereyesweredilatedandwild,andsheconstantlyutteredpiercingshrieks,andrepeatedthewords,`Myhusband,myfather,andmybrother!’
andthencounteduptotwelve,andsaid,`Hush!’
Foraninstant,andnomore,shewouldpausetolisten,andthenthepiercingshriekswouldbeginagain,andshewouldrepeatthecry,`Myhusband,myfather,andmybrother!’
andwouldcountuptotwelve,andsay,`Hush!’
Therewasnovariationintheorder,orthemanner.
Therewasnocessation,buttheregularmoment’spause,intheutteranceofthesesounds.
`Howlong,’Iasked,`hasthislasted?’
Todistinguishthebrothers,Iwillcallthemtheelderandtheyounger;bytheelder,Imeanhimwhoexercisedthemostauthority.Itwastheelderwhoreplied,`Sinceaboutthishourlastnight.’
`Shehasahusband,afather,andabrother?’
`Abrother.’
`Idonotaddressherbrother?’
Heansweredwithgreatcontempt,`No.’
`Shehassomerecentassociationwiththenumbertwelve?’
Theyoungerbrotherimpatientlyrejoined,`Withtwelveo’clock?’
`See,gentlemen,’saidI,stillkeepingmyhandsuponherbreast,howuselessIam,asyouhavebroughtme!
IfIhadknownwhatIwascomingtosee,Icouldhavecomeprovided.Asitis,timemustbelost.
Therearenomedicinestobeobtainedinthislonelyplace.’
Theelderbrotherlookedtotheyounger,whosaidhaughtily,`Thereisacaseofmedicineshere;’andbroughtitfromacloset,andputitonthetable.
Iopenedsomeofthebottles,smeltthem,andputthestopperstomylips.
IfIhadwantedtouseanythingsavenarcoticmedicinesthatwerepoisonsinthemselves,Iwouldnothaveadministeredanyofthose.
`Doyoudoubtthem?’askedtheyoungerbrother.
`Yousee,monsieur,Iamgoingtousethem,’Ireplied,andsaidnomore.
Imadethepatientswallow,withgreatdifficulty,andaftermanyefforts,thedosethatIdesiredtogive.
AsIintendedtorepeatitafterawhile,andasitwasnecessarytowatchitsinfluence,Ithensatdownbythesideofthebed.
Therewasatimidandsuppressedwomaninattendance(wifeofthemandown-stairs),whohadretreatedintoacorner.
Thehousewasdampanddecayed,indifferentlyfurnishedevidently,recentlyoccupiedandtemporarilyused.
Somethickoldhangingshadbeennailedupbeforethewindows,todeadenthesoundoftheshrieks.
Theycontinuedtobeutteredintheirregularsuccession,withthecry,`Myhusband,myfather,andmybrother!’thecountinguptotwelve,and`Hush!’
Thefrenzywassoviolent,thatIhadnotunfastenedthebandagesrestrainingthearms;but,Ihadlookedtothem,toseethattheywerenotpainful.
Theonlysparkofencouragementinthecase,was,thatmyhanduponthesufferer’sbreasthadthismuchsoothinginfluence,thatforminutesatatimeittranquillisedthefigure.
Ithadnoeffectuponthecries;nopendulumcouldbemoreregular.
Forthereasonthatmyhandhadthiseffect(Iassume),Ihadsatbythesideofthebedforhalfanhour,withthetwobrotherslookingon,beforetheeldersaid:
`Thereisanotherpatient.’
Iwasstartled,andasked,`Isitapressingcase?’
`Youhadbettersee,’hecarelesslyanswered;andtookupalight.
Theotherpatientlayinabackroomacrossasecondstaircase,whichwasaspeciesofloftoverastable.
Therewasalowplasteredceilingtoapartofit;therestwasopen,totheridgeofthetiledroof,andtherewerebeamsacross.
Hayandstrawwerestoredinthatportionoftheplace,fagotsforfiring,andaheapofapplesinsand.
Ihadtopassthroughthatpart,togetattheother.
Mymemoryiscircumstantialandunshaken.
Itryitwiththesedetails,andIseethemall,inthismycellintheBastille,nearthecloseofthetenthyearofmycaptivity,asIsawthemallthatnight.
Onsomehayontheground,withacushionthrownunderhishead,layahandsomepeasantboyaboyofnotmorethanseventeenatthemost.
Helayonhisback,withhisteethset,hisrighthandclenchedonhisbreast,andhisglaringeyeslookingstraightupward.
Icouldnotseewherehiswoundwas,asIkneeledononekneeoverhim;but,Icouldseethathewasdyingofawoundfromasharppoint.
`Iamadoctor,mypoorfellow,’saidI.`Letmeexamineit.’
`Idonotwantitexamined,’heanswered;`letitbe.’
Itwasunderhishand,andIsoothedhimtoletmemovehishandaway.
Thewoundwasasword-thrust,receivedfromtwentytotwenty-fourhoursbefore,butnoskillcouldhavesavedhimifithadbeenlookedtowithoutdelay.Hewasthendyingfast.
AsIturnedmyeyestotheelderbrother,Isawhimlookingdownatthishandsomeboywhoselifewasebbingout,asifhewereawoundedbird,orhare,orrabbit;notatallasifhewereafellow-creature.
`Howhasthisbeendone,monsieur?’saidI.
`Acrazedyoungcommondog!Aserf!Forcedmybrothertodrawuponhim,andhasfallenbymybrother’sswordlikeagentleman.’
Therewasnotouchofpity,sorrow,orkindredhumanity,inthisanswer.
Thespeakerseemedtoacknowledgethatitwasinconvenienttohavethatdifferentorderofcreaturedyingthere,andthatitwouldhavebeenbetterifhehaddiedintheusualobscureroutineofhisverminkind.
Hewasquiteincapableofanycompassionatefeelingabouttheboy,orabouthisfate.
Theboy’seyeshadslowlymovedtohimashehadspoken,andtheynowslowlymovedtome.
`Doctor,theyareveryproud,theseNobles;butwecommondogsareproudtoo,sometimes.
Theyplunderus,outrageus,beatus,killus;butwehavealittleprideleft,sometimes.Shehaveyouseenher,Doctor?’
Theshrieksandthecrieswereaudiblethere,thoughsubduedbythedistance.Hereferredtothem,asifshewerelyinginourpresence.
Isaid,`Ihaveseenher.’
`Sheismysister,Doctor.Theyhavehadtheirshamefulrights,theseNobles,inthemodestyandvirtueofoursisters,manyyears,butwehavehadgoodgirlsamongus.
Iknowit,andhaveheardmyfathersayso.Shewasagoodgirl.
Shewasbetrothedtoagoodyoungman,too:atenantofhis.
Wewerealltenantsofhisthatman’swhostandsthere.
Theotherishisbrother,theworstofabadrace.’
Itwaswiththegreatestdifficultythattheboygatheredbodilyforcetospeak;but,hisspiritspokewithadreadfulemphasis.
`Weweresorobbedbythatmanwhostandsthere,asanwecommondogsarebythosesuperiorBeingstaxedbyhimwithoutmercy,obligedtoworkforhimwithoutpay,obligedtogrindourcornathismill,obligedtofeedscoresofhistamebirdsonourwretchedcrops,andforbiddenforourlivestokeepasingletamebirdofourown,pillagedandplunderedtothatdegreethatwhenwechancedtohaveabitofmeat,weateitinfear,withthedoorbarredandtheshuttersclosed,thathispeopleshouldnotseeitandtakeitfromusIsay,weweresorobbed,andhunted,andweremadesopoor,thatourfathertoldusitwasadreadfulthingtobringachildintotheworld,andthatwhatweshouldmostprayfor,was,thatourwomenmightbebarrenandourmiserableracedieout!’
Ihadneverbeforeseenthesenseofbeingoppressed,burstingforthlikeafire.
Ihadsupposedthatitmustbelatentinthepeoplesomewhere;but,Ihadneverseenitbreakout,untilIsawitinthedyingboy.
`Nevertheless,Doctor,mysistermarried.
Hewasailingatthattime,poorfellow,andshemarriedherlover,thatshemighttendandcomforthiminourcottageourdog-hut,asthatmanwouldcallit.
Shehadnotbeenmarriedmanyweeks,whenthatman’sbrothersawherandadmiredher,andaskedthatmantolendhertohimforwhatarehusbandsamongus!
Hewaswillingenough,butmysisterwasgoodandvirtuous,andhatedhisbrotherwithahatredasstrongasmine.
Whatdidthetwothen,topersuadeherhusbandtousehisinfluencewithher,tomakeherwilling?’
Theboy’seyes,whichhadbeenfixedonmine,slowlyturnedtothelooker-on,andIsawinthetwofacesthatallhesaidwastrue.
Thetwoopposingkindsofprideconfrontingoneanother,Icansee,eveninthisBastille;thegentleman’s,allnegligentindifference;thepeasants,alltrodden-downsentiment,andpassionaterevenge.
`Youknow,Doctor,thatitisamongtheRightsoftheseNoblestoharnessuscommondogstocarts,anddriveus.Theysoharnessedhimanddrovehim.
YouknowthatitisamongtheirRightstokeepusintheirgroundsallnight,quietingthefrogs,inorderthattheirnoblesleepmaynotbedisturbed.
Theykepthimoutintheunwholesomemistsatnight,andorderedhimbackintohisharnessintheday.Buthewasnotpersuaded.No!
Takenoutofharnessonedayatnoon,tofeedifhecouldfindfoodhesobbedtwelvetimes,onceforeverystrokeofthebell,anddiedonherbosom.’
Nothinghumancouldhaveheldlifeintheboybuthisdeterminationtotellallhiswrong.
Heforcedbackthegatheringshadowsofdeath,asheforcedhisclenchedrighthandtoremainclenched,andtocoverhiswound.
`Then,withthatman’spermissionandevenwithhisaid,hisbrothertookheraway;inspiteofwhatIknowshemusthavetoldhisbrotherandwhatthatis,willnotbelongunknowntoyou,Doctor,ifitisnowhisbrothertookherawayforhispleasureanddiversion,foralittlewhile.Isawherpassmeontheroad.
WhenItookthetidingshome,ourfather’sheartburst;heneverspokeoneofthewordsthatfinedit.
Itookmyyoungsister(forIhaveanother)toaplacebeyondthereachofthisman,andwhere,atleast,shewillneverbeHISvassal.
Then,Itrackedthebrotherhere,andlastnightclimbedinacommondog,butswordinhand.Whereistheloftwindow?Itwassomewherehere?’
Theroomwasdarkeningtohissight;theworldwasnarrowingaroundhim.Iglancedaboutme,andsawthatthehayandstrawweretrampledoverthefloor,asiftherehadbeenastruggle.
`Sheheardme,andranin.Itoldhernottocomenearustillhewasdead.
Hecameinandfirsttossedmesomepiecesofmoney;thenstruckatmewithawhip.
ButI,thoughacommondog,sostruckathimastomakehimdraw.
Lethimbreakintoasmanypiecesashewill,theswordthathestainedwithmycommonblood;hedrewtodefendhimselfthrustatmewithallhisskillforhislife.’
Myglancehadfallen,butafewmomentsbefore,onthefragmentsofabrokensword,lyingamongthehay.Thatweaponwasagentleman’s.
Inanotherplace,layanoldswordthatseemedtohavebeenasoldier’s.
`Now,liftmeup,Doctor;liftmeup.Whereishe?’
`Heisnothere,’Isaid,supportingtheboy,andthinkingthathereferredtothebrother.
`He!Proudasthesenoblesare,heisafraidtoseeme.Whereisthemanwhowashere?turnmyfacetohim.’
Ididso,raisingtheboy’sheadagainstmyknee.
But,investedforthemomentwithextraordinarypower,heraisedhimselfcompletely:obligingmetorisetoo,orIcouldnothavestillsupportedhim.
`Marquis,’saidtheboy,turnedtohimwithhiseyesopenedwide,andhisrighthandraised,`inthedayswhenallthesethingsaretobeansweredfor,Isummonyouandyours,tothelastofyourbadrace,toanswerforthem.
Imarkthiscrossofblooduponyou,asasignthatIdoit.
Inthedayswhenallthesethingsaretobeansweredfor,Isummonyourbrother,theworstofthebadrace,toanswerforthemseparately.
Imarkthiscrossofblooduponhim,asasignthatIdoit.’
Twice,heputhishandtothewoundinhisbreast,andwithhisforefingerdrewacrossintheair.
Hestoodforaninstantwiththefingeryetraised,andasitdropped,hedroppedwithit,andIlaidhimdowndead.
WhenIreturnedtothebedsideoftheyoungwoman,Ifoundherravinginpreciselythesameorderofcontinuity.
Iknewthatthismightlastformanyhours,andthatitwouldprobablyendinthesilenceofthegrave.
IrepeatedthemedicinesIhadgivenher,andIsatatthesideofthebeduntilthenightwasfaradvanced.
Sheneverabatedthepiercingqualityofhershrieks,neverstumbledinthedistinctnessortheorderofherwords.
Theywerealways`Myhusband,myfather,andmybrother!
One,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine,ten,eleven,twelve.Hush!’
Thislastedtwenty-sixhoursfromthetimewhenIfirstsawher.
Ihadcomeandgonetwice,andwasagainsittingbyher,whenshebegantofalter.
Ididwhatlittlecouldbedonetoassistthatopportunity,andby-and-byeshesankintoalethargy,andlaylikethedead.
Itwasasifthewindandrainhadlulledatlast,afteralongandfearfulstorm.
Ireleasedherarms,andcalledthewomantoassistmetocomposeherfigureandthedressshehadtom.
ItwasthenthatIknewherconditiontobethatofoneinwhomthefirstexpectationsofbeingamotherhavearisen;anditwasthenthatIlostthelittlehopeIhadhadofher.
`Isshedead?’askedtheMarquis,whomIwillstilldescribeastheelderbrother,comingbootedintotheroomfromhishorse.
`Notdead,’saidI;`butliketodie.’
`Whatstrengththereisinthesecommonbodies!’hesaid,lookingdownatherwithsomecuriosity.
`Thereisprodigiousstrength,’Iansweredhim,`insorrowanddespair.’
Hefirstlaughedatmywords,andthenfrownedatthem.Hemovedachairwithhisfootneartomine,orderedthewomanaway,andsaidinasubduedvoice,
`Doctor,findingmybrotherinthisdifficultywiththesehinds,Irecommendedthatyouraidshouldbeinvited.
Yourreputationishigh,and,asayoungmanwithyourfortunetomake,youareprobablymindfulofyourinterest.
Thethingsthatyouseehere,arethingstobeseen,andnotspokenof.’
Ilistenedtothepatient’sbreathing,andavoidedanswering.
`Doyouhonourmewithyourattention,Doctor?’
`Monsieur,’saidI,`inmyprofession,thecommunicationsofpatientsarealwaysreceivedinconfidence.’Iwasguardedinmyanswer,forIwastroubledinmymindwithwhatIhadheardandseen.
Herbreathingwassodifficulttotrace,thatIcarefullytriedthepulseandtheheart.Therewaslife,andnomore.LookingroundasIresumedmyseat,Ifoundboththebrothersintentuponme.
Iwritewithsomuchdifficulty,thecoldissosevere,Iamsofearfulofbeingdetectedandconsignedtoanundergroundcellandtotaldarkness,thatImustabridgethisnarrative.
Thereisnoconfusionorfailureinmymemory;itcanrecall,andcoulddetail,everywordthatwaseverspokenbetweenmeandthosebrothers.
Shelingeredforaweek.Towardsthelast,Icouldunderstandsomefewsyllablesthatshesaidtome,byplacingmyearclosetoherlips.
Sheaskedmewhereshewas,andItoldher;whoIwas,andItoldher.
ItwasinvainthatIaskedherforherfamilyname.
Shefaintlyshookherheaduponthepillow,andkepthersecret,astheboyhaddone.
Ihadnoopportunityofaskingheranyquestion,untilIhadtoldthebrothersshewassinkingfast,andcouldnotliveanotherday.
Untilthen,thoughnoonewaseverpresentedtoherconsciousnesssavethewomanandmyself,oneorotherofthemhadalwaysjealouslysatbehindthecurtainattheheadofthebedwhenIwasthere.
Butwhenitcametothat,theyseemedcarelesswhatcommunicationImightholdwithher;asifthethoughtpassedthroughmymindIweredyingtoo.
Ialwaysobservedthattheirpridebitterlyresentedtheyoungerbrother’s(asIcallhim)havingcrossedswordswithapeasant,andthatpeasantaboy.
Theonlyconsiderationthatappearedtoaffectthemindofeitherofthemwastheconsiderationthatthiswashighlydegradingtothefamily,andwasridiculous.
AsoftenasIcaughttheyoungerbrother’seyes,theirexpressionremindedmethathedislikedmedeeply,forknowingwhatIknewfromtheboy.
Hewassmootherandmorepolitetomethantheelder;butIsawthis.
IalsosawthatIwasanincumbranceinthemindoftheelder,too.
Mypatientdied,twohoursbeforemidnightatatime,bymywatch,answeringalmosttotheminutewhenIhadfirstseenher.
Iwasalonewithher,whenherforlornyoungheaddroopedgentlyononeside,andallherearthlywrongsandsorrowsended.
Thebrotherswerewaitinginaroomdown-stairs,impatienttorideaway.Ihadheardthem,aloneatthebedside,strikingtheirbootswiththeirriding-whips,andloiteringupanddown.
`Atlastsheisdead?’saidtheelder,whenIwentin.
’Sheisdead,’saidI.
`Icongratulateyou,mybrother,’werehiswordsasheturnedround.
Hehadbeforeofferedmemoney,whichIhadpostponedtaking.Henowgavemearouleauofgold.
Itookitfromhishand,butlaiditonthetable.
Ihadconsideredthequestion,andhadresolvedtoacceptnothing.
`Prayexcuseme,’saidI.`Underthecircumstances,no.’
Theyexchangedlooks,butbenttheirheadstomeasIbentminetothem,andwepartedwithoutanotherwordoneitherside.
Iamweary,weary,weary-worndownbymisery.IcannotreadwhatIhavewrittenwiththisgaunthand.
Earlyinthemorning,therouleauofgoldwasleftatmydoorinalittlebox,withmynameontheoutside.
Fromthefirst,IhadanxiouslyconsideredwhatIoughttodo.
Idecided,thatday,towriteprivatelytotheMinister,statingthenatureofthetwocasestowhichIhadbeensummoned,andtheplacetowhichIhadgone:ineffect,statingallthecircumstances.
IknewwhatCourtinfluencewas,andwhattheimmunitiesoftheNobleswere,andIexpectedthatthematterwouldneverbeheardof;but,Iwishedtorelievemyownmind.
Ihadkeptthematteraprofoundsecret,evenfrommywife;andthis,too,Iresolvedtostateinmyletter.
Ihadnoapprehensionwhateverofmyrealdanger;butIwasconsciousthattheremightbedangerforothers,ifotherswerecompromisedbypossessingtheknowledgethatIpossessed.
Iwasmuchengagedthatday,andcouldnotcompletemyletterthatnight.
Iroselongbeforemyusualtimenextmorningtofinishit.Itwasthelastdayoftheyear.
Theletterwaslyingbeforemejustcompleted,whenIwastoldthataladywaited,whowishedtoseeme.
IamgrowingmoreandmoreunequaltothetaskIhavesetmyself.Itissocold,sodark,mysensesaresobenumbed,andthegloomuponmeissodreadful.
Theladywasyoung,engaging,andhandsome,butnotmarkedforlonglife.Shewasingreatagitation.
ShepresentedherselftomeasthewifeoftheMarquisSt.Evremonde.
Iconnectedthetitlebywhichtheboyhadaddressedtheelderbrother,withtheinitialletterembroideredonthescarf,andhadnodifficultyinarrivingattheconclusionthatIhadseenthatnoblemanverylately.
Mymemoryisstillaccurate,butIcannotwritethewordsofourconversation.
IsuspectthatIamwatchedmorecloselythanIwas,andIknownotatwhattimesImaybewatched.
Shehadinpartsuspected,andinpartdiscovered,themainfactsofthecruelstory,ofherhusband’sshareinit,andmybeingresortedto.
Shedidnotknowthatthegirlwasdead.
Herhopehadbeen,shesaidingreatdistress,toshowher,insecret,awoman’ssympathy.
HerhopehadbeentoavertthewrathofHeavenfromaHousethathadlongbeenhatefultothesufferingmany.
Shehadreasonsforbelievingthattherewasayoungsisterliving,andhergreatestdesirewas,tohelpthatsister.
Icouldtellhernothingbutthattherewassuchasister;beyondthat,Iknewnothing.
Herinducementtocometome,relyingonmyconfidence,hadbeenthehopethatIcouldtellherthenameandplaceofabode.
Whereas,tothiswretchedhourIamignorantofboth.
Thesescrapsofpaperfailme.Onewastakenfromme,withawarning,yesterday.Imustfinishmyrecordto-day.
Shewasagood,compassionatelady,andnothappyinhermarriage.Howcouldshebe!
Thebrotherdistrustedanddislikedher,andhisinfluencewasallopposedtoher;shestoodindreadofhim,andindreadofherhusbandtoo.
WhenIhandedherdowntothedoor,therewasachild,aprettyboyfromtwotothreeyearsold,inhercarriage.
`Forhissake,Doctor,’shesaid,pointingtohimintears,`IwoulddoallIcantomakewhatpooramendsIcan.
Hewillneverprosperinhisinheritanceotherwise.
Ihaveapresentimentthatifnootherinnocentatonementismadeforthis,itwillonedayberequiredofhim.
WhatIhavelefttocallmyownitislittlebeyondtheworthofafewjewelsIwillmakeitthefirstchargeofhislifetobestow,withthecompassionandlamentingofhisdeadmother,onthisinjuredfamily,ifthesistercanbediscovered.’
Shekissedtheboy,andsaid,caressinghim,`Itisforthineowndearsake.Thouwiltbefaithful,littleCharles?’Thechildansweredherbravely,`Yes!’
Ikissedherhand,andshetookhiminherarms,andwentawaycaressinghim.Ineversawhermore.
Asshehadmentionedherhusband’snameinthefaiththatIknewit,Iaddednomentionofittomyletter.Isealedmyletter,and,nottrustingitoutofmyownhands,delivereditmyselfthatday.
Thatnight,thelastnightoftheyear,towardsnineo’clock,amaninablackdressrangatmygate,demandedtoseeme,andsoftlyfollowedmyservant,ErnestDefarge,ayouth,up-stairs.
WhenmyservantcameintotheroomwhereIsatwithmywifeOmywife,belovedofmyheart!MyfairyoungEnglishwife!
wesawtheman,whowassupposedtobeatthegate,standingsilentbehindhim.
AnurgentcaseintheRueSt.Honore,hesaid.Itwouldnotdetainme,hehadacoachinwaiting.
Itbroughtmehere,itbroughtmetomygrave.
WhenIwasclearofthehouse,ablackmufflerwasdrawntightlyovermymouthfrombehind,andmyarmswerepinioned.
Thetwobrotherscrossedtheroadfromadarkcorner,andidentifiedmewithasinglegesture.
TheMarquistookfromhispockettheletterIhadwritten,showeditme,burntitinthelightofalanternthatwasheld,andextinguishedtheasheswithhisfoot.Notawordwasspoken.
Iwasbroughthere,Iwasbroughttomylivinggrave.
IfithadpleasedGODtoputitinthehardheartofeitherofthebrothers,inallthesefrightfulyears,tograntmeanytidingsofmydearestwifesomuchastoletmeknowbyawordwhetheraliveordeadImighthavethoughtthatHehadnotquiteabandonedthem.
But,nowIbelievethatthemarkoftheredcrossisfataltothem,andthattheyhavenopartinHismercies.
Andthemandtheirdescendants,tothelastoftheirrace,I,AlexandreManette,unhappyprisoner,dothislastnightoftheyear1767,inmyunbearableagony,denouncetothetimeswhenallthesethingsshallbeansweredfor.
IdenouncethemtoHeavenandtoearth.
Aterriblesoundarosewhenthereadingofthisdocumentwasdone.
Asoundofcravingandeagernessthathadnothingarticulateinitbutblood.
Thenarrativecalledupthemostrevengefulpassionsofthetime,andtherewasnotaheadinthenationbutmusthavedroppedbeforeit.
Littleneed,inpresenceofthattribunalandthatauditory,to&howhowtheDefargeshadnotmadethepaperpublic,withtheothercapturedBastillememorialsborneinprocession,andhadkeptit,bidingtheirtime.
LittleneedtoshowthatthisdetestedfamilynamehadlongbeenanathematisedbySaintAntoine,andwaswroughtintothefatalregister.
Themannevertrodgroundwhosevirtuesandserviceswouldhavesustainedhiminthatplacethatday,againstsuchdenunciation.
Andalltheworseforthedoomedman,thatthedenouncerwasawell-knowncitizen,hisownattachedfriend,thefatherofhiswife.
Oneofthefrenziedaspirationsofthepopulacewas,forimitationsofthequestionablepublicvirtuesofantiquity,andforsacrificesandself-immolationsonthepeople’saltar.
ThereforewhenthePresidentsaid(elsehadhisownheadquiveredonhisshoulders),thatthegoodphysicianoftheRepublicwoulddeservebetterstilloftheRepublicbyrootingoutanobnoxiousfamilyofAristocrats,andwoulddoubtlessfeelasacredglowandjoyinmakinghisdaughterawidowandherchildanorphan,therewaswildexcitement,patrioticfervour,notatouchofhumansympathy.
Muchinfluencearoundhim,hasthatDoctor?murmuredMadameDefarge,smilingtoTheVengeance.Savehimnow,myDoctor,savehim!
Ateveryjuryman’svote,therewasaroar.Anotherandanother.Roarandroar.
Unanimouslyvoted.AtheartandbydescentanAristocrat,anenemyoftheRepublic,anotoriousoppressorofthePeople.BacktotheConciergerie,andDeathwithinfour-and-twentyhours!
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