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Thecolumnthathadbuttedstoutlyattheobstaclesintheroadwaywasbarelyoutoftheyouth’ssightbeforehesawdarkwavesofmencomesweepingoutofthewoodsanddownthroughthefields.
Heknewatoncethatthesteelfibershadbeenwashedfromtheirhearts.
Theywereburstingfromtheircoatsandtheirequipmentsasfromentanglements.
Theychargeddownuponhimliketerrifiedbuffaloes.
Behindthembluesmokecurledandcloudedabovethetreetops,andthroughthethicketshecouldsometimesseeadistantpinkglare.Thevoicesofthecannonwereclamoringininterminablechorus.
Theyouthwashorrorstricken.Hestaredinagonyandamazement.
Heforgotthathewasengagedincombatingtheuniverse.
Hethrewasidehismentalpamphletsonthephilosophyoftheretreatedandrulesfortheguidanceofthedamned.
Thefightwaslost.Thedragonswerecomingwithinvinciblestrides.
Thearmy,helplessinthemattedthicketsandblindedbytheoverhangingnight,wasgoingtobeswallowed.
War,theredanimal,war,theblood-swollengod,wouldhavebloatedfill.
Withinhimsomethingbadetocryout.Hehadtheimpulsetomakearallyingspeech,tosingabattlehymn,buthecouldonlygethistonguetocallintotheair:Why-why-whatwhat’sth’matter?
Soonhewasinthemidstofthem.Theywereleapingandscamperingallabouthim.Theirblanchedfacesshoneinthedusk.
Theyseemed,forthemostpart,tobeveryburlymen.
Theyouthturnedfromonetoanotherofthemastheygallopedalong.Hisincoherentquestionswerelost.Theywereheedlessofhisappeals.Theydidnotseemtoseehim.
Theysometimesgabbledinsanely.Onehugemanwasaskingofthesky:Say,wheredeplankroad?Wheredeplankroad!Itwasasifhehadlostachild.Heweptinhispainanddismay.
Presently,menwererunninghitherandthitherinallways.
Theartillerybooming,forward,rearward,andontheflanksmadejumbleofideasofdirection.
Landmarkshadvanishedintothegatheredgloom.
Theyouthbegantoimaginethathehadgotintothecenterofthetremendousquarrel,andhecouldperceivenowayoutofit.
Fromthemouthsofthefleeingmencameathousandwildquestions,butnoonemadeanswers.
Theyouth,afterrushingaboutandthrowinginterrogationsattheheedlessbandsofretreatinginfantry,finallyclutchedamanbythearm.Theyswungaroundfacetoface.
Why-why-stammeredtheyouthstrugglingwithhisbalkingtongue.
ThemanscreamedLetgome!Letgome!
Hisfacewaslividandhiseyeswererollinguncontrolled.Hewasheavingandpanting.
Hestillgraspedhisrifle,perhapshavingforgottentoreleasehisholduponit.
Hetuggedfrantically,andtheyouthbeingcompelledtoleanforwardwasdraggedseveralpaces.Letgome!Letgome!
Why-why-stutteredtheyouth.
Well,then!bawledthemaninaluridrage.Headroitlyandfiercelyswunghisrifle.Itcrushedupontheyouth’shead.Themanranon.
Theyouth’sfingershadturnedtopasteupontheother’sarm.
Theenergywassmittenfromhismuscles.
Hesawtheflamingwingsoflightningflashbeforehisvision.
Therewasadeafeningrumbleofthunderwithinhishead.
Suddenlyhislegsseemedtodie.Hesankwrithingtotheground.Hetriedtoarise.Inhiseffortsagainstthenumbingpainhewaslikeamanwrestlingwithacreatureoftheair.
Therewasasinisterstruggle.
Sometimeshewouldachieveapositionhalferect,battlewiththeairforamoment,andthenfallagain,grabbingatthegrass.Hisfacewasofaclammypallor.Deepgroanswerewrenchedfromhim.
Atlast,withatwistingmovement,hegotuponhishandsandknees,andfromthence,likeababetryingtowalk,tohisfeet.Pressinghishandstohistempleshewentlurchingoverthegrass.
Hefoughtanintensebattlewithhisbody.
Hisdulledsenseswishedhimtoswoonandheopposedthemstubbornly,hismindportrayingunknowndangersandmutilationsifheshouldfalluponthefield.Hewenttallsoldierfashion.
Heimaginedsecludedspotswherehecouldfallandbeunmolested.
Tosearchforonehestroveagainstthetideofpain.
Onceheputhishandtothetopofhisheadandtimidlytouchedthewound.
Thescratchingpainofthecontactmadehimdrawalongbreaththroughhisclinchedteeth.Hisfingersweredabbledwithblood.Heregardedthemwithafixedstare.
Aroundhimhecouldhearthegrumbleofjoltedcannonasthescurryinghorseswerelashedtowardthefront.
Once,ayoungofficeronabesplashedchargernearlyranhimdown.
Heturnedandwatchedthemassofguns,men,andhorsessweepinginawidecurvetowardagapinafence.
Theofficerwasmakingexcitedmotionswithagauntletedhand.
Thegunsfollowedtheteamswithanairofunwillingness,ofbeingdraggedbytheheels.
Someofficersofthescatteredinfantrywerecursingandrailinglikefishwives.
Theirscoldingvoicescouldbeheardabovethedin.
Intotheunspeakablejumbleintheroadwayrodeasquadronofcavalry.
Thefadedyellowoftheirfacingsshonebravely.Therewasamightyaltercation.
Theartillerywereassemblingasifforaconference.
Thebluehazeofeveningwasuponthefield.Thelinesofforestwerelongpurpleshadows.Onecloudlayalongthewesternskypartlysmotheringthered.
Astheyouthleftthescenebehindhim,heheardthegunssuddenlyroarout.Heimaginedthemshakinginblackrage.
Theybelchedandhowledlikebrassdevilsguardingagate.
Thesoftairwasfilledwiththetremendousremonstrance.
Withitcametheshatteringpealofopposinginfantry.
Turningtolookbehindhim,hecouldseesheetsoforangelightilluminetheshadowydistance.
Thereweresubtleandsuddenlightningsinthefarair.
Attimeshethoughthecouldseeheavingmassesofmen.
Hehurriedoninthedusk.Thedayhadfadeduntilhecouldbarelydistinguishplaceforhisfeet.
Thepurpledarknesswasfilledwithmenwholecturedandjabbered.
Sometimeshecouldseethemgesticulatingagainsttheblueandsombersky.
Thereseemedtobeagreatruckofmenandmunitionsspreadaboutintheforestandinthefields.
Thelittlenarrowroadwaynowlaylifeless.
Therewereoverturnedwagonslikesun-driedbowlders.
Thebedoftheformertorrentwaschokedwiththebodiesofhorsesandsplinteredpartsofwarmachines.
Ithadcometopassthathiswoundpainedhimbutlittle.
Hewasafraidtomoverapidly,however,foradreadofdisturbingit.
Heheldhisheadverystillandtookmanyprecautionsagainststumbling.
Hewasfilledwithanxiety,andhisfacewaspinchedanddrawninanticipationofthepainofanysuddenmistakeofhisfeetinthegloom.
Histhoughts,ashewalked,fixedintentlyuponhishurt.
Therewasacool,liquidfeelingaboutitandheimaginedbloodmovingslowlydownunderhishair.
Hisheadseemedswollentoasizethatmadehimthinkhisnecktobeinadequate.
Thenewsilenceofhiswoundmademuchworriment.
Thelittleblisteringvoicesofpainthathadcalledoutfromhisscalpwere,hethought,definiteintheirexpressionofdanger.
Bythemhebelievedhecouldmeasurehisplight.
Butwhentheyremainedominouslysilenthebecamefrightenedandimaginedterriblefingersthatclutchedintohisbrain.
Amidithebegantoreflectuponvariousincidentsandconditionsofthepast.
Hebethoughthimofcertainmealshismotherhadcookedathome,inwhichthosedishesofwhichhewasparticularlyfondhadoccupiedprominentpositions.Hesawthespreadtable.
Thepinewallsofthekitchenwereglowinginthewarmlightfromthestove.
Too,herememberedhowheandhiscompanionsusedtogofromtheschool-housetothebankofashadedpool.
Hesawhisclothesindisorderlyarrayuponthegrassofthebank.
Hefelttheswashofthefragrantwateruponhisbody.
Theleavesoftheoverhangingmaplerustledwithmelodyinthewindofyouthfulsummer.
Hewasovercomepresentlybyadraggingweariness.Hisheadhungforwardandhisshoulderswerestoopedasifhewerebearingagreatbundle.Hisfeetshuffledalongtheground.
Heheldcontinuousargumentsastowhetherheshouldliedownandsleepatsomenearspot,orforcehimselfonuntilhereachedacertainhaven.
Heoftentriedtodismissthequestion,buthisbodypersistedinrebellionandhissensesnaggedathimlikepamperedbabies.
Atlastheheardacheeryvoicenearhisshoulder:Yehseemt’beinaprettybadway,boy?
Theyouthdidnotlookup,butheassentedwiththicktongue.Uh!
Theownerofthecheeryvoicetookhimfirmlybythearm.
Well,hesaid,witharoundlaugh,I’mgoin’yourway.Th’hullgangisgoin’yourway.An’IguessIkingiveyehalift.
Theybegantowalklikeadrunkenmanandhisfriend.
Astheywentalong,themanquestionedtheyouthandassistedhimwiththereplieslikeonemanipulatingthemindofachild.Sometimesheinterjectedanecdotes.Whatreg’mentdoyehb’longteh?Eh?What’sthat?Th’304thN’York?Why,whatcorpsisthatin?Oh,itis?
Why,Ithoughttheywasn’tengagedt’-daytheyrewayoverinth’center.Oh,theywas,eh?
Wellprettynearlyeverybodygottheirshareafightin’t’-day.
Bydad,Igivemyselfupferdeadanynumberatimes.
Therewasshootin’herean’shootin’there,an’hollerin’herean’hollerin’there,inth’damn’darkness,untilIcouldn’ttellt’savem’soulwhichsideIwason.
SometimesIthoughtIwassurenoughfromOhier,an’othertimesIcouldasworeIwasfromth’bitterendofFlorida.
Itwasth’mostmixedupdernthingIeversee.
An’theseherehullwoodsisareg’larmess.
Itllbeamiracleifwefindourreg’mentst’-night.
Prettysoon,though,wellmeeta-plentyofguardsan’provost-guards,an’onethingan’another.Ho!theretheygowithanoff’cer,Iguess.Lookathishanda-draggin’.He’sgotallth’warhewants,Ibet.
Hewon’tbetalkin’sobigabouthisreputationan’allwhentheygot’sawin’offhisleg.Poorfeller!
Mybrother’sgotwhiskersjestlikethat.Howdidyehgitwayoverhere,anyhow?
Yourreg’mentisalongwayfromhere,ain’tit?Well,Iguesswecanfindit.
Yehknowtherewasaboykilledinmycomp’nyt’-daythatIthoughtth’worldan’allof.Jackwasanicefeller.
Byginger,ithurtlikethundert’seeol’Jackjestgitknockedflat.
Wewasa-standin’purtypeaceableferaspell,thoughtherewasmenrunnin’ev’rywayallroundus,an’whilewewasa-standin’likethat,longcomeabigfatfeller.
Hebegant’peckatJack’selbow,an’heses:Say,where’sth’roadt’th’river?’
An’Jack,heneverpaidnoattention,an’th’fellerkeptona-peckin’athiselbowan’sayin’:Say,where’sth’roadt’th’river?’
Jackwasa-lookin’aheadallth’timetryin’t’seeth’Johnniescomin’throughth’woods,an’heneverpaidnoattentiont’thisbigfatfellerferalongtime,butatlastheturnedroundan’heses:Ah,got’hellan’findth’roadt’th’river!’
An’jestthenashotslappedhimbangonth’sideth’head.Hewasasergeant,too.Themwashislastwords.
Thunder,Iwishwewassureafindin’ourreg’mentst’-night.It’sgoin’t’belonghuntin’.ButIguesswekindoit.
Inthesearchwhichfollowed,themanofthecheeryvoiceseemedtotheyouthtopossessawandofamagickind.
Hethreadedthemazesofthetangledforestwithastrangefortune.
Inencounterswithguardsandpatrolshedisplayedthekeennessofadetectiveandthevalorofagamin.
Obstaclesfellbeforehimandbecameofassistance.
Theyouth,withhischinstillonhisbreast,stoodwoodenlybywhilehiscompanionbeatwaysandmeansoutofsullenthings.
Theforestseemedavasthiveofmenbuzzingaboutinfranticcircles,butthecheerymanconductedtheyouthwithoutmistakes,untilatlasthebegantochucklewithgleeandself-satisfaction.Ah,thereyehare!Seethatfire?
Theyouthnoddedstupidly.
Well,there’swhereyourreg’mentis.An’now,good-by,ol’boy,goodluckt’yeh.
Awarmandstronghandclaspedtheyouth’slanguidfingersforaninstant,andthenheheardacheerfulandaudaciouswhistlingasthemanstrodeaway.
Ashewhohadsobefriendedhimwasthuspassingoutofhislife,itsuddenlyoccurredtotheyouththathehadnotonceseenhisface.
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