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Theyouthcringedasifdiscoveredinacrime.Byheavens,theyhadwonafterall!Theimbecilelinehadremainedandbecomevictors.Hecouldhearcheering.
Heliftedhimselfuponhistoesandlookedinthedirectionofthefight.Ayellowfoglaywallowingonthetreetops.Frombeneathitcametheclatterofmusketry.Hoarsecriestoldofanadvance.
Heturnedawayamazedandangry.Hefeltthathehadbeenwronged.
Hehadfled,hetoldhimself,becauseannihilationapproached.
Hehaddoneagoodpartinsavinghimself,whowasalittlepieceofthearmy.
Hehadconsideredthetime,hesaid,tobeoneinwhichitwasthedutyofeverylittlepiecetorescueitselfifpossible.
Latertheofficerscouldfitthelittlepiecestogetheragain,andmakeabattlefront.
Ifnoneofthelittlepieceswerewiseenoughtosavethemselvesfromtheflurryofdeathatsuchatime,why,then,wherewouldbethearmy?
Itwasallplainthathehadproceededaccordingtoverycorrectandcommendablerules.Hisactionshadbeensagaciousthings.Theyhadbeenfullofstrategy.Theyweretheworkofamaster’slegs.
Thoughtsofhiscomradescametohim.Thebrittlebluelinehadwithstoodtheblowsandwon.Hegrewbitteroverit.
Itseemedthattheblindignoranceandstupidityofthoselittlepieceshadbetrayedhim.
Hehadbeenoverturnedandcrushedbytheirlackofsenseinholdingtheposition,whenintelligentdeliberationwouldhaveconvincedthemthatitwasimpossible.
He,theenlightenedmanwholooksafarinthedark,hadfledbecauseofhissuperiorperceptionsandknowledge.
Hefeltagreatangeragainsthiscomrades.
Heknewitcouldbeprovedthattheyhadbeenfools.
Hewonderedwhattheywouldremarkwhenlaterheappearedincamp.Hismindheardhowlsofderision.Theirdensitywouldnotenablethemtounderstandhissharperpointofview.
Hebegantopityhimselfacutely.Hewasillused.
Hewastroddenbeneaththefeetofanironinjustice.
Hehadproceededwithwisdomandfromthemostrighteousmotivesunderheaven’sblueonlytobefrustratedbyhatefulcircumstances.
Adull,animal-likerebellionagainsthisfellows,warintheabstract,andfategrewwithinhim.
Heshambledalongwithbowedhead,hisbraininatumultofagonyanddespair.
Whenhelookedloweringlyup,quiveringateachsound,hiseyeshadtheexpressionofthoseofacriminalwhothinkshisguiltlittleandhispunishmentgreat,andknowsthathecanfindnowords.
Hewentfromthefieldsintoathickwoods,asifresolvedtoburyhimself.Hewishedtogetoutofhearingofthecracklingshotswhichweretohimlikevoices.
Thegroundwasclutteredwithvinesandbushes,andthetreesgrewcloseandspreadoutlikebouquets.
Hewasobligedtoforcehiswaywithmuchnoise.
Thecreepers,catchingagainsthislegs,criedoutharshlyastheirspraysweretornfromthebarksoftrees.
Theswishingsaplingstriedtomakeknownhispresencetotheworld.Hecouldnotconciliatetheforest.
Ashemadehisway,itwasalwayscallingoutprotestations.
Whenheseparatedembracesoftreesandvinesthedisturbedfoliageswavedtheirarmsandturnedtheirfaceleavestowardhim.
Hedreadedlestthesenoisymotionsandcriesshouldbringmentolookathim.
Sohewentfar,seekingdarkandintricateplaces.
Afteratimethesoundofmusketrygrewfaintandthecannonboomedinthedistance.
Thesun,suddenlyapparent,blazedamongthetrees.
Theinsectsweremakingrhythmicalnoises.
Theyseemedtobegrindingtheirteethinunison.
Awoodpeckerstuckhisimpudentheadaroundthesideofatree.Abirdflewonlightheartedwing.
Offwastherumbleofdeath.ItseemednowthatNaturehadnoears.
Thislandscapegavehimassurance.Afairfieldholdinglife.Itwasthereligionofpeace.
Itwoulddieifitstimideyeswerecompelledtoseeblood.
HeconceivedNaturetobeawomanwithadeepaversiontotragedy.
Hethrewapineconeatajovialsquirrel,andheranwithchatteringfear.Highinatreetophestopped,and,pokinghisheadcautiouslyfrombehindabranch,lookeddownwithanairoftrepidation.
Theyouthfelttriumphantatthisexhibition.Therewasthelaw,hesaid.Naturehadgivenhimasign.
Thesquirrel,immediatelyuponrecognizingdanger,hadtakentohislegswithoutado.
Hedidnotstandstolidlybaringhisfurrybellytothemissile,anddiewithanupwardglanceatthesympatheticheavens.
Onthecontrary,hehadfledasfastashislegscouldcarryhim;andhewasbutanordinarysquirrel,toodoubtlessnophilosopherofhisrace.
Theyouthwended,feelingthatNaturewasofhismind.
Shere-enforcedhisargumentwithproofsthatlivedwherethesunshone.
Oncehefoundhimselfalmostintoaswamp.
Hewasobligedtowalkuponbogtuftsandwatchhisfeettokeepfromtheoilymire.
Pausingatonetimetolookabouthimhesaw,outatsomeblackwater,asmallanimalpounceinandemergedirectlywithagleamingfish.
Theyouthwentagainintothedeepthickets.Thebrushedbranchesmadeanoisethatdrownedthesoundsofcannon.Hewalkedon,goingfromobscurityintopromisesofagreaterobscurity.
Atlengthhereachedaplacewherethehigh,archingboughsmadeachapel.
Hesoftlypushedthegreendoorsasideandentered.
Pineneedleswereagentlebrowncarpet.Therewasareligioushalflight.
Nearthethresholdhestopped,horror-strickenatthesightofathing.
Hewasbeinglookedatbyadeadmanwhowasseatedwithhisbackagainstacolumnliketree.
Thecorpsewasdressedinauniformthathadoncebeenblue,butwasnowfadedtoamelancholyshadeofgreen.
Theeyes,staringattheyouth,hadchangedtothedullhuetobeseenonthesideofadeadfish.Themouthwasopen.
Itsredhadchangedtoanappallingyellow.
Overthegrayskinofthefaceranlittleants.
Onewastrundlingsomesortofbundlealongtheupperlip.
Theyouthgaveashriekasheconfrontedthething.
Hewasformomentsturnedtostonebeforeit.
Heremainedstaringintotheliquid-lookingeyes.
Thedeadmanandthelivingmanexchangedalonglook.
Thentheyouthcautiouslyputonehandbehindhimandbroughtitagainstatree.
Leaninguponthisheretreated,stepbystep,withhisfacestilltowardthething.
Hefearedthatifheturnedhisbackthebodymightspringupandstealthilypursuehim.
Thebranches,pushingagainsthim,threatenedtothrowhimoveruponit.
Hisunguidedfeet,too,caughtaggravatinglyinbrambles;andwithitallhereceivedasubtlesuggestiontotouchthecorpse.
Ashethoughtofhishanduponitheshudderedprofoundly.
Atlastheburstthebondswhichhadfastenedhimtothespotandfled,unheedingtheunderbrush.
Hewaspursuedbythesightofblackantsswarminggreedilyuponthegrayfaceandventuringhorriblyneartotheeyes.
Afteratimehepaused,and,breathlessandpanting,listened.Heimaginedsomestrangevoicewouldcomefromthedeadthroatandsquawkafterhiminhorriblemenaces.
Thetreesabouttheportalofthechapelmovedsoughinglyinasoftwind.Asadsilencewasuponthelittleguardingedifice.
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