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Anhourpassedawaybeforethegeneralcamein,spent,onthepartofhisyoungguest,innoveryfavourableconsiderationofhischaracter.
Thislengthenedabsence,thesesolitaryrambles,didnotspeakamindatease,oraconsciencevoidofreproach.
Atlengthheappeared;and,whatevermighthavebeenthegloomofhismeditations,hecouldstillsmilewiththem.
MissTilney,understandinginpartherfriend’scuriositytoseethehouse,soonrevivedthesubject;andherfatherbeing,contrarytoCatherine’sexpectations,unprovidedwithanypretenceforfurtherdelay,beyondthatofstoppingfiveminutestoorderrefreshmentstobeintheroombytheirreturn,wasatlastreadytoescortthem.
Theysetforward;and,withagrandeurofair,adignifiedstep,whichcaughttheeye,butcouldnotshakethedoubtsofthewellreadCatherine,heledthewayacrossthehall,throughthecommondrawingroomandoneuselessantechamber,intoaroommagnificentbothinsizeandfurnituretherealdrawingroom,usedonlywithcompanyofconsequence.
Itwasverynobleverygrandverycharming!
wasallthatCatherinehadtosay,forherindiscriminatingeyescarcelydiscernedthecolourofthesatin;andallminutenessofpraise,allpraisethathadmuchmeaning,wassuppliedbythegeneral:thecostlinessoreleganceofanyroom’sfittingupcouldbenothingtoher;shecaredfornofurnitureofamoremoderndatethanthefifteenthcentury.
Whenthegeneralhadsatisfiedhisowncuriosity,inacloseexaminationofeverywellknownornament,theyproceededintothelibrary,anapartment,initsway,ofequalmagnificence,exhibitingacollectionofbooks,onwhichanhumblemanmighthavelookedwithpride.
Catherineheard,admired,andwonderedwithmoregenuinefeelingthanbeforegatheredallthatshecouldfromthisstorehouseofknowledge,byrunningoverthetitlesofhalfashelf,andwasreadytoproceed.
Butsuitesofapartmentsdidnotspringupwithherwishes.
Largeaswasthebuilding,shehadalreadyvisitedthegreatestpart;though,onbeingtoldthat,withtheadditionofthekitchen,thesixorsevenroomsshehadnowseensurroundedthreesidesofthecourt,shecouldscarcelybelieveit,orovercomethesuspicionoftherebeingmanychamberssecreted.
Itwassomerelief,however,thattheyweretoreturntotheroomsincommonuse,bypassingthroughafewoflessimportance,lookingintothecourt,which,withoccasionalpassages,notwhollyunintricate,connectedthedifferentsides;andshewasfurthersoothedinherprogressbybeingtoldthatshewastreadingwhathadoncebeenacloister,havingtracesofcellspointedout,andobservingseveraldoorsthatwereneitheropenednorexplainedtoherbyfindingherselfsuccessivelyinabilliardroom,andinthegeneral’sprivateapartment,withoutcomprehendingtheirconnection,orbeingabletoturnarightwhensheleftthem;andlastly,bypassingthroughadarklittleroom,owningHenry’sauthority,andstrewedwithhislitterofbooks,guns,andgreatcoats.
Fromthediningroom,ofwhich,thoughalreadyseen,andalwaystobeseenatfiveo’clock,thegeneralcouldnotforgothepleasureofpacingoutthelength,forthemorecertaininformationofMissMorland,astowhatsheneitherdoubtednorcaredfor,theyproceededbyquickcommunicationtothekitchentheancientkitchenoftheconvent,richinthemassywallsandsmokeofformerdays,andinthestovesandhotclosetsofthepresent.
Thegeneral’simprovinghandhadnotloiteredhere:everymoderninventiontofacilitatethelabourofthecookshadbeenadoptedwithinthis,theirspacioustheatre;and,whenthegeniusofothershadfailed,hisownhadoftenproducedtheperfectionwanted.
Hisendowmentsofthisspotalonemightatanytimehaveplacedhimhighamongthebenefactorsoftheconvent.
Withthewallsofthekitchenendedalltheantiquityoftheabbey;thefourthsideofthequadranglehaving,onaccountofitsdecayingstate,beenremovedbythegeneral’sfather,andthepresenterectedinitsplace.Allthatwasvenerableceasedhere.
Thenewbuildingwasnotonlynew,butdeclareditselftobeso;intendedonlyforoffices,andenclosedbehindbystableyards,nouniformityofarchitecturehadbeenthoughtnecessary.
Catherinecouldhaveravedatthehandwhichhadsweptawaywhatmusthavebeenbeyondthevalueofalltherest,forthepurposesofmeredomesticeconomy;andwouldwillinglyhavebeensparedthemortificationofawalkthroughscenessofallen,hadthegeneralallowedit;butifhehadavanity,itwasinthearrangementofhisoffices;andashewasconvincedthat,toamindlikeMissMorland’s,aviewoftheaccommodationsandcomforts,bywhichthelaboursofherinferiorsweresoftened,mustalwaysbegratifying,heshouldmakenoapologyforleadingheron.
Theytookaslightsurveyofall;andCatherinewasimpressed,beyondherexpectation,bytheirmultiplicityandtheirconvenience.
ThepurposesforwhichafewshapelesspantriesandacomfortlesssculleryweredeemedsufficientatFullerton,wereherecarriedoninappropriatedivisions,commodiousandroomy.
Thenumberofservantscontinuallyappearingdidnotstrikeherlessthanthenumberoftheiroffices.
Wherevertheywent,somepattenedgirlstoppedtocurtsy,orsomefootmanindishabillesneakedoff.Yetthiswasanabbey!
Howinexpressiblydifferentinthesedomesticarrangementsfromsuchasshehadreadaboutfromabbeysandcastles,inwhich,thoughcertainlylargerthanNorthanger,allthedirtyworkofthehousewastobedonebytwopairoffemalehandsattheutmost.
HowtheycouldgetthroughitallhadoftenamazedMrs.Allen;and,whenCatherinesawwhatwasnecessaryhere,shebegantobeamazedherself.
Theyreturnedtothehall,thatthechiefstaircasemightbeascended,andthebeautyofitswood,andornamentsofrichcarvingmightbepointedout:havinggainedthetop,theyturnedinanoppositedirectionfromthegalleryinwhichherroomlay,andshortlyenteredoneonthesameplan,butsuperiorinlengthandbreadth.
Shewashereshownsuccessivelyintothreelargebedchambers,withtheirdressingrooms,mostcompletelyandhandsomelyfittedup;everythingthatmoneyandtastecoulddo,togivecomfortandelegancetoapartments,hadbeenbestowedonthese;and,beingfurnishedwithinthelastfiveyears,theywereperfectinallthatwouldbegenerallypleasing,andwantinginallthatcouldgivepleasuretoCatherine.
Astheyweresurveyingthelast,thegeneral,afterslightlynamingafewofthedistinguishedcharactersbywhomtheyhadattimesbeenhonoured,turnedwithasmilingcountenancetoCatherine,andventuredtohopethathenceforwardsomeoftheirearliesttenantsmightbeourfriendsfromFullerton.
Shefelttheunexpectedcompliment,anddeeplyregrettedtheimpossibilityofthinkingwellofamansokindlydisposedtowardsherself,andsofullofcivilitytoallherfamily.
Thegallerywasterminatedbyfoldingdoors,whichMissTilney,advancing,hadthrownopen,andpassedthrough,andseemedonthepointofdoingthesamebythefirstdoortotheleft,inanotherlongreachofgallery,whenthegeneral,comingforwards,calledherhastily,and,asCatherinethought,ratherangrilyback,demandingwhethersheweregoing?Andwhatwastheremoretobeseen?
HadnotMissMorlandalreadyseenallthatcouldbeworthhernotice?
Anddidshenotsupposeherfriendmightbegladofsomerefreshmentaftersomuchexercise?
MissTilneydrewbackdirectly,andtheheavydoorswerecloseduponthemortifiedCatherine,who,havingseen,inamomentaryglancebeyondthem,anarrowerpassage,morenumerousopenings,andsymptomsofawindingstaircase,believedherselfatlastwithinthereachofsomethingworthhernotice;andfelt,assheunwillinglypacedbackthegallery,thatshewouldratherbeallowedtoexaminethatendofthehousethanseeallthefineryofalltherest.
Thegeneral’sevidentdesireofpreventingsuchanexaminationwasanadditionalstimulant.
Somethingwascertainlytobeconcealed;herfancy,thoughithadtrespassedlatelyonceortwice,couldnotmisleadherhere;andwhatthatsomethingwas,ashortsentenceofMissTilney’s,astheyfollowedthegeneralatsomedistancedownstairs,seemedtopointout:Iwasgoingtotakeyouintowhatwasmymother’sroomtheroominwhichshediedwereallherwords;butfewastheywere,theyconveyedpagesofintelligencetoCatherine.
Itwasnowonderthatthegeneralshouldshrinkfromthesightofsuchobjectsasthatroommustcontain;aroominallprobabilityneverenteredbyhimsincethedreadfulscenehadpassed,whichreleasedhissufferingwife,andlefthimtothestingsofconscience.
Sheventured,whennextalonewithEleanor,toexpressherwishofbeingpermittedtoseeit,aswellasalltherestofthatsideofthehouse;andEleanorpromisedtoattendherthere,whenevertheyshouldhaveaconvenienthour.
Catherineunderstoodher:thegeneralmustbewatchedfromhome,beforethatroomcouldbeentered.Itremainsasitwas,Isuppose?saidshe,inatoneoffeeling.
Yes,entirely.
Andhowlongagomayitbethatyourmotherdied?
Shehasbeendeadthesenineyears.Andnineyears,Catherineknew,wasatrifleoftime,comparedwithwhatgenerallyelapsedafterthedeathofaninjuredwife,beforeherroomwasputtorights.
Youwerewithher,Isuppose,tothelast?
No,saidMissTilney,sighing;Iwasunfortunatelyfromhome.Herillnesswassuddenandshort;and,beforeIarriveditwasallover.
Catherine’sbloodrancoldwiththehorridsuggestionswhichnaturallysprangfromthesewords.Coulditbepossible?CouldHenry’sfather?
Andyethowmanyweretheexamplestojustifyeventheblackestsuspicions!
And,whenshesawhimintheevening,whilesheworkedwithherfriend,slowlypacingthedrawingroomforanhourtogetherinsilentthoughtfulness,withdowncasteyesandcontractedbrow,shefeltsecurefromallpossibilityofwronginghim.
ItwastheairandattitudeofaMontoni!
Whatcouldmoreplainlyspeakthegloomyworkingsofamindnotwhollydeadtoeverysenseofhumanity,initsfearfulreviewofpastscenesofguilt?Unhappyman!
Andtheanxiousnessofherspiritsdirectedhereyestowardshisfiguresorepeatedly,astocatchMissTilney’snotice.
Myfather,shewhispered,oftenwalksabouttheroominthisway;itisnothingunusual.
Somuchtheworse!thoughtCatherine;suchilltimedexercisewasofapiecewiththestrangeunseasonablenessofhismorningwalks,andbodednothinggood.
Afteranevening,thelittlevarietyandseeminglengthofwhichmadeherpeculiarlysensibleofHenry’simportanceamongthem,shewasheartilygladtobedismissed;thoughitwasalookfromthegeneralnotdesignedforherobservationwhichsenthisdaughtertothebell.
Whenthebutlerwouldhavelithismaster’scandle,however,hewasforbidden.Thelatterwasnotgoingtoretire.
Ihavemanypamphletstofinish,saidhetoCatherine,beforeIcanclosemyeyes,andperhapsmaybeporingovertheaffairsofthenationforhoursafteryouareasleep.
Caneitherofusbemoremeetlyemployed?
Myeyeswillbeblindingforthegoodofothers,andyourspreparingbyrestforfuturemischief.
Butneitherthebusinessalleged,northemagnificentcompliment,couldwinCatherinefromthinkingthatsomeverydifferentobjectmustoccasionsoseriousadelayofproperrepose.
Tobekeptupforhours,afterthefamilywereinbed,bystupidpamphletswasnotverylikely.
Theremustbesomedeepercause:somethingwastobedonewhichcouldbedoneonlywhilethehouseholdslept;andtheprobabilitythatMrs.Tilneyyetlived,shutupforcausesunknown,andreceivingfromthepitilesshandsofherhusbandanightlysupplyofcoarsefood,wastheconclusionwhichnecessarilyfollowed.
Shockingaswastheidea,itwasatleastbetterthanadeathunfairlyhastened,as,inthenaturalcourseofthings,shemusterelongbereleased.
Thesuddennessofherreputedillness,theabsenceofherdaughter,andprobablyofherotherchildren,atthetimeallfavouredthesuppositionofherimprisonment.
Itsoriginjealousyperhaps,orwantoncrueltywasyettobeunravelled.
Inrevolvingthesematters,whilesheundressed,itsuddenlystruckherasnotunlikelythatshemightthatmorninghavepassedneartheveryspotofthisunfortunatewoman’sconfinementmighthavebeenwithinafewpacesofthecellinwhichshelanguishedoutherdays;forwhatpartoftheabbeycouldbemorefittedforthepurposethanthatwhichyetborethetracesofmonasticdivision?
Inthehigharchedpassage,pavedwithstone,whichalreadyshehadtroddenwithpeculiarawe,shewellrememberedthedoorsofwhichthegeneralhadgivennoaccount.Towhatmightnotthosedoorslead?
Insupportoftheplausibilityofthisconjecture,itfurtheroccurredtoherthattheforbiddengallery,inwhichlaytheapartmentsoftheunfortunateMrs.Tilney,mustbe,ascertainlyashermemorycouldguideher,exactlyoverthissuspectedrangeofcells,andthestaircasebythesideofthoseapartmentsofwhichshehadcaughtatransientglimpse,communicatingbysomesecretmeanswiththosecells,mightwellhavefavouredthebarbarousproceedingsofherhusband.
Downthatstaircaseshehadperhapsbeenconveyedinastateofwellpreparedinsensibility!
Catherinesometimesstartedattheboldnessofherownsurmises,andsometimeshopedorfearedthatshehadgonetoofar;buttheyweresupportedbysuchappearancesasmadetheirdismissalimpossible.
Thesideofthequadrangle,inwhichshesupposedtheguiltyscenetobeacting,being,accordingtoherbelief,justoppositeherown,itstruckherthat,ifjudiciouslywatched,someraysoflightfromthegeneral’slampmightglimmerthroughthelowerwindows,ashepassedtotheprisonofhiswife;and,twicebeforeshesteppedintobed,shestolegentlyfromherroomtothecorrespondingwindowinthegallery,toseeifitappeared;butallabroadwasdark,anditmustyetbetooearly.
Thevariousascendingnoisesconvincedherthattheservantsmuststillbeup.
Tillmidnight,shesupposeditwouldbeinvaintowatch;butthen,whentheclockhadstrucktwelve,andallwasquiet,shewould,ifnotquiteappalledbydarkness,stealoutandlookoncemore.
TheclockstrucktwelveandCatherinehadbeenhalfanhourasleep.
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