InthreeyearsofexilefromherselfCarolhadcertainexperienceschronicledasimportantbytheDauntless,ordiscussedbytheJollySeventeen,buttheeventunchronicled,undiscussed,andsupremelycontrolling,washerslowadmissionoflongingtofindherownpeople. BeaandMilesBjornstamweremarriedinJune,amonthafter"TheGirlfromKankakee."Mileshadturnedrespectable. Hehadrenouncedhiscriticismsofstateandsociety;hehadgivenuprovingashorse–trader,andwearingredmackinawsinlumber–camps;hehadgonetoworkasengineerinJacksonElder'splaning–mill;hewastobeseenuponthestreetsendeavoringtobeneighborlywithsuspiciousmenwhomhehadtauntedforyears. Carolwasthepatronessandmanagerofthewedding. JuanitaHaydockmocked,"You'reachumptoletagoodhiredgirllikeBeago.Besides! Howdoyouknowit'sagoodthing,hermarryingasassybumlikethisawfulRedSwedeperson?Getwise! Chasethemanoffwithamop,andholdontoyourSvenskawhiletheholding'sgood.Huh?MegototheirScandahoofianwedding?Notachance!" TheothermatronsechoedJuanita.Carolwasdismayedbythecasualnessoftheircruelty,butshepersisted. Mileshadexclaimedtoher,"JackEldersaysmaybehe'llcometothewedding! Gee,itwouldbenicetohaveBeameettheBossasareg'larmarriedlady. SomedayI'llbesowelloffthatBeacanplaywithMrs.Elder—andyou!Watchus!" TherewasanuneasyknotofonlynineguestsattheserviceintheunpaintedLutheranChurch—Carol,Kennicott,GuyPollock,andtheChampPerrys,allbroughtbyCarol;Bea'sfrightenedrusticparents,hercousinTina,andPete,Miles'sex–partnerinhorse–trading,asurly,hairymanwhohadboughtablacksuitandcometwelvehundredmilesfromSpokanefortheevent. Milescontinuouslyglancedbackatthechurchdoor.JacksonElderdidnotappear.Thedoordidnotonceopenaftertheawkwardentranceofthefirstguests.Miles'shandclosedonBea'sarm. Hehad,withCarol'shelp,madehisshantyoverintoacottagewithwhitecurtainsandacanaryandachintzchair. CarolcoaxedthepowerfulmatronstocallonBea.Theyhalfscoffed,halfpromisedtogo. Bea'ssuccessorwastheoldish,broad,silentOscarina,whowassuspiciousofherfrivolousmistressforamonth,sothatJuanitaHaydockwasabletocrow,"There,smarty,Itoldyouyou'drunintotheDomesticProblem!" ButOscarinaadoptedCarolasadaughter,andwithherasfaithfultothekitchenasBeahadbeen,therewasnothingchangedinCarol'slife. Shewasunexpectedlyappointedtothetownlibrary–boardbyOleJenson,thenewmayor. TheothermemberswereDr.Westlake,LymanCass,JuliusFlickerbaughtheattorney,GuyPollock,andMartinMahoney,formerlivery–stablekeeperandnowownerofagarage.Shewasdelighted. Shewenttothefirstmeetingrathercondescendingly,regardingherselfastheonlyonebesidesGuywhoknewanythingaboutbooksorlibrarymethods. Shewasplanningtorevolutionizethewholesystem. Hercondescensionwasruinedandherhumilitywholesomelyincreasedwhenshefoundtheboard,intheshabbyroomonthesecondfloorofthehousewhichhadbeenconvertedintothelibrary,notdiscussingtheweatherandlongingtoplaycheckers,buttalkingaboutbooks. ShediscoveredthatamiableoldDr.Westlakereadeverythinginverseand"lightfiction";thatLymanCass,theveal–faced,bristly–beardedownerofthemill,hadtrampedthroughGibbon,Hume,Grote,Prescott,andtheotherthickhistorians;thathecouldrepeatpagesfromthem—anddid. WhenDr.Westlakewhisperedtoher,"Yes,Lymisaverywell–informedman,buthe'smodestaboutit,"shefeltuninformedandimmodest,andscoldedatherselfthatshehadmissedthehumanpotentialitiesinthisvastGopherPrairie. WhenDr.Westlakequotedthe"Paradiso,""DonQuixote,""WilhelmMeister,"andtheKoran,shereflectedthatnoonesheknew,notevenherfather,hadreadallfour. Shecamediffidentlytothesecondmeetingoftheboard. Shedidnotplantorevolutionizeanything. Shehopedthatthewiseeldersmightbesotolerantastolistentohersuggestionsaboutchangingtheshelvingofthejuveniles. Yetafterfoursessionsofthelibrary–boardshewaswhereshehadbeenbeforethefirstsession. Shehadfoundthatforalltheirprideinbeingreadingmen,WestlakeandCassandevenGuyhadnoconceptionofmakingthelibraryfamiliartothewholetown. Theyusedit,theypassedresolutionsaboutit,andtheyleftitasdeadasMoses. OnlytheHentybooksandtheElsiebooksandthelatestoptimismsbymoralfemalenovelistsandvirileclergymenwereingeneraldemand,andtheboardthemselveswereinterestedonlyinold,stiltedvolumes. Theyhadnotendernessforthenoisinessofyouthdiscoveringgreatliterature. Ifshewasegotisticabouthertinylearning,theywereatleastasmuchsoregardingtheirs. Andforalltheirtalkoftheneedofadditionallibrary–taxnoneofthemwaswillingtoriskcensurebybattlingforit,thoughtheynowhadsosmallafundthat,afterpayingforrent,heat,light,andMissVillets'ssalary,theyhadonlyahundreddollarsayearforthepurchaseofbooks. TheIncidentoftheSeventeenCentskilledhernonetooenduringinterest. Shehadcometotheboard–meetingsingingwithaplan. ShehadmadealistofthirtyEuropeannovelsofthepasttenyears,withtwentyimportantbooksonpsychology,education,andeconomicswhichthelibrarylacked. ShehadmadeKennicottpromisetogivefifteendollars. Ifeachoftheboardwouldcontributethesame,theycouldhavethebooks. LymCasslookedalarmed,scratchedhimself,andprotested,"Ithinkitwouldbeabadprecedentfortheboard–memberstocontributemoney—uh—notthatImind,butitwouldn'tbefair—establishprecedent.Gracious! Theydon'tpayusacentforourservices! Certainlycan'texpectustopayfortheprivilegeofserving!" OnlyGuylookedsympathetic,andhestrokedthepinetableandsaidnothing. TherestofthemeetingtheygavetoabellicoseinvestigationofthefactthattherewasseventeencentslessthanthereshouldbeintheFund. MissVilletswassummoned;shespenthalfanhourinexplosivelydefendingherself;theseventeencentsweregnawedover,pennybypenny;andCarol,glancingatthecarefullyinscribedlistwhichhadbeensolovelyandexcitinganhourbefore,wassilent,andsorryforMissVillets,andsorrierforherself. ShewasreasonablyregularinattendancetillhertwoyearswereupandVidaSherwinwasappointedtotheboardinherplace,butshedidnottrytoberevolutionary. Intheploddingcourseofherlifetherewasnothingchanged,andnothingnew. Kennicottmadeanexcellentland–deal,butashetoldhernoneofthedetails,shewasnotgreatlyexaltedoragitated. Whatdidagitateherwashisannouncement,halfwhisperedandhalfblurted,halftenderandhalfcoldlymedical,thatthey"oughttohaveababy,nowtheycouldaffordit." Theyhadsolongagreedthat"perhapsitwouldbejustaswellnottohaveanychildrenforawhileyet,"thatchildlessnesshadcometobenatural. Now,shefearedandlongedanddidnotknow;shehesitatinglyassented,andwishedthatshehadnotassented. Asthereappearednochangeintheirdrowsyrelations,sheforgotallaboutit,andlifewasplanless. Idlingontheporchoftheirsummercottageatthelake,onafternoonswhenKennicottwasintown,whenthewaterwasglazedandthewholeairlanguid,shepicturedahundredescapes:FifthAvenueinasnow–storm,withlimousines,goldenshops,acathedralspire. Areedhutonfantasticpilesabovethemudofajungleriver. AsuiteinParis,immensehighgraverooms,withlambrequinsandabalcony.TheEnchantedMesa. AnancientstonemillinMaryland,attheturnoftheroad,betweenrockybrookandabrupthills. Anuplandmoorofsheepandflittingcoolsunlight. AclangingdockwheresteelcranesunloadedsteamersfromBuenosAyresandTsing–tao. AMunichconcert–hall,andafamous'cellistplaying—playingtoher. Onescenehadapersistentwitchery: Shestoodonaterraceoverlookingaboulevardbythewarmsea. Shewascertain,thoughshehadnoreasonforit,thattheplacewasMentone. Alongthedrivebelowhersweptbarouches,withamechanicaltlot–tlot,tlot–tlot,tlot–tlot,andgreatcarswithpolishedblackhoodsandenginesquietasthesighofanoldman. Inthemwerewomenerect,slender,enameled,andexpressionlessasmarionettes,theirsmallhandsuponparasols,theirunchangingeyesalwaysforward,ignoringthemenbesidethem,tallmenwithgrayhairanddistinguishedfaces. Beyondthedrivewerepaintedseaandpaintedsands,andblueandyellowpavilions. Nothingmovedexcepttheglidingcarriages,andthepeopleweresmallandwooden,spotsinapicturedrenchedwithgoldandhardbrightblues. Therewasnosoundofseaorwinds;nosoftnessofwhispersnoroffallingpetals;nothingbutyellowandcobaltandstaringlight,andthenever–changingtlot–tlot,tlot–tlot— Shestartled.Shewhimpered. Itwastherapidtickingoftheclockwhichhadhypnotizedherintohearingthesteadyhoofs. Noachingcoloroftheseaandprideofsuperciliouspeople,buttherealityofaround–belliednickelalarm–clockonashelfagainstafuzzyunplanedpinewall,withastiffgraywash–raghangingaboveitandakerosene–stovestandingbelow. Athousanddreamsgovernedbythefictionshehadread,drawnfromthepicturesshehadenvied,absorbedherdrowsylakeafternoons,butalwaysinthemidstofthemKennicottcameoutfromtown,drewonkhakitrouserswhichwereplasteredwithdryfish–scales,asked,"Enjoyingyourself?"anddidnotlistentoheranswer. Andnothingwaschanged,andtherewasnoreasontobelievethatthereeverwouldbechange. Atthelakecottageshemissedthepassingofthetrains.Sherealizedthatintownshehaddependeduponthemforassurancethatthereremainedaworldbeyond. TherailroadwasmorethanameansoftransportationtoGopherPrairie. Itwasanewgod;amonsterofsteellimbs,oakribs,fleshofgravel,andastupendoushungerforfreight;adeitycreatedbymanthathemightkeephimselfrespectfultoProperty,aselsewherehehadelevatedandservedastribalgodsthemines,cotton–mills,motor–factories,colleges,army. TheEastrememberedgenerationswhentherehadbeennorailroad,andhadnoaweofit;butheretherailroadshadbeenbeforetimewas. Thetownshadbeenstakedoutonbarrenprairieasconvenientpointsforfuturetrain–halts;andbackin1860and1870therehadbeenmuchprofit,muchopportunitytofoundaristocraticfamilies,inthepossessionofadvanceknowledgeastowherethetownswouldarise. Ifatownwasindisfavor,therailroadcouldignoreit,cutitofffromcommerce,slayit. ToGopherPrairiethetrackswereeternalverities,andboardsofrailroaddirectorsanomnipotence. ThesmallestboyorthemostsecludedgrandamcouldtellyouwhetherNo.32hadahot–boxlastTuesday,whetherNo.7wasgoingtoputonanextraday–coach;andthenameofthepresidentoftheroadwasfamiliartoeverybreakfasttable. Eveninthisneweraofmotorsthecitizenswentdowntothestationtoseethetrainsgothrough. Itwastheirromance;theironlymysterybesidesmassattheCatholicChurch;andfromthetrainscamelordsoftheouterworld—travelingsalesmenwithpipingontheirwaistcoats,andvisitingcousinsfromMilwaukee. GopherPrairiehadoncebeena"division–point." Theroundhouseandrepair–shopsweregone,buttwoconductorsstillretainedresidence,andtheywerepersonsofdistinction,menwhotraveledandtalkedtostrangers,whoworeuniformswithbrassbuttons,andknewallaboutthesecrookedgamesofcon–men. Theywereaspecialcaste,neitherabovenorbelowtheHaydocks,butapart,artistsandadventurers. Thenighttelegraph–operatorattherailroadstationwasthemostmelodramaticfigureintown:awakeatthreeinthemorning,aloneinaroomhecticwithclatterofthetelegraphkey. Allnighthe"talked"tooperatorstwenty,fifty,ahundredmilesaway. Itwasalwaystobeexpectedthathewouldbeheldupbyrobbers. Heneverwas,butroundhimwasasuggestionofmaskedfacesatthewindow,revolvers,cordsbindinghimtoachair,hisstruggletocrawltothekeybeforehefainted. Duringblizzardseverythingabouttherailroadwasmelodramatic. Thereweredayswhenthetownwascompletelyshutoff,whentheyhadnomail,noexpress,nofreshmeat,nonewspapers. Atlasttherotarysnow–plowcamethrough,buckingthedrifts,sendingupageyser,andthewaytotheOutsidewasopenagain. Thebrakemen,inmufflersandfurcaps,runningalongthetopsofice–coatedfreight–cars;theengineersscratchingfrostfromthecabwindowsandlookingout,inscrutable,self–contained,pilotsoftheprairiesea—theywereheroism,theyweretoCarolthedaringofthequestinaworldofgroceriesandsermons. Tothesmallboystherailroadwasafamiliarplayground. Theyclimbedtheironladdersonthesidesofthebox–cars;builtfiresbehindpilesofoldties;wavedtofavoritebrakemen.ButtoCarolitwasmagic. ShewasmotoringwithKennicott,thecarlumpingthroughdarkness,thelightsshowingmud–puddlesandraggedweedsbytheroad.Atraincoming! Arapidchuck–a–chuck,chuck–a–chuck,chuck–a–chuck. Itwashurlingpast—thePacificFlyer,anarrowofgoldenflame. Lightfromthefire–boxsplashedtheundersideofthetrailingsmoke. Instantlythevisionwasgone;Carolwasbackinthelongdarkness;andKennicottwasgivinghisversionofthatfireandwonder:"No.19.Mustbe'bouttenminuteslate." Intown,shelistenedfrombedtotheexpresswhistlinginthecutamilenorth.Uuuuuuu! —faint,nervous,distrait,hornofthefreenightridersjourneyingtothetalltownswherewerelaughterandbannersandthesoundofbells—Uuuuu!Uuuuu!—theworldgoingby—Uuuuuuu!—fainter,morewistful,gone. Downheretherewerenotrains.Thestillnesswasverygreat. Theprairieencircledthelake,layroundher,raw,dusty,thick.Onlythetraincouldcutit. Somedayshewouldtakeatrain;andthatwouldbeagreattaking. SheturnedtotheChautauquaasshehadturnedtothedramaticassociation,tothelibrary–board. BesidesthepermanentMotherChautauqua,inNewYork,thereare,allovertheseStates,commercialChautauquacompanieswhichsendouttoeverysmallesttowntroupesoflecturersand"entertainers"togiveaweekofcultureundercanvas. LivinginMinneapolis,CarolhadneverencounteredtheambulantChautauqua,andtheannouncementofitscomingtoGopherPrairiegaveherhopethatothersmightbedoingthevaguethingswhichshehadattempted. Shepicturedacondenseduniversitycoursebroughttothepeople. MorningswhenshecameinfromthelakewithKennicottshesawplacardsineveryshop–window,andstrungonacordacrossMainStreet,alineofpennantsalternatelyworded"TheBolandChautauquaCOMING!" and"Asolidweekofinspirationandenjoyment!" Butshewasdisappointedwhenshesawtheprogram. Itdidnotseemtobeatabloiduniversity;itdidnotseemtobeanykindofauniversity;itseemedtobeacombinationofvaudevilleperformanceY.M.C.A.lecture,andthegraduationexercisesofanelocutionclass. ShetookherdoubttoKennicott.Heinsisted,"Well,maybeitwon'tbesoawfuldarnintellectual,thewayyouandImightlikeit,butit'sawholelotbetterthannothing." VidaSherwinadded,"Theyhavesomesplendidspeakers. Ifthepeopledon'tcarryoffsomuchactualinformation,theydogetalotofnewideas,andthat'swhatcounts." DuringtheChautauquaCarolattendedthreeeveningmeetings,twoafternoonmeetings,andoneinthemorning. Shewasimpressedbytheaudience:thesallowwomeninskirtsandblouses,eagertobemadetothink,themeninvestsandshirt–sleeves,eagertobeallowedtolaugh,andthewrigglingchildren,eagertosneakaway. Shelikedtheplainbenches,theportablestageunderitsredmarquee,thegreattentoverall,shadowyabovestringsofincandescentbulbsatnightandbydaycastinganamberradianceonthepatientcrowd. Thescentofdustandtrampledgrassandsun–bakedwoodgaveheranillusionofSyriancaravans;sheforgotthespeakerswhileshelistenedtonoisesoutsidethetent:twofarmerstalkinghoarsely,awagoncreakingdownMainStreet,thecrowofarooster.Shewascontent. Butitwasthecontentmentofthelosthunterstoppingtorest. ForfromtheChautauquaitselfshegotnothingbutwindandchaffandheavylaughter,thelaughterofyokelsatoldjokes,amirthlessandprimitivesoundlikethecriesofbeastsonafarm. Theseweretheseveralinstructorsinthecondenseduniversity'sseven–daycourse: Ninelecturers,fourofthemex–ministers,andoneanex–congressman,allofthemdelivering"inspirationaladdresses." TheonlyfactsoropinionswhichCarolderivedfromthemwere:LincolnwasacelebratedpresidentoftheUnitedStates,butinhisyouthextremelypoor. JamesJ.Hillwasthebest–knownrailroad–manoftheWest,andinhisyouthextremelypoor. Honestyandcourtesyinbusinessarepreferabletoboorishnessandexposedtrickery,butthisisnottobetakenpersonally,sinceallpersonsinGopherPrairieareknowntobehonestandcourteous.Londonisalargecity. AdistinguishedstatesmanoncetaughtSundaySchool. Four"entertainers"whotoldJewishstories,Irishstories,Germanstories,Chinesestories,andTennesseemountaineerstories,mostofwhichCarolhadheard. A"ladyelocutionist"whorecitedKiplingandimitatedchildren. Alecturerwithmotion–picturesofanAndeanexploration;excellentpicturesandahaltingnarrative. Threebrass–bands,acompanyofsixopera–singers,aHawaiiansextette,andfouryouthswhoplayedsaxophonesandguitarsdisguisedaswash–boards. Themostapplaudedpieceswerethose,suchasthe"Lucia"inevitability,whichtheaudiencehadheardmostoften. Thelocalsuperintendent,whoremainedthroughtheweekwhiletheotherenlightenerswenttootherChautauquasfortheirdailyperformances. Thesuperintendentwasabookish,underfedmanwhoworkedhardatrousingartificialenthusiasm,attryingtomaketheaudiencecheerbydividingthemintocompetitivesquadsandtellingthemthattheywereintelligentandmadesplendidcommunalnoises. Hegavemostofthemorninglectures,droningwithequalunhappyfacilityaboutpoetry,theHolyLand,andtheinjusticetoemployersinanysystemofprofit–sharing. Thefinalitemwasamanwhoneitherlectured,inspired,norentertained;aplainlittlemanwithhishandsinhispockets. Alltheotherspeakershadconfessed,"Icannotkeepfromtellingthecitizensofyourbeautifulcitythatnoneofthetalentonthiscircuithavefoundamorecharmingspotormoreenterprisingandhospitablepeople." ButthelittlemansuggestedthatthearchitectureofGopherPrairiewashaphazard,andthatitwassottishtoletthelake–frontbemonopolizedbythecinder–heapedwalloftherailroadembankment. Afterwardtheaudiencegrumbled,"Maybethatguy'sgottherightdope,butwhat'stheuseoflookingonthedarksideofthingsallthetime? Newideasarefirst–rate,butnotallthiscriticism. Enoughtroubleinlifewithoutlookingforit!" ThustheChautauqua,asCarolsawit.Afterit,thetownfeltproudandeducated. TwoweekslatertheGreatWarsmoteEurope. ForamonthGopherPrairiehadthedelightofshuddering,then,asthewarsettleddowntoabusinessoftrench–fighting,theyforgot. WhenCaroltalkedabouttheBalkans,andthepossibilityofaGermanrevolution,Kennicottyawned,"Ohyes,it'sagreatoldscrap,butit'snoneofourbusiness. Folksoutherearetoobusygrowingcorntomonkeywithanyfoolwarthatthoseforeignerswanttogetthemselvesinto." ItwasMilesBjornstamwhosaid,"Ican'tfigureitout.I'mopposedtowars,butstill,seemslikeGermanyhasgottobelickedbecausethemJunkersstandsinthewayofprogress." ShewascallingonMilesandBea,earlyinautumn. Theyhadreceivedherwithcries,withdustingofchairs,andarunningtofetchwaterforcoffee.Milesstoodandbeamedather. HefelloftenandjoyouslyintohisoldirreverenceaboutthelordsofGopherPrairie,butalways—withacertaindifficulty—headdedsomethingdecorousandappreciative. "Lotsofpeoplehavecometoseeyou,haven'tthey?"Carolhinted. "Why,Bea'scousinTinacomesinrightalong,andtheforemanatthemill,and—Oh,wehavegoodtimes.Say,takealookatthatBea! Wouldn'tyouthinkshewasacanary–bird,tolistentoher,andtoseethatScandahoofiantow–headofhers?Butsay,knowwhatsheis?She'samotherhen! Wayshefussesoverme—wayshemakesoldMileswearanecktie! Hatetospoilherbylettingherhearit,butshe'soneprettydarnnice—nice—Hell! Whatdowecareifnoneofthedirtysnobscomeandcall?We'vegoteachother." Carolworriedabouttheirstruggle,butsheforgotitinthestressofsicknessandfear. Forthatautumnsheknewthatababywascoming,thatatlastlifepromisedtobeinterestingintheperilofthegreatchange.