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InthreeyearsofexilefromherselfCarolhadcertainexperienceschronicledasimportantbytheDauntless,ordiscussedbytheJollySeventeen,buttheeventunchronicled,undiscussed,andsupremelycontrolling,washerslowadmissionoflongingtofindherownpeople.
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BeaandMilesBjornstamweremarriedinJune,amonthafter"TheGirlfromKankakee."Mileshadturnedrespectable.
Hehadrenouncedhiscriticismsofstateandsociety;hehadgivenuprovingashorsetrader,andwearingredmackinawsinlumbercamps;hehadgonetoworkasengineerinJacksonElder'splaningmill;hewastobeseenuponthestreetsendeavoringtobeneighborlywithsuspiciousmenwhomhehadtauntedforyears.
Carolwasthepatronessandmanagerofthewedding.
JuanitaHaydockmocked,"You'reachumptoletagoodhiredgirllikeBeago.Besides!
Howdoyouknowit'sagoodthing,hermarryingasassybumlikethisawfulRedSwedeperson?Getwise!
Chasethemanoffwithamop,andholdontoyourSvenskawhiletheholding'sgood.Huh?MegototheirScandahoofianwedding?Notachance!"
TheothermatronsechoedJuanita.Carolwasdismayedbythecasualnessoftheircruelty,butshepersisted.
Mileshadexclaimedtoher,"JackEldersaysmaybehe'llcometothewedding!
Gee,itwouldbenicetohaveBeameettheBossasareg'larmarriedlady.
SomedayI'llbesowelloffthatBeacanplaywithMrs.Elderandyou!Watchus!"
TherewasanuneasyknotofonlynineguestsattheserviceintheunpaintedLutheranChurchCarol,Kennicott,GuyPollock,andtheChampPerrys,allbroughtbyCarol;Bea'sfrightenedrusticparents,hercousinTina,andPete,Miles'sexpartnerinhorsetrading,asurly,hairymanwhohadboughtablacksuitandcometwelvehundredmilesfromSpokanefortheevent.
Milescontinuouslyglancedbackatthechurchdoor.JacksonElderdidnotappear.Thedoordidnotonceopenaftertheawkwardentranceofthefirstguests.Miles'shandclosedonBea'sarm.
Hehad,withCarol'shelp,madehisshantyoverintoacottagewithwhitecurtainsandacanaryandachintzchair.
CarolcoaxedthepowerfulmatronstocallonBea.Theyhalfscoffed,halfpromisedtogo.
Bea'ssuccessorwastheoldish,broad,silentOscarina,whowassuspiciousofherfrivolousmistressforamonth,sothatJuanitaHaydockwasabletocrow,"There,smarty,Itoldyouyou'drunintotheDomesticProblem!"
ButOscarinaadoptedCarolasadaughter,andwithherasfaithfultothekitchenasBeahadbeen,therewasnothingchangedinCarol'slife.
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ShewasunexpectedlyappointedtothetownlibraryboardbyOleJenson,thenewmayor.
TheothermemberswereDr.Westlake,LymanCass,JuliusFlickerbaughtheattorney,GuyPollock,andMartinMahoney,formerliverystablekeeperandnowownerofagarage.Shewasdelighted.
Shewenttothefirstmeetingrathercondescendingly,regardingherselfastheonlyonebesidesGuywhoknewanythingaboutbooksorlibrarymethods.
Shewasplanningtorevolutionizethewholesystem.
Hercondescensionwasruinedandherhumilitywholesomelyincreasedwhenshefoundtheboard,intheshabbyroomonthesecondfloorofthehousewhichhadbeenconvertedintothelibrary,notdiscussingtheweatherandlongingtoplaycheckers,buttalkingaboutbooks.
ShediscoveredthatamiableoldDr.Westlakereadeverythinginverseand"lightfiction";thatLymanCass,thevealfaced,bristlybeardedownerofthemill,hadtrampedthroughGibbon,Hume,Grote,Prescott,andtheotherthickhistorians;thathecouldrepeatpagesfromthemanddid.
WhenDr.Westlakewhisperedtoher,"Yes,Lymisaverywellinformedman,buthe'smodestaboutit,"shefeltuninformedandimmodest,andscoldedatherselfthatshehadmissedthehumanpotentialitiesinthisvastGopherPrairie.
WhenDr.Westlakequotedthe"Paradiso,""DonQuixote,""WilhelmMeister,"andtheKoran,shereflectedthatnoonesheknew,notevenherfather,hadreadallfour.
Shecamediffidentlytothesecondmeetingoftheboard.
Shedidnotplantorevolutionizeanything.
Shehopedthatthewiseeldersmightbesotolerantastolistentohersuggestionsaboutchangingtheshelvingofthejuveniles.
Yetafterfoursessionsofthelibraryboardshewaswhereshehadbeenbeforethefirstsession.
Shehadfoundthatforalltheirprideinbeingreadingmen,WestlakeandCassandevenGuyhadnoconceptionofmakingthelibraryfamiliartothewholetown.
Theyusedit,theypassedresolutionsaboutit,andtheyleftitasdeadasMoses.
OnlytheHentybooksandtheElsiebooksandthelatestoptimismsbymoralfemalenovelistsandvirileclergymenwereingeneraldemand,andtheboardthemselveswereinterestedonlyinold,stiltedvolumes.
Theyhadnotendernessforthenoisinessofyouthdiscoveringgreatliterature.
Ifshewasegotisticabouthertinylearning,theywereatleastasmuchsoregardingtheirs.
Andforalltheirtalkoftheneedofadditionallibrarytaxnoneofthemwaswillingtoriskcensurebybattlingforit,thoughtheynowhadsosmallafundthat,afterpayingforrent,heat,light,andMissVillets'ssalary,theyhadonlyahundreddollarsayearforthepurchaseofbooks.
TheIncidentoftheSeventeenCentskilledhernonetooenduringinterest.
Shehadcometotheboardmeetingsingingwithaplan.
ShehadmadealistofthirtyEuropeannovelsofthepasttenyears,withtwentyimportantbooksonpsychology,education,andeconomicswhichthelibrarylacked.
ShehadmadeKennicottpromisetogivefifteendollars.
Ifeachoftheboardwouldcontributethesame,theycouldhavethebooks.
LymCasslookedalarmed,scratchedhimself,andprotested,"IthinkitwouldbeabadprecedentfortheboardmemberstocontributemoneyuhnotthatImind,butitwouldn'tbefairestablishprecedent.Gracious!
Theydon'tpayusacentforourservices!
Certainlycan'texpectustopayfortheprivilegeofserving!"
OnlyGuylookedsympathetic,andhestrokedthepinetableandsaidnothing.
TherestofthemeetingtheygavetoabellicoseinvestigationofthefactthattherewasseventeencentslessthanthereshouldbeintheFund.
MissVilletswassummoned;shespenthalfanhourinexplosivelydefendingherself;theseventeencentsweregnawedover,pennybypenny;andCarol,glancingatthecarefullyinscribedlistwhichhadbeensolovelyandexcitinganhourbefore,wassilent,andsorryforMissVillets,andsorrierforherself.
ShewasreasonablyregularinattendancetillhertwoyearswereupandVidaSherwinwasappointedtotheboardinherplace,butshedidnottrytoberevolutionary.
Intheploddingcourseofherlifetherewasnothingchanged,andnothingnew.
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Kennicottmadeanexcellentlanddeal,butashetoldhernoneofthedetails,shewasnotgreatlyexaltedoragitated.
Whatdidagitateherwashisannouncement,halfwhisperedandhalfblurted,halftenderandhalfcoldlymedical,thatthey"oughttohaveababy,nowtheycouldaffordit."
Theyhadsolongagreedthat"perhapsitwouldbejustaswellnottohaveanychildrenforawhileyet,"thatchildlessnesshadcometobenatural.
Now,shefearedandlongedanddidnotknow;shehesitatinglyassented,andwishedthatshehadnotassented.
Asthereappearednochangeintheirdrowsyrelations,sheforgotallaboutit,andlifewasplanless.
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Idlingontheporchoftheirsummercottageatthelake,onafternoonswhenKennicottwasintown,whenthewaterwasglazedandthewholeairlanguid,shepicturedahundredescapes:FifthAvenueinasnowstorm,withlimousines,goldenshops,acathedralspire.
Areedhutonfantasticpilesabovethemudofajungleriver.
AsuiteinParis,immensehighgraverooms,withlambrequinsandabalcony.TheEnchantedMesa.
AnancientstonemillinMaryland,attheturnoftheroad,betweenrockybrookandabrupthills.
Anuplandmoorofsheepandflittingcoolsunlight.
AclangingdockwheresteelcranesunloadedsteamersfromBuenosAyresandTsingtao.
AMunichconcerthall,andafamous'cellistplayingplayingtoher.
Onescenehadapersistentwitchery:
Shestoodonaterraceoverlookingaboulevardbythewarmsea.
Shewascertain,thoughshehadnoreasonforit,thattheplacewasMentone.
Alongthedrivebelowhersweptbarouches,withamechanicaltlottlot,tlottlot,tlottlot,andgreatcarswithpolishedblackhoodsandenginesquietasthesighofanoldman.
Inthemwerewomenerect,slender,enameled,andexpressionlessasmarionettes,theirsmallhandsuponparasols,theirunchangingeyesalwaysforward,ignoringthemenbesidethem,tallmenwithgrayhairanddistinguishedfaces.
Beyondthedrivewerepaintedseaandpaintedsands,andblueandyellowpavilions.
Nothingmovedexcepttheglidingcarriages,andthepeopleweresmallandwooden,spotsinapicturedrenchedwithgoldandhardbrightblues.
Therewasnosoundofseaorwinds;nosoftnessofwhispersnoroffallingpetals;nothingbutyellowandcobaltandstaringlight,andtheneverchangingtlottlot,tlottlot
Shestartled.Shewhimpered.
Itwastherapidtickingoftheclockwhichhadhypnotizedherintohearingthesteadyhoofs.
Noachingcoloroftheseaandprideofsuperciliouspeople,buttherealityofaroundbelliednickelalarmclockonashelfagainstafuzzyunplanedpinewall,withastiffgraywashraghangingaboveitandakerosenestovestandingbelow.
Athousanddreamsgovernedbythefictionshehadread,drawnfromthepicturesshehadenvied,absorbedherdrowsylakeafternoons,butalwaysinthemidstofthemKennicottcameoutfromtown,drewonkhakitrouserswhichwereplasteredwithdryfishscales,asked,"Enjoyingyourself?"anddidnotlistentoheranswer.
Andnothingwaschanged,andtherewasnoreasontobelievethatthereeverwouldbechange.
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Trains!
Atthelakecottageshemissedthepassingofthetrains.Sherealizedthatintownshehaddependeduponthemforassurancethatthereremainedaworldbeyond.
TherailroadwasmorethanameansoftransportationtoGopherPrairie.
Itwasanewgod;amonsterofsteellimbs,oakribs,fleshofgravel,andastupendoushungerforfreight;adeitycreatedbymanthathemightkeephimselfrespectfultoProperty,aselsewherehehadelevatedandservedastribalgodsthemines,cottonmills,motorfactories,colleges,army.
TheEastrememberedgenerationswhentherehadbeennorailroad,andhadnoaweofit;butheretherailroadshadbeenbeforetimewas.
Thetownshadbeenstakedoutonbarrenprairieasconvenientpointsforfuturetrainhalts;andbackin1860and1870therehadbeenmuchprofit,muchopportunitytofoundaristocraticfamilies,inthepossessionofadvanceknowledgeastowherethetownswouldarise.
Ifatownwasindisfavor,therailroadcouldignoreit,cutitofffromcommerce,slayit.
ToGopherPrairiethetrackswereeternalverities,andboardsofrailroaddirectorsanomnipotence.
ThesmallestboyorthemostsecludedgrandamcouldtellyouwhetherNo.32hadahotboxlastTuesday,whetherNo.7wasgoingtoputonanextradaycoach;andthenameofthepresidentoftheroadwasfamiliartoeverybreakfasttable.
Eveninthisneweraofmotorsthecitizenswentdowntothestationtoseethetrainsgothrough.
Itwastheirromance;theironlymysterybesidesmassattheCatholicChurch;andfromthetrainscamelordsoftheouterworldtravelingsalesmenwithpipingontheirwaistcoats,andvisitingcousinsfromMilwaukee.
GopherPrairiehadoncebeena"divisionpoint."
Theroundhouseandrepairshopsweregone,buttwoconductorsstillretainedresidence,andtheywerepersonsofdistinction,menwhotraveledandtalkedtostrangers,whoworeuniformswithbrassbuttons,andknewallaboutthesecrookedgamesofconmen.
Theywereaspecialcaste,neitherabovenorbelowtheHaydocks,butapart,artistsandadventurers.
Thenighttelegraphoperatorattherailroadstationwasthemostmelodramaticfigureintown:awakeatthreeinthemorning,aloneinaroomhecticwithclatterofthetelegraphkey.
Allnighthe"talked"tooperatorstwenty,fifty,ahundredmilesaway.
Itwasalwaystobeexpectedthathewouldbeheldupbyrobbers.
Heneverwas,butroundhimwasasuggestionofmaskedfacesatthewindow,revolvers,cordsbindinghimtoachair,hisstruggletocrawltothekeybeforehefainted.
Duringblizzardseverythingabouttherailroadwasmelodramatic.
Thereweredayswhenthetownwascompletelyshutoff,whentheyhadnomail,noexpress,nofreshmeat,nonewspapers.
Atlasttherotarysnowplowcamethrough,buckingthedrifts,sendingupageyser,andthewaytotheOutsidewasopenagain.
Thebrakemen,inmufflersandfurcaps,runningalongthetopsoficecoatedfreightcars;theengineersscratchingfrostfromthecabwindowsandlookingout,inscrutable,selfcontained,pilotsoftheprairieseatheywereheroism,theyweretoCarolthedaringofthequestinaworldofgroceriesandsermons.
Tothesmallboystherailroadwasafamiliarplayground.
Theyclimbedtheironladdersonthesidesoftheboxcars;builtfiresbehindpilesofoldties;wavedtofavoritebrakemen.ButtoCarolitwasmagic.
ShewasmotoringwithKennicott,thecarlumpingthroughdarkness,thelightsshowingmudpuddlesandraggedweedsbytheroad.Atraincoming!
Arapidchuckachuck,chuckachuck,chuckachuck.
ItwashurlingpastthePacificFlyer,anarrowofgoldenflame.
Lightfromthefireboxsplashedtheundersideofthetrailingsmoke.
Instantlythevisionwasgone;Carolwasbackinthelongdarkness;andKennicottwasgivinghisversionofthatfireandwonder:"No.19.Mustbe'bouttenminuteslate."
Intown,shelistenedfrombedtotheexpresswhistlinginthecutamilenorth.Uuuuuuu!
faint,nervous,distrait,hornofthefreenightridersjourneyingtothetalltownswherewerelaughterandbannersandthesoundofbellsUuuuu!Uuuuu!theworldgoingbyUuuuuuu!fainter,morewistful,gone.
Downheretherewerenotrains.Thestillnesswasverygreat.
Theprairieencircledthelake,layroundher,raw,dusty,thick.Onlythetraincouldcutit.
Somedayshewouldtakeatrain;andthatwouldbeagreattaking.
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SheturnedtotheChautauquaasshehadturnedtothedramaticassociation,tothelibraryboard.
BesidesthepermanentMotherChautauqua,inNewYork,thereare,allovertheseStates,commercialChautauquacompanieswhichsendouttoeverysmallesttowntroupesoflecturersand"entertainers"togiveaweekofcultureundercanvas.
LivinginMinneapolis,CarolhadneverencounteredtheambulantChautauqua,andtheannouncementofitscomingtoGopherPrairiegaveherhopethatothersmightbedoingthevaguethingswhichshehadattempted.
Shepicturedacondenseduniversitycoursebroughttothepeople.
MorningswhenshecameinfromthelakewithKennicottshesawplacardsineveryshopwindow,andstrungonacordacrossMainStreet,alineofpennantsalternatelyworded"TheBolandChautauquaCOMING!"
and"Asolidweekofinspirationandenjoyment!"
Butshewasdisappointedwhenshesawtheprogram.
Itdidnotseemtobeatabloiduniversity;itdidnotseemtobeanykindofauniversity;itseemedtobeacombinationofvaudevilleperformanceY.M.C.A.lecture,andthegraduationexercisesofanelocutionclass.
ShetookherdoubttoKennicott.Heinsisted,"Well,maybeitwon'tbesoawfuldarnintellectual,thewayyouandImightlikeit,butit'sawholelotbetterthannothing."
VidaSherwinadded,"Theyhavesomesplendidspeakers.
Ifthepeopledon'tcarryoffsomuchactualinformation,theydogetalotofnewideas,andthat'swhatcounts."
DuringtheChautauquaCarolattendedthreeeveningmeetings,twoafternoonmeetings,andoneinthemorning.
Shewasimpressedbytheaudience:thesallowwomeninskirtsandblouses,eagertobemadetothink,themeninvestsandshirtsleeves,eagertobeallowedtolaugh,andthewrigglingchildren,eagertosneakaway.
Shelikedtheplainbenches,theportablestageunderitsredmarquee,thegreattentoverall,shadowyabovestringsofincandescentbulbsatnightandbydaycastinganamberradianceonthepatientcrowd.
ThescentofdustandtrampledgrassandsunbakedwoodgaveheranillusionofSyriancaravans;sheforgotthespeakerswhileshelistenedtonoisesoutsidethetent:twofarmerstalkinghoarsely,awagoncreakingdownMainStreet,thecrowofarooster.Shewascontent.
Butitwasthecontentmentofthelosthunterstoppingtorest.
ForfromtheChautauquaitselfshegotnothingbutwindandchaffandheavylaughter,thelaughterofyokelsatoldjokes,amirthlessandprimitivesoundlikethecriesofbeastsonafarm.
Theseweretheseveralinstructorsinthecondenseduniversity'ssevendaycourse:
Ninelecturers,fourofthemexministers,andoneanexcongressman,allofthemdelivering"inspirationaladdresses."
TheonlyfactsoropinionswhichCarolderivedfromthemwere:LincolnwasacelebratedpresidentoftheUnitedStates,butinhisyouthextremelypoor.
JamesJ.HillwasthebestknownrailroadmanoftheWest,andinhisyouthextremelypoor.
Honestyandcourtesyinbusinessarepreferabletoboorishnessandexposedtrickery,butthisisnottobetakenpersonally,sinceallpersonsinGopherPrairieareknowntobehonestandcourteous.Londonisalargecity.
AdistinguishedstatesmanoncetaughtSundaySchool.
Four"entertainers"whotoldJewishstories,Irishstories,Germanstories,Chinesestories,andTennesseemountaineerstories,mostofwhichCarolhadheard.
A"ladyelocutionist"whorecitedKiplingandimitatedchildren.
AlecturerwithmotionpicturesofanAndeanexploration;excellentpicturesandahaltingnarrative.
Threebrassbands,acompanyofsixoperasingers,aHawaiiansextette,andfouryouthswhoplayedsaxophonesandguitarsdisguisedaswashboards.
Themostapplaudedpieceswerethose,suchasthe"Lucia"inevitability,whichtheaudiencehadheardmostoften.
Thelocalsuperintendent,whoremainedthroughtheweekwhiletheotherenlightenerswenttootherChautauquasfortheirdailyperformances.
Thesuperintendentwasabookish,underfedmanwhoworkedhardatrousingartificialenthusiasm,attryingtomaketheaudiencecheerbydividingthemintocompetitivesquadsandtellingthemthattheywereintelligentandmadesplendidcommunalnoises.
Hegavemostofthemorninglectures,droningwithequalunhappyfacilityaboutpoetry,theHolyLand,andtheinjusticetoemployersinanysystemofprofitsharing.
Thefinalitemwasamanwhoneitherlectured,inspired,norentertained;aplainlittlemanwithhishandsinhispockets.
Alltheotherspeakershadconfessed,"Icannotkeepfromtellingthecitizensofyourbeautifulcitythatnoneofthetalentonthiscircuithavefoundamorecharmingspotormoreenterprisingandhospitablepeople."
ButthelittlemansuggestedthatthearchitectureofGopherPrairiewashaphazard,andthatitwassottishtoletthelakefrontbemonopolizedbythecinderheapedwalloftherailroadembankment.
Afterwardtheaudiencegrumbled,"Maybethatguy'sgottherightdope,butwhat'stheuseoflookingonthedarksideofthingsallthetime?
Newideasarefirstrate,butnotallthiscriticism.
Enoughtroubleinlifewithoutlookingforit!"
ThustheChautauqua,asCarolsawit.Afterit,thetownfeltproudandeducated.
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TwoweekslatertheGreatWarsmoteEurope.
ForamonthGopherPrairiehadthedelightofshuddering,then,asthewarsettleddowntoabusinessoftrenchfighting,theyforgot.
WhenCaroltalkedabouttheBalkans,andthepossibilityofaGermanrevolution,Kennicottyawned,"Ohyes,it'sagreatoldscrap,butit'snoneofourbusiness.
Folksoutherearetoobusygrowingcorntomonkeywithanyfoolwarthatthoseforeignerswanttogetthemselvesinto."
ItwasMilesBjornstamwhosaid,"Ican'tfigureitout.I'mopposedtowars,butstill,seemslikeGermanyhasgottobelickedbecausethemJunkersstandsinthewayofprogress."
ShewascallingonMilesandBea,earlyinautumn.
Theyhadreceivedherwithcries,withdustingofchairs,andarunningtofetchwaterforcoffee.Milesstoodandbeamedather.
HefelloftenandjoyouslyintohisoldirreverenceaboutthelordsofGopherPrairie,butalwayswithacertaindifficultyheaddedsomethingdecorousandappreciative.
"Lotsofpeoplehavecometoseeyou,haven'tthey?"Carolhinted.
"Why,Bea'scousinTinacomesinrightalong,andtheforemanatthemill,andOh,wehavegoodtimes.Say,takealookatthatBea!
Wouldn'tyouthinkshewasacanarybird,tolistentoher,andtoseethatScandahoofiantowheadofhers?Butsay,knowwhatsheis?She'samotherhen!
WayshefussesovermewayshemakesoldMileswearanecktie!
Hatetospoilherbylettingherhearit,butshe'soneprettydarnniceniceHell!
Whatdowecareifnoneofthedirtysnobscomeandcall?We'vegoteachother."
Carolworriedabouttheirstruggle,butsheforgotitinthestressofsicknessandfear.
Forthatautumnsheknewthatababywascoming,thatatlastlifepromisedtobeinterestingintheperilofthegreatchange.
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