Captainhadbeenbrokeninandtrainedforanarmyhorse;hisfirstownerwasanofficerofcavalrygoingouttotheCrimeanwar. Hesaidhequiteenjoyedthetrainingwithalltheotherhorses,trottingtogether,turningtogether,totherighthandortheleft,haltingatthewordofcommand,ordashingforwardatfullspeedatthesoundofthetrumpetorsignaloftheofficer. Hewas,whenyoung,adark,dapplediron-gray,andconsideredveryhandsome. Hismaster,ayoung,high-spiritedgentleman,wasveryfondofhim,andtreatedhimfromthefirstwiththegreatestcareandkindness. Hetoldmehethoughtthelifeofanarmyhorsewasverypleasant;butwhenitcametobeingsentabroadovertheseainagreatship,healmostchangedhismind. "Thatpartofit,"saidhe,"wasdreadful! Ofcoursewecouldnotwalkoffthelandintotheship;sotheywereobligedtoputstrongstrapsunderourbodies,andthenwewereliftedoffourlegsinspiteofourstruggles,andwereswungthroughtheairoverthewater,tothedeckofthegreatvessel. Therewewereplacedinsmallclosestalls,andneverforalongtimesawthesky,orwereabletostretchourlegs. Theshipsometimesrolledaboutinhighwinds,andwewereknockedabout,andfeltbadenough. "However,atlastitcametoanend,andwewerehauledup,andswungoveragaintotheland;wewereveryglad,andsnortedandneighedforjoy,whenweoncemorefeltfirmgroundunderourfeet. "Wesoonfoundthatthecountrywehadcometowasverydifferentfromourownandthatwehadmanyhardshipstoendurebesidesthefighting;butmanyofthemenweresofondoftheirhorsesthattheydideverythingtheycouldtomakethemcomfortableinspiteofsnow,wet,andallthingsoutoforder." "Butwhataboutthefighting?"saidI,"wasnotthatworsethananythingelse?" "Well,"saidhe,"Ihardlyknow;wealwayslikedtohearthetrumpetsound,andtobecalledout,andwereimpatienttostartoff,thoughsometimeswehadtostandforhours,waitingforthewordofcommand;andwhenthewordwasgivenweusedtospringforwardasgaylyandeagerlyasiftherewerenocannonballs,bayonets,orbullets. Ibelievesolongaswefeltourriderfirminthesaddle,andhishandsteadyonthebridle,notoneofusgavewaytofear,notevenwhentheterriblebomb-shellswhirledthroughtheairandburstintoathousandpieces. "I,withmynoblemaster,wentintomanyactionstogetherwithoutawound;andthoughIsawhorsesshotdownwithbullets,piercedthroughwithlances,andgashedwithfearfulsaber-cuts;thoughweleftthemdeadonthefield,ordyingintheagonyoftheirwounds,Idon'tthinkIfearedformyself. Mymaster'scheeryvoice,asheencouragedhismen,mademefeelasifheandIcouldnotbekilled. IhadsuchperfecttrustinhimthatwhilehewasguidingmeIwasreadytochargeuptotheverycannon'smouth. Isawmanybravemencutdown,manyfallmortallywoundedfromtheirsaddles. Ihadheardthecriesandgroansofthedying,Ihadcanteredovergroundslipperywithblood,andfrequentlyhadtoturnasidetoavoidtramplingonwoundedmanorhorse,but,untilonedreadfulday,Ihadneverfeltterror;thatdayIshallneverforget." HereoldCaptainpausedforawhileanddrewalongbreath;Iwaited,andhewenton. "Itwasoneautumnmorning,andasusual,anhourbeforedaybreakourcavalryhadturnedout,readycaparisonedfortheday'swork,whetheritmightbefightingorwaiting. Themenstoodbytheirhorseswaiting,readyfororders. Asthelightincreasedthereseemedtobesomeexcitementamongtheofficers;andbeforethedaywaswellbegunweheardthefiringoftheenemy'sguns. "Thenoneoftheofficersrodeupandgavethewordforthementomount,andinasecondeverymanwasinhissaddle,andeveryhorsestoodexpectingthetouchoftherein,orthepressureofhisrider'sheels,allanimated,alleager;butstillwehadbeentrainedsowellthat,exceptbythechampingofourbits,andtherestivetossingofourheadsfromtimetotime,itcouldnotbesaidthatwestirred. "MydearmasterandIwereattheheadoftheline,andasallsatmotionlessandwatchful,hetookalittlestraylockofmymanewhichhadturnedoveronthewrongside,laiditoverontheright,andsmootheditdownwithhishand;thenpattingmyneck,hesaid,'Weshallhaveadayofitto-day,Bayard,mybeauty;butwe'lldoourdutyaswehavedone.' Hestrokedmyneckthatmorningmore,Ithink,thanhehadeverdonebefore;quietlyonandon,asifhewerethinkingofsomethingelse. Ilovedtofeelhishandonmyneck,andarchedmycrestproudlyandhappily;butIstoodverystill,forIknewallhismoods,andwhenhelikedmetobequiet,andwhengay. "Icannottellallthathappenedonthatday,butIwilltellofthelastchargethatwemadetogether;itwasacrossavalleyrightinfrontoftheenemy'scannon. Bythistimewewerewellusedtotheroarofheavyguns,therattleofmusketfire,andtheflyingofshotnearus;butneverhadIbeenundersuchafireaswerodethroughonthatday. Fromtheright,fromtheleft,andfromthefront,shotandshellpouredinuponus. Manyabravemanwentdown,manyahorsefell,flinginghisridertotheearth;manyahorsewithoutariderranwildlyoutoftheranks;thenterrifiedatbeingalone,withnohandtoguidehim,camepressinginamonghisoldcompanions,togallopwiththemtothecharge. "Fearfulasitwas,noonestopped,nooneturnedback. Everymomenttherankswerethinned,butasourcomradesfell,weclosedintokeepthemtogether;andinsteadofbeingshakenorstaggeredinourpaceourgallopbecamefasterandfasteraswenearedthecannon. "Mymaster,mydearmasterwascheeringonhiscomradeswithhisrightarmraisedonhigh,whenoneoftheballswhizzingclosetomyheadstruckhim. Ifelthimstaggerwiththeshock,thoughheutterednocry;Itriedtocheckmyspeed,butthesworddroppedfromhisrighthand,thereinfellloosefromtheleft,andsinkingbackwardfromthesaddlehefelltotheearth;theotherriderssweptpastus,andbytheforceoftheirchargeIwasdrivenfromthespot. "Iwantedtokeepmyplacebyhissideandnotleavehimunderthatrushofhorses'feet,butitwasinvain;andnowwithoutamasterorafriendIwasaloneonthatgreatslaughterground;thenfeartookholdonme,andItrembledasIhadnevertrembledbefore;andItoo,asIhadseenotherhorsesdo,triedtojoinintheranksandgallopwiththem;butIwasbeatenoffbytheswordsofthesoldiers. Justthenasoldierwhosehorsehadbeenkilledunderhimcaughtatmybridleandmountedme,andwiththisnewmasterIwasagaingoingforward;butourgallantcompanywascruellyoverpowered,andthosewhoremainedaliveafterthefiercefightforthegunscamegallopingbackoverthesameground. Someofthehorseshadbeensobadlywoundedthattheycouldscarcelymovefromthelossofblood;othernoblecreaturesweretryingonthreelegstodragthemselvesalong,andotherswerestrugglingtoriseontheirforefeet,whentheirhindlegshadbeenshatteredbyshot. Afterthebattlethewoundedmenwerebroughtinandthedeadwereburied." "Andwhataboutthewoundedhorses?"Isaid;"weretheylefttodie?" "No,thearmyfarrierswentoverthefieldwiththeirpistolsandshotallthatwereruined;somethathadonlyslightwoundswerebroughtbackandattendedto,butthegreaterpartofthenoble,willingcreaturesthatwentoutthatmorningnevercameback! Inourstablestherewasonlyaboutoneinfourthatreturned. "Ineversawmydearmasteragain.Ibelievehefelldeadfromthesaddle.Ineverlovedanyothermastersowell. Iwentintomanyotherengagements,butwasonlyoncewounded,andthennotseriously;andwhenthewarwasoverIcamebackagaintoEngland,assoundandstrongaswhenIwentout." Isaid,"Ihaveheardpeopletalkaboutwarasifitwasaveryfinething." "Ah!"saidhe,"Ishouldthinktheyneversawit. Nodoubtitisveryfinewhenthereisnoenemy,whenitisjustexerciseandparadeandshamfight. Yes,itisveryfinethen;butwhenthousandsofgoodbravemenandhorsesarekilledorcrippledforlife,ithasaverydifferentlook." "Doyouknowwhattheyfoughtabout?"saidI. "No,"hesaid,"thatismorethanahorsecanunderstand,buttheenemymusthavebeenawfullywickedpeople,ifitwasrighttogoallthatwayovertheseaonpurposetokillthem."