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WhenMarillatookAnneuptobedthatnightshesaidstiffly:
Now,Anne,Inoticedlastnightthatyouthrewyourclothesallaboutthefloorwhenyoutookthemoff.
Thatisaveryuntidyhabit,andIcan’tallowitatall.
Assoonasyoutakeoffanyarticleofclothingfolditneatlyandplaceitonthechair.
Ihaven’tanyuseatallforlittlegirlswhoaren’tneat.
IwassoharrowedupinmymindlastnightthatIdidn’tthinkaboutmyclothesatall,saidAnne.I’llfoldthemnicelytonight.
Theyalwaysmadeusdothatattheasylum.
Halfthetime,though,I’dforget,I’dbeinsuchahurrytogetintobedniceandquietandimaginethings.
You’llhavetorememberalittlebetterifyoustayhere,admonishedMarilla.There,thatlookssomethinglike.Sayyourprayersnowandgetintobed.
Ineversayanyprayers,announcedAnne.
Marillalookedhorrifiedastonishment.
Why,Anne,whatdoyoumean?Wereyounevertaughttosayyourprayers?Godalwayswantslittlegirlstosaytheirprayers.Don’tyouknowwhoGodis,Anne?
’Godisaspirit,infinite,eternalandunchangeable,inHisbeing,wisdom,power,holiness,justice,goodness,andtruth,’respondedAnnepromptlyandglibly.
Marillalookedratherrelieved.
Soyoudoknowsomethingthen,thankgoodness!You’renotquiteaheathen.Wheredidyoulearnthat?
Oh,attheasylumSunday-school.Theymadeuslearnthewholecatechism.Ilikeditprettywell.
There’ssomethingsplendidaboutsomeofthewords.Infinite,eternalandunchangeable.’Isn’tthatgrand?
Ithassucharolltoitjustlikeabigorganplaying.
Youcouldn’tquitecallitpoetry,Isuppose,butitsoundsalotlikeit,doesn’tit?
We’renottalkingaboutpoetry,Annewearetalkingaboutsayingyourprayers.
Don’tyouknowit’saterriblewickedthingnottosayyourprayerseverynight?
I’mafraidyouareaverybadlittlegirl.
You’dfinditeasiertobebadthangoodifyouhadredhair,saidAnnereproachfully.
Peoplewhohaven’tredhairdon’tknowwhattroubleis.
Mrs.ThomastoldmethatGodmademyhairredONPURPOSE,andI’venevercaredaboutHimsince.
AndanyhowI’dalwaysbetootiredatnighttobothersayingprayers.
Peoplewhohavetolookaftertwinscan’tbeexpectedtosaytheirprayers.Now,doyouhonestlythinktheycan?
MarilladecidedthatAnne’sreligioustrainingmustbebegunatonce.Plainlytherewasnotimetobelost.
Youmustsayyourprayerswhileyouareundermyroof,Anne.
Why,ofcourse,ifyouwantmeto,assentedAnnecheerfully.I’ddoanythingtoobligeyou.
Butyou’llhavetotellmewhattosayforthisonce.
AfterIgetintobedI’llimagineoutarealniceprayertosayalways.
Ibelievethatitwillbequiteinteresting,nowthatIcometothinkofit.
Youmustkneeldown,saidMarillainembarrassment.
AnnekneltatMarilla’skneeandlookedupgravely.
Whymustpeoplekneeldowntopray?IfIreallywantedtoprayI’lltellyouwhatI’ddo.
I’dgooutintoagreatbigfieldallaloneorintothedeep,deep,woods,andI’dlookupintotheskyupupupintothatlovelyblueskythatlooksasiftherewasnoendtoitsblueness.AndthenI’djustFEELaprayer.Well,I’mready.WhatamItosay?
Marillafeltmoreembarrassedthanever.
ShehadintendedtoteachAnnethechildishclassic,NowIlaymedowntosleep.
Butshehad,asIhavetoldyou,theglimmeringsofasenseofhumorwhichissimplyanothernameforasenseoffitnessofthings;anditsuddenlyoccurredtoherthatthatsimplelittleprayer,sacredtowhite-robedchildhoodlispingatmotherlyknees,wasentirelyunsuitedtothisfreckledwitchofagirlwhoknewandcarednothingboutGod’slove,sinceshehadneverhadittranslatedtoherthroughthemediumofhumanlove.
You’reoldenoughtoprayforyourself,Anne,shesaidfinally.JustthankGodforyourblessingsandaskHimhumblyforthethingsyouwant.
Well,I’lldomybest,promisedAnne,buryingherfaceinMarilla’slap.
GraciousheavenlyFatherthat’sthewaytheministerssayitinchurch,soIsupposeit’sallrightinprivateprayer,isn’tit?
sheinterjected,liftingherheadforamoment.
"GraciousheavenlyFather,IthankTheefortheWhite
WayofDelightandtheLakeofShiningWatersandBonny
andtheSnowQueen.I'mreallyextremelygratefulfor
them.Andthat'salltheblessingsIcanthinkofjust
nowtothankTheefor.AsforthethingsIwant,
they'resonumerousthatitwouldtakeagreatdealof
timetonamethemallsoIwillonlymentionthetwo
mostimportant.PleaseletmestayatGreenGables;
andpleaseletmebegood-lookingwhenIgrowup.
Iremain,"
Yoursrespectfully,
AnneShirley.
There,didIdoallright?sheaskedeagerly,gettingup.IcouldhavemadeitmuchmorefloweryifI’dhadalittlemoretimetothinkitover.
PoorMarillawasonlypreservedfromcompletecollapsebyrememberingthatitwasnotirreverence,butsimplyspiritualignoranceonthepartofAnnethatwasresponsibleforthisextraordinarypetition.
Shetuckedthechildupinbed,mentallyvowingthatsheshouldbetaughtaprayertheverynextday,andwasleavingtheroomwiththelightwhenAnnecalledherback.
I’vejustthoughtofitnow.Ishouldhavesaid,Amen’inplaceofyoursrespectfully,’shouldn’tI?thewaytheministersdo.
I’dforgottenit,butIfeltaprayershouldbefinishedoffinsomeway,soIputintheother.
Doyousupposeitwillmakeanydifference?
IIdon’tsupposeitwill,saidMarilla.Gotosleepnowlikeagoodchild.Goodnight.
Icanonlysaygoodnighttonightwithaclearconscience,saidAnne,cuddlingluxuriouslydownamongherpillows.
Marillaretreatedtothekitchen,setthecandlefirmlyonthetable,andglaredatMatthew.
MatthewCuthbert,it’sabouttimesomebodyadoptedthatchildandtaughthersomething.She’snextdoortoaperfectheathen.
Willyoubelievethatsheneversaidaprayerinherlifetilltonight?
I’llsendhertothemansetomorrowandborrowthePeepoftheDayseries,that’swhatI’lldo.
AndsheshallgotoSunday-schooljustassoonasIcangetsomesuitableclothesmadeforher.
IforeseethatIshallhavemyhandsfull.
Well,well,wecan’tgetthroughthisworldwithoutourshareoftrouble.
I’vehadaprettyeasylifeofitsofar,butmytimehascomeatlastandIsupposeI’lljusthavetomakethebestofit.
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